Obsessions Towards The Obsessive
there think about each other
I was feeling better who won't if they gain a good friend but I don't know if I can really trust him I have doubting personality I don't like to give my trust easily
but I also want to believe in him as I think even if I don't deserve love and relationship I am not that worse to be friends with
hope our friendship doesn't end in this life
because the only thing I am allow myself to have is friendship
ya I am weak but others think I am strong
I aweak and coward I scared to be hurt and broken so I don't let myself do go near someone whom I am attracted with so it's also helps to get less hatred
but the way Nathan loves and care for his brother even knowing his brother may never be cured and he would always have love care for him and may not get anything in return
I never thought there are people like that still exist
one of the reasons I left my family was after Gain hearing loss they pity me Infront of outsiders but ignore me like a spare pillow at home don't use it until you have neck pain or need extra support
talk to me was hassle to them spending time with me was unworthy of me because speaking to me need little extra effort I don't deserve that efforts according to them
so made myself known that you are born alone and die alone even if she who gave birth to you so start enjoy your own company
I only thought that she different but she unique
everyone who approach me was to get financial help or Gain copration for there family or help them with there cries
she was the first who I offered to help on my own but to my surprise she denied
she doesn't need me or my friendship for money
she asked me was friendship and companionship in good and bad time
she she really what she seem to be or just an act ,can I really trust her .
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to us friend are collecting we choose for our self and ready to accept all there weakness and strength together be with them in the good and baby times
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turst is something we have to gain if we broke it
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but if we treasure a person and his friendship while Keep hie or her turst safe you get the world's best companion with you
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