someone new in my world..

my everyday starts with fight yes, fight with my mom. I don't know why but she always blames me for everything whatever it is.

"why did you even born you are really my child no you are useless nothing ... ooo God what bad karma I did in my last life that you gve me daughter like this. why did you ever bother to live just go and die "

"mom why are you cursing me in morning.why? you always ruin my morning by your harsh words what I did wrong that you curse me everyday like this.why mom why?"

I don't know why but I think maybe either my presence bother her so much or she takes out all her anger on me because I am not worth of her love. every day of my life I thought "do I deserve to be happy? if for some reason I became happy maybe my happiness is just a moment and again I will become sad , lonely...

making me think of this I always stay away from happiness always stay away from being happy for any reason and like this I started to become heartless. gradually I became someone who have no emotions, no sympathy, nor kindness..

"sisira if you shows always smile on your face, always kind to everyone, always help others, saving little puppy doesn't mean you are good girl , doesn't mean you are kind..."

then the girl who always try to avoid coming home early always ready for extra work without any excuse why?why she didn't that no one knows because she never opened her heart to anyone because no one tried to understand her. that girl shows smile on her face but how badly she hurted from inside , why she always pretend to be happy, healthy but she actually was not, no one ever said her

"it's ok , it's fine you did your best don't worry ok"

no one ever said her comforting words. sisira always went to a place after work where she can only find peace in her mind. that place is a wooden banch below the blossom tree near the lake . sisira like blossom tree because she find it comfortable where she can lean on tree .

she always visited that place alone never bring someone it was like her secret womb where she can stay comfortablely but since situ came to her life first time for first time she brought situ to that place and Superisingly situ loved that place too it's like both sisira and situs secret place. that day someone new entered to her world who can listen her and who can accompany her . now they become so close that that little puppy who was stranger now star of her world.

" situ do you like this place?"

" woww woww"

situ replied with his cute bark.

"oo really great situ now we can visit it together ok , let's go now . "

(with smile on her face playing with situ they went to home)

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