"Sugar & Spice"
"I came, I saw, I made it awkward"
I didn't literally peed in my pants, I think I would die right then if that happened but my face had flushed till I was tomato red and my organs melted into a puddle. I wasn't even able to move from where I was due to my muscles deciding to go absent. My heart was beating so loud my head was hurting, I swallowed slowly.
Jungkook stood, the guy he was beating up hanging by his collar that Jungkook had a tight hold over his large fist. I lay on my back by Jungkook's feet, my glasses slanted by the impact of what happened. My heart jumps out of the throat when he releases the guy from his grip and he goes falling but quickly scrambling up and rushing away. The crowd was watching with such intent, curiousty and beady eyes that it was getting to me and my anxiety was bubbling up my throat and waiting for me to release in a form of a panic attack.
I began breathing heavily on my own accord as I tried to get my heart and nervous on the same page as me. I cannot have a panic attack in front of all these people. I cannot embarass myself like this and become known as a fréak. I can't, I can't...
My eyes flickered around catching the eyes of everyone watching the display and my chest felt even more constricted. My eyes flickered over to Jungkook and I paused as I saw his dark black eyes fade into clear blue orbs that I've never seen before in my life. My heart calmed on its own and my breathing gradually became normal.
Squinting, I could see a brief flash of indesicion in his eyes but it was gone as soon as I saw it and he turned around and began walking away. The crowd began bumping into each other to quickly get out of his way and many people knocked heads with each other and fell just to avoid even brushing shoulders with him. I frowned and began to feel sympathetic for him. My heart constricted, I knew that feeling all too well.
My shoulders were shaken by someone and I turned my head to see Jimin. He hoisted me up and dusted off my bag.
Jimin
Dàmn, I've never seen anything like this before.
He said with a playful smile.
I asked him, throughly confused.
He slung his arm around me and we began to walk.
Jimin
What I mean is either luck is on your side or he was feeling tired.
He choke held me and I coughed feeling constrained and tried to pry his arms off my neck.
He suddenly released me and started walking backwards infront of me. I rubbed my sore neck and attempted to glare at him but it looked completely non threatening and he could see that by the grin on his face.
Jimin
Dàmn Bolt, this must be new kid magic.
Jimin
Any guy that even momentarily stops him from shredding his prey would become his prey as-well.
I didn't know what to say to this, I could only awkwardly blow my hair out of my eyes and trip in this process causing me to blush mildly and frown. Jimin laughed loudly with nearly tears coming out of his eyes. He was so smiley, I looked at him and admired how carefree he seemed to be.
Jimin
You think, I'm cute?
He said suddenly and my eyes widened, my cheeks flaming.
I stuttered quickly coming to disregard his claim.
Jimin
I mean, I know I'm attractive but there's no need to stare this much, Bolt.
He grinned cheekily and I actually reached out to punch his shoulder.
He chuckled once more and started to walk with me. My head shot up to look at him as I remembered we've a class to get to.
Taehyung
What period are we in now?
He took out his phone and checked the time. He shrugged.
I quickly pull out my schedule from my pocket and checked what class I'm meant to be in. I'm supposed to be in physics right now and looking at his phone we're already 15 minutes late. I fréak out naturally ang looked at him.
Taehyung
Do you know where room 613 is for physics?
I ask him and his eyes brightened.
He told me, snatching up my schedule in his hands and skimming over it without permission.
I'd grumble over his bad habits but I was more worried I'd make a bad impression on the teacher who'd be instructing me this year by being tardy. He wore a smile.
Jimin
Looks like we're going to see each other alot, Bolt.
His smile turned into a smirk.
Jimin
And Jungkook as-well.
My eyes widened as my cheeks tinted pink.
I huffed, dissatisfied as we began walking up steps. He shrugged his shoulders and I looked at him.
Jimin
Or maybe not, he hardly even comes to school.
I raised an eyebrow at him.
Taehyung
You seem to know a lot.
He chuckled bitterly, looking slightly annoyed. I peer at him worriedly, as if i crossed bad territory I wasn't meant to cross. I was surprised I was talking this well with him and actually socializing with another being that wasn't my family. Jimin was just so...easy going, it wasn't hard for me to speak with him
Jimin
My sister is obsessed with him.
He breaks me out of my thoughts.
Jimin
It's insane how much she raves about wanting to suçk his diçk and be around him even though she knows how bad he is.
My mouth forms an, O. Suçk his what?
My face flushed as i remembered what that vulgar slur meant. Since I was basically caged most of my life, I wasn't exposed to everything that was out there and that meant curse words and derogatory terms. I decided to teach myself the words that were out there, I shiver recalling what came up when I searched a few of the words.
Taehyung
I think there's more to him
I muttered quietly, avoiding eyes.
He grabbed me and spinned me around to face him.
He said seriously and i squirm in his hold.
Jimin
Don't test your luck. I actually like you, don't get yourself destroyed.
He told me, letting me go and continued to walk forward.
I smiled shyly and he turned around to look at me.
Jimin
That's the only thing you heard?
He tried to feign annoyance but he wore a grin.
I blush despite knowing he was being playful and we arrive infront of the classroom. I pause and freeze momentarily. My heart beat accelerated and I began involuntarily wiggling my toes in my shoes while my teeth chewed on my bottom lip.
I looked at him, quickly.
Laughing silently, I reply in an accent.
He smiled widely and opened the classroom door and I was grateful he lessened my nerves, though they were still very much there, I don't think I would collapse anymore.
We walked in and I instantly scanned through the classroom set up. The desks were lined in rows, five to a row and the teachers desk was to the front. My eyes secondly caught the sight of the students who's eyes stared at me as if I had committed a heinous crime. I twiddled with my fingers and looked down, I was beginning to shake as I did always when I felt I was the sole attention of the room.
