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The feeling of anyone who may feel that you are being ostracized from society.. because of a disease that is not contagious.. It does not even affect anyone, but it is... that makes anyone who changes his view of you embarrass you. I have the biggest flaw in my life... For a girl at the age of 15, she would be like this. You imagined it.... Do you want to know my illness, right? My disease is obesity.. You imagine a 15-year-old girl who weighs 117 kg. .. I will write a realistic experience that has become .. My routine is every day I sleep and eat sitting on the laptop three quarters of the day and the second quarter is for sleep and for eating ... I don't go out because I am broken I did not open my dressing room and wear the best clothes, but with a body that destroys people I remembered my uncle's wedding How many days left on him..and a dress that I didn't separate and didn't buy. I remembered the day I was in the first average and I looked harder on myself and my weight went down a lot, but for how many weeks I broke and my weight came back multiplied by 2... T_T There is no one to encourage me or even a sister to be tight on me.. and my mother is so good She can't leave anything in mind... My father wants to help me, but he is afraid to hurt me.. Right, I forgot to introduce you to my name. My name is ((Dusk)) I am 15 years old and my weight is 117 kilos, a shock to all.. I have one brother B His name is Rakan, 19 years old, his first year of university, but he changed me. He is weak and his body is not naturally to the point of being jealous. More... The first part today is my uncle's marriage and I don't want to go, but how is my uncle so close to me that he is obligated to me not naturally.. I have to go and look at the clock, it was 8 and a half, then sure my mother came back from the hairdresser, you ask why I went with her right because I know that no matter what I put My face will show the thing that embarrasses me the most. My body... I entered the dressing room and took out a long, long black silk dress that was buckled from the chest with a fuchsia bow, right, an old model, but it was the only dress I got yesterday that was my size... I wore it, opened my hair and shortened the sides, it looked like it I took a fuchsia hat and put it on and put on a bracelet that wraps around the hand normally, and I put on boots ((God bless you)). The color is black and has a fuchsia bow. I looked at the watch. It was 9 o’clock. Your face is like this, you look like you have a soul.. something I never shook my head meaning yes... my mother smiled at me and put her hand on my shoulder: A day will come and my daughter will get better, let's go walk. Her word hurt me a little, but it's normal. At that time... I got in the car and Rakan sat shyly as usual and I tried to ignore him... but he was getting hurt more.. We got to the hall and I saw my uncle wearing a bisht and he was talking to my cousin. Zain that you came, your wish, etc. etc. etc.... I entered the hall and was shocked by what I saw. Perhaps I was the only one who for people was a strong girl of my age. Everyone thought of me as an old man at 22 or 18 years old, but everyone wronged me.. I gathered confidence in myself A little while ago, I came forward and greeted my uncle's wife and aunt.. My aunt was looking at me with a tender smile, but there was some regret in it. I knew what she meant and echoed along because no one noticed me. I went and paralyzed my gowns and straightened my hair and walked to the bride's room. Lulu is my uncle's wife, and as usual, they are like any girl they tell her after Everyone used to say this. I sat on the nearest chair and sat watching and I was silent. Johnny, my cousins, and I was looking at the gracefulness of the body of each of them, and my heart was writhing in pain.. They tried to make me smile, but I smiled for a few seconds and then came back.. I think about the same topic and oppression. The wedding and I think of one person, My love, my childhood sweetheart, my aunt's son. I remember the good days they gathered together... Our trip to Lebanon with them, our trip to Kuwait with them, and our trip to Jeddah and London.. I was smiling at some memories and I wanted to cry over some memories.. I was surprised by the hands hiding my eyes...: How are you, sweetie. I turned and saw my Lebanese uncle’s wife, Jaya, and she was wearing a short white Gucci dress, consistent with her charming body and long blond hair... and light black smokey makeup with white and stark red lipstick. I smiled at her: I'm fine, how are you..?? And the diamond set came down from her neck, and why not, and my uncles are the owners of the.....shops and the companies of the........... Each one of them has the right to pamper his wife the biggest pamper... She answered me while her blond hair was lowered from her shoulders: I am just fine. I smiled a lot at her this time without any response.. Time passed quickly and my uncle entered and took his wife and took pictures with her. He forced me to take pictures with him and I took pictures without any response because I didn't decide to want him.. and we