Don't love me cuz I am avarice chapter 5

Everyday is going the same as usual , going to college and then back to room and again going to college and to home .It became a routine thing for me .

Everybody says that ooooof going to other country and enjoying ha . I wish I can go like that.

Everybody thinks that going to another country is like achieving some life time wish but staying in another country means that you only knows what you are going through..

Nobody knows how we are actually doing, no friends , no family and no one is there to take care of you.

You should do everything by yourself , I mean you need to cook yourself , you need to go out for groceries shopping and even , you need to buy medicine yourself even though you are sick .

And what's more is you need to tell your parents that you are doing good so that they don't have to worry.

But , even though going through this shit I can relax a bit and that is because of communication.

I mean talking to your loved ones , once in a day can relieve your stress.

so everyday I make a call to my parents to know how they are doing .

And Rony calls me everyday and we talk like hours . when I am in a bad mood he cheers me up so he became an important person .

As the days go on I feel that Rony is changing a bit I mean the way he talk to me is changed . I feel like he has a crush on me.

I thought that I am overestimating myself but he says that he is missing me and he was waiting for me .

Everybody thinks that I am exaggerating but one day Rony told me that one of his Junior proposed him .

I thought that was cool and I congratulated him like mmmmh common Rony common.

But , but he told me that he rejected her saying that he doesn't love her and he told me that he has me so he won't accept anybody.

Nowadays , whenever he calls me I feel like he changed , I mean Olivia also told me that she feels that he is flirting with me through the phone.

Not only Olivia but my sister also told me that they think that Rony has a crush on me .

I told them that you are thinking too much but sometimes I do feel that there is something that is changed between us.

So I started to talk less . I started to ignore him so that he will stop thinking about me .

Recently whenever he calls me I am telling him that I am studying , I am in class , I am going out and I can't talk to you right now.

But I can't tell those reasons for too long and I don't want to destroy our friendship .

But Rony also started to call me less I thought that it's a good thing but he seem to be depressed lately .

Whenever my mom calls me she tells me that Rony is not coming here recently and she tells me that he was not answering any phone calls.

My mom and my sister likes him so much so they don't want to see him in that state .

I do know that I made a mistake because he is such a good guy . He visits my home whenever I go to my house for vacation , he takes me out , he spend his most of his free hours with me and he won't restrict me to do things that I like .

He cares about me and when we go out he protects me and he helps me whenever I need him.

So , who doesn't like such a good guy. And I , I don't think that I deserve such a good guy and I don't want to be parted from him.

My mom and my sister praises him a lot. Because of him sometimes I feel like am I adopted or what , or whether I am their own child or not .

And my mom calls him like her son\-in\-law and my sister calls him brother\-in\-law. so even if I know that he has a crush on me , I feel like oh I think I already know because both my mother and my sister is enough to raise is hopes up.

I feel like my enemies are not outsiders but they happen to be disguised as my mom and sister ..

And he such a good guy and he got such good behavior and good habits. I mean he wakes up early in the morning around 4 am and goes to work to help his family and goes to college and helps his mom and he doesn't behave indecently or rudely unless there is a reason and he respects others and he doesn't have any bad habits like smoking or drinking or partying or flirting with others \( expect me\).

So I mean who doesn't like a guy like that.

And here I am , I sleep like a pig almost like 12 hours hehe and I am such a lazy pig I won't even get up from the bed even to eat and my mom begs me everyday to eat properly in time to time. As I told you Rony comes home everyday to take me out . so sometimes I won't wake up till afternoon so he needs to wake me up to take me out as if it was like his duty.

And my mom feels happy , not only happy but extremely happy whenever he comes to my home. Because whenever he comes he take me out , so I will wake up and wash myself to go out . so if I want to go out I need money and if I need money I need to ask my mom and if I ask my mom she asks me to eat.I feel am I being blackmailed or what.

So , here I am , I behave like an obedient child and eats my food so that I could get money from my mom so that I could go out .But don't tell me that I am the only one who does that and even if I am the only one who does like that I won't change.

And I don't think that his mom like me that much or maybe she likes me I don't know but whenever I meet her I feel like I can't be that much comfortable and she comes to my house to check whether his son came to me or not . But she won't ask me directly that whether he came or not she just comes to my street and watch secretly whether my door was opened or not.

Some people think how do I know that , but one day when Rony was on his way to my home when he entered our street he saw his mom standing in front of my door . so he turned back and went home silently.

After some time when his mother came home , he came back and asked me what did his mother told me.

I was like what's that supposed to mean and I told that I didn't meet your mother so why are you asking me .

Then he told me what happened before he came.so at that time I know that his mother came to check .

So she also started to feel something is going on between us. I don't know what will happen next but it was such a pain in the ***.

Why she thought in that way I don't know and I don't even want to know and I don't want to explain it . so I thought it's better to keep some distance .......

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