Ms. Lee
You're heavily late, Mr. Park.
I could hear the casualty in teachers tone, almost like it was a daily thing.
Jimin
Well, can you blame me? We've a new student and I was showing him around, Principle orders Ms. Lee.
Jimin included lies in his truth.
The principle didn't ordered him to show me around but I was most definitely new. It was quiet and I assume the teacher was contemplating what Jimin had said. I heard an annoyed sigh from the woman.
Ms. Lee
Take a seat Jimin, have a seat Mr...
Ms Lee trailed off and I nervously looked up but didn't meet her eyes.
Taehyung
T-taehyung, K-kim Taehyung.
Ms. Lee
What, I can't hear you.
She hollered louder than necessary and I became even more nervous as I heard Snickers from some students.
Jimin
Has your age affected your hearing? His name is Kim Taehyung.
Jimin said loudly in annoyance and I shuffled with a red face.
Did he just stand up for me?
I smiled lightly but felt bad for the teacher. I looked up for once and saw her glaring and Jimin who rolled his eyes.
Ms. Lee
I'll deal with you after class, Park.
Ms. Lee
I'm sorry Mr Kim, I'll have to grow accustomed to your quiet voice but for now have the available seat beside Park and try not to grow close to him, he's a trouble.
I quickly waddled my way to the back of the class and to the desk that was beside Jimin. I looked at him and he was glaring.
Taehyung
That's disrespectful. What happened to respecting your elders?
I reprimanded him and he scoffed.
Jimin
I'll respect my 'elders' when they respect me.
He reached up to twist his hair strad between his curls.
I pulled out my notebook and attempted to begin writing down the notes on the board but jimin kept throwing crumbled peices of paper at me and kicking my desk. I grumbled and turn to look at him with a glare on my face in annoyance.
Jimin
Anger is not your forte, Bolt, you look like a kitten.
He laughed with amusement.
I blush and glared despite what he said. He shifted his desk so it's closer to mine and I looked at him with a confused expression. He leaned into me and I backed away with caution.
He asked me quietly and my face flamed red and I shoved him away.
I stuttered louder than I meant, causing few heads to look at us. I blush even harder and started to play with my fingers.
It's not like I'd anything against people who were gay or anything but I wasn't gay. It was a misconception that guys who were shy, quiet and small were naturally gay. Though I don't have much experience with sexualíty, the last person I'd a crush on was a girl so i identified with what i knew well.
He suddenly laughed and I looked at him
Jimin
It was just a question, Bolt.
He snickered before shrugging.
Jimin
I'd a feeling you'd react exactly like that which made me ask you for that very reason.
I mumbled as i gripped my pencil tightly in my hand
He chuckled and laid his head down on the desk.
He took out his phone and shoved earphone in his ears blasting music that even i could hear despite him plugging earphones in. The class rolled by as Jimin listened to music and slowly fell asleep giving me allowance to do the work that was assigned and given to the class. I stood, sliding my bag on my both shoulders and adjusted my glasses.
I poked Jimin but when he was extremely unresponsive I shook him as hard as my muscle-less arms could. He blinked, lifting his head and taking in the nearly empty classroom. He yawned taking his bag in his hands as he stood from his seat and stretched his arms. We began to walk but Ms Lee promptly stopped us both.
Ms. Lee
Seems that you forgot you were supposed to see me, Park.
She said with arms crossed.
Jimin threw his head back groaning. He scartched his head before sighing and turned his head to look at me.
Jimin
I'll catch up with you later, Bolt, it's lunch break so sit at a table and I'll meet you there.
I nodded silently and turned to walk out but I felt myself being jerked back by my bag. I turned around to see Jimin clutching my bag.
Jimin
Walk down to the right, down the stairs and to the left and you'll see vending machines, follow the vending machines and you'll see two doors that leads into the lunch room.
He instructed and I nodded extremely grateful to him
He released me, waving at me. I timidly waved back and opened the door to leave the room and silently hoping he wasn't in a big trouble. I'd feel bad if he got in trouble for defending me.
My mind drifted without my consent and I began wondering about Jungkook and a small blush formed on my face. I was one to believe rumors were just rumors and when it came to him I'd this thundering feeling that there was some truth to those rumors about him but everyone has their own story.
I felt bad mostly for him, it must be a burden to be constantly looked at as some beast who's only goal was to hurt others. I wonder how long it's been since someone's looked at him with an expression other than complete fear. Has anyone ever smile at him, comforted him or showed him compassion? I blushed at my thoughts. What are you even thinking Taehyung?
I bit my lip, enable to help myself. He must keep walls around himself for a reason. I chewed on my lip, Why did I feel like i wanted to break down those walls when it wasn't my place? I shook my head.
You're new Taehyung, are you trying to get yourself killed?
But he won't kill you, a small part of my head said and I groaned quietly. Why was I such an optimistic and hopeful creature?
I let out a cry as my face connects with a rock solid hard wall. I lift my hands to touch around the wall but as my hands reach outwards I feel biceps and I realized with a red face that this wasn't a wall but a person and a larger person at that. I quickly shuffled back, opened my eyes which I've closed and looked up but felt my throat dry as I find myself looking directly at Jungkook.
And I peed in my pants...again!
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Btw, I've changed the story name.
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Comments
wintermelon
This type of try is directly proportional to a panic attack.
2022-11-15
1
Slayer of hearts
The story is interesting between you deleted your namjin story..? wae...
2022-09-18
1
ʝҽσɳ ʋιɳƈҽɳƚ 🐯🖤ᴼᴺᴸᵞᴷᴼᴼ'ˢ
🤔the logic is correct . but my mom will throw a flying slipper on me if i use this Dialogue
2022-09-16
3