The misunderstanding and break-up

Ever since Valte knew I was keeping in touch with my Senpai our relationship wasn't like it used to be, for the record it was only 3 months now.

Other than that he used to hate and despise my mentor too, and I took it as a normal jealousy.

We had a reunion with my childhood guy friend William, and that day I kept my phone on silent as I want to spent time with William and catch up on each other lives. I looked at my phone and there was 12 missed calls from Valte, and I rang him up as soon as he pick up the phone he barged and shout at me, I have no freaking idea what make him furious but I think that it was about me, as he felt that I was keeping a distance with him.

I tried to clam him down and make a sense out of it, and I tried to be a better person.

But he let me choose "me or your friends" at that point I was so mad, I was so mad, mad because he let me choose between my friends and him which is completely offensive. In the end I told him I choose my friend over him, and I make myself clear that this is the end for us, and I'm doing a favour for him by waking out of his life.

I was so sad and depressed that I can't make him happy and that he can't trust me. He let his insecurities ruined our relationship.

I drank so much that night I wake up with a headache and a heavy hungover.

He didn't text me or call me the other day, and I was sulking away for trying to connect and blame it on myself, I don't know what and when did I go wrong or what have I done to make him shout at me. On the other hand I think it was my bad luck with guys.

Whatever the reason and cause might be, I must get on with my life. And I have my careers on point and future plans stressed me out.

The expectations from my family was enough to put me insane for the rest of life if anything goes wrong.

Because I had to looked after my family in the foreseeable future, and took responsibility for it incase my mom passed away. My alcoholic dad wasn't reliable and my elder brother was in the same situation as me, doing odd jobs and helping out my family's expense. While my younger sister was still too young to work.

I was caught up in that situation. And that was my deepest fear of all. My family was all that's left of me and all that I had.

On the other side, we're really lucky to have a house on our own, we don't need to pay for the rent and all, but we can't still afford our daily basic needs sometimes. I guess whether we're poor or rich we had our own problems and life will still find a way to kick us in the *** no matter what..

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***