came out and he wanted me.. I sat with them for a while but I refused and I went home with Rakaan and my mother and the first time I entered the house I headed To my room at length, as usual, I took out my laptop and played it on a Korean song that I was relieved to hear. It was a Korean band called Girls Generation.. and the name of the song told me your wish.. I was watching the girls’ bodies while they were making the video clip. I changed my clothes and put on my soft pajamas. : bro, my darling, who knows then that I am traveling to Korea, the majestic sea Yen or Qatar for Korea.. Rasha and she is sympathetic to her not convinced: and Korea is scaring him. I am basically not convinced of the above.. Tolin: Rasha, I say that I am going to his wife and my brothers who are there, and I do not forget that he is married to a Korean unit and he has a daughter and two sons from her... I will tell you their names after Rasha: But you want them to go with a boy, Janas, the girl is killing me.. Tolen raised an eyebrow and shortened to her: What do you see, I am in spirit and I am equal to myself as a boy? I distanced her from condemning her: Malik Khas, but you pretend to be someone who doubts.. Rasha is afraid: God is afraid of you.. Tolen thinks: Sharaik will come with me.. Rasha has increased her fear: No, my love, my soul, you.. I am financially behaving.. You are a girl and I am a boy, the name is that you are my sister, Rasha, with a confused thinking: Haha, Tolin: what, because they are putting the above for me so that nothing can happen.. here or here.. Rasha: Lala Mabi.. Tolin: At your convenience, the sound of the door cuts them off.. Tolin: No.. ....: I am Yabuk Fathi.. Tolin opened the door and threw herself at her father and hugged him: Abuniyim, your ransom.. Oh, my ransom.. Tolen smiled: I am traveling with your wife and her children to Korea.. Abu Rasha is surprised: Why Tolin: Oh, I am craving. : I'm a scaly shell, you're yes.. Tolin: Jeshrokia, unnie.. ..>> I shut up, my sister, Rasha, but her mouth: I started with Korean, my brother, what about you? Quickly: I am..((Lalala)) Abu Rasha: Leah.. You take over the patches: because I want to surprise them with Simbel ((a gift), I mean, it is enough. Toulin: Oh yeah, it's not the first time I travel, then this time I traveled with my soul and I forgot.. Abu Rasha: But my daughter is Korea. I mean you have to speak, Korean, English, and you're good in them. Abu Rasha smiled at her: Ok, okay, but when is your plane.. Take over: my plane is after tomorrow at 3:30 in the morning Abu Rasha: After two days.. : Yes, and now I want to get my things ready. I am missing how many things I want to go to the market.. Abu Rasha: Ok, go dress and you are not ready. Tell me because I will take you to the market. You are going to go with her after three days.. Toline: but you don't want to go.. Abu Rasha: don't go. It is impossible for you to leave you in your spirit when your parents passed by until you go and get to know them... Rasha: No, it's not enough. I don't like Korea.. Abu Rasha: Even if you don't like her, you must go and buy what you show today..understand him..Abu Rasha left Rasha and took over in the room..Teen with joy: I won't go out with my soul..Wow, Messi is Messi..>>> Hello, but in Korean.. Rasha sat down. Bisas: Oh, Chiodini, Korea, I’m ow… Tolin is looking for her clothes: Yeah, but you’re in Korea. Someone else is wishing for her to come.. Change your clothes so that my parents pay us the market… Rasha is trying to accept the situation: Ok.. At Abu Ziad Ziad’s house: What? Oh, by God, my friend is obligated to not travel with him to Korea. Even the ticket is not enough for me to pay for it.. Umm Ziad: By God, I am afraid of what will happen. What is the name of this friend of yours..?? Ziad: You don't know Tony. You know him. The son of people and Zwain. God's name is Muhammad Al.. Umm Ziad: Ok, but watch out that God's place does not lead you to what He is pleased with.. Ziad: No, don't be afraid. Umm Ziad: Yama again. When will you travel? Ziad smiled at his mother: I will travel after tomorrow.. at 3:30 Umm Ziad: Ok, so take care of yourself. Ziad: From my eyes.. You recommend something.. Umm Ziad: No matter what your safety is.. In the shop of the........ Abu Rasha: Why did you bring us a men's store.. You turned around confused: Not, but I want to buy my brothers gifts. You know, for the first time, it is a shame for me to go empty.. Rasha bit her mouth: out of love for them, she buys them.. Abu Rasha is proud: and yes, God is my daughter.. This is what I brought you back to. S Abu Rasha wrap it: My daughter, your brothers, you see tall and healthy >>> They are muscular, I mean.. I don't answer them. This size is small for them.. You want to patch it: No. Rasha: Ok, hurry up... Tolen: Ok, come on... Get out of the shop... Rasha Tkzha: Toleen, Tolen, Tolen drew her: Hmm.. Rasha rolls her eyes: Isn't this Ziyad that you are traveling with... Toline drew: Where is it, where is it.. Rasha points to him: see him here, here, here, you. Tolin saw him entering a men's clothing store ... Tolen drew to her bosom: Abunim, I want to enter this store ... Abu Rasha is surprised. Tolen with patches: I heard that Koreans love light colors. I buy what he buys to wear them and we say by chance.. Rasha opened her eyes: I swear to God that you are happy with him.. Toline: I don't mind, but you liked it.. Ziad sat and took him shirts, jeans, shorts...caps and tulle and saw him take a example of a change in simple things such as the color of the cap The shorts are like this... Rasha nervously: You just take the whole shop, you buy it.. Take over in his porch: You're a little bit patient, Madame, my parents are with the shop's patron. Let me buy.. Rasha. A question came to her mind. Tulane chooses the color of the belt: What??? Rasha with fear: your hair, what do you do with it, and I forget that your hair is two and a half meters long.. Tolen drew attention to it: Except who told you that I forgot.. Rasha with awe: you are doing it.. Tolen maliciously: We did not return home. Orik.. Rasha: to be cut.. To be given with a smile : Everything in its time is fine.. Abu Rasha: Yes, you have finished, or not.. Tolen drew the analogy of Ziyad, his time to be held accountable.. Tolin: Didn't you finish.. They came out of the shop and started Rasha from her tricks..: Honestly, after you go to another place, you see me perished. Toleen Barja: But the boots remain. Look at the shop. It is enough for you to bear it.. Rasha with resignation: Ok.. But this shop.. Papa, come on, but this shop.. Abu Rasha is tired: No book. >>> Well, they entered the shop and I told her how many sport shoes she came out after feeling that she had bought everything she needed..and walked..back home..in Rasha and Tolen's room, she entered the dressing room and took a long time, but Rasha was lying down, wanting to rest her back. She came out with a manly hoarseness: You see Rasha, who drew her gaze and opened her eyes to the latter, she gasped..: Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I cut your hair, and God will kill you.. You will, with a smile, wink at her: I can benefit from being a man, sweet Rasha. I looked at her with fear and went back to Laurie: In the name of God, you took care of me. You scared me. Toline: I say go get my things ready, because I want to know.. Rasha: Ok, brother. You worried me.. Tolin: you are young and my soul took the statement that my parents answered for a while.. Rasha is stupid: What statement..???? Tolien: The permit that allows me to travel without my guardian. ...: I am Lulu Ziad twisted his mouth: I entered, Lulu.. Lotus and she's mad Bozha: You're from your grandfather traveling.. Ziyad Nazer: For the safety of my uncle, that is, from my grandfather.. He's traveling... Lotus sat: Ok, take me with you.. Ziad Lav To her while he raised an eyebrow: You are thinking of a soul in my soul. I am going with my friend.. I mean, it is a shame that you will come with us.. Lotus: It is enough. By God, I have been going to Korea for a long time. They say it is sweet. .. Lotus with a smile: saj..5 ^_^ .Ziad: what is it, now, don't follow your niece, Mahiwa. She maddens me with her many questions, why, where, when and when and to answer all the prepositions... Lotus stood up: Ok ok if you need something, call me ok.. Ziad: Ok, oooooooh, right. I forgot to introduce you to the heroes of my novel, or rather the heroes of my life.. Abu Rasha's family. Abu Rasha: He married two women. The mother of Rasha, the first, brought him Rasha and gave birth to twins, and after 7 years, she passed away and left her children to marry. A in Korea, but I do not know his daughters unless they are 16 years old, but he left his wife, two sons, and daughter there with their mother, and their grandfather who converted to Islam because of Abu Rasha, 56 years old. Her nose is weak and small, afraid and she does not like to take risks. Her hair is hazel that reaches her shoulders. She is 20 years old and is studying interior engineering.. Tulane: the younger twin is beautiful, the beauty of Mob is awake. Her eyes are drowsy: honey and her eyelashes throughout her nose are loose and weak, and her lips are sharp. She loves Korea and its series.. she loves actress park Shin hye. She has no goal in life. She is 20 years old... Abu Ziad's family, Umm Ziad: She is very social and adapts to people quickly... She is afraid of her husband, who has no money. A 53-year-old word. Someone who commands money has money, the most important thing is his physique.. Ziad: his ransom is the prettiest white one. Of course he does not have a beard or mustache.. His hair is brown and reaches to his ear.. His eyes are hazel, light and wide.. His body is sweet, not weak or strong. In Aramco Wu is 26 years old.. Lotus: The last of the neck is an egg. Her hair is light brown, dim curly.. Her features are always similar to those of the girls of Italy and France. Her eyes are light brown, her lips are small, and her nose is long.. She is 17 years old. Her cheeks are weak and long. She has a daughter named Maha, who is 4 years old, and a son named Majed, who is two years old. She is studying in Marya, and she has an illusion that she is coming for a week. She is 24 years old.. . *** *** *

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