•Roxy•
I wonder what's the point of living? So much hurt in this world but people still stay alive. It could be because the people around you make you happy, so there is at least one reason to stay breathing. But right now, theres no one around me that makes me happy.
"Ahhhhh!!" Oh, Hope screamed again. I wonder when he can come back, I miss him. No, I need him...
It's been about three hours since that Alpha took him into the woods... It's been about two hours since me and my mate started the mating ceremony... And about one hour since he rejected me...
I feel so life less, not a ounce of my body is happy. The person I was supposed to spend the rest if my life with rejected me, he didn't even tell me why. I would change everything just to make him happy, but he didn't even want me.
But I get it, why would anyone want me? I was just some childish 15 year old! It wouldn't make sense for someone in college to want me. He could go pick from any girl he wanted and they would instantly fall in love.
He roped me in just like those other girls, he wanted to see me hurt! I don't understand how someone would want to hurt the person they should love the most.
Oh, this is how Hope feels. His parents hate him, his siblings hate him, everyone hate him. They all want to see him suffer, be in pain, all because of some dumb rank!
I wonder what was happening to him? Why is he screaming so much? I've never heard him scream like that...
As if the pain would never stop. As if this was the only thing that could help him deal it. As if evert scream was asking for someone to help him...
...
It's been two days and u still haven't seen Hope! Every one was worrying about it! But none were for the same reasons as mine...
"What if that Alpha breaks his alliance with us?!"
"Did that ugly Omega leave?! Who will please the men at night?!"
"Who's going to cook and clean now? The other Omegas can't! They've never cooked a day in their lives!"
"What if that Alpha comes back and takes someone else because he's so angry?!"
First: What did they mean by please the men?
Second: How come I didn't know no one else helps Hope with everything around the house?!
And Third: Why was an Alpha angry with Hope?
What happened when I left for school? What did everyone know and I didn't?!
All those thoughts left my mind when I saw something I never wanted to see. My mate was making out with someone right in front of my eyes, it seemed everything stopped for a second.
He may have destroyed the mate bond but I still felt the pain of seeing him with someone else. Tears were dripping on the floor by the time someone pulled me out of my thoughts.
"Roxy?! What's wrong? Why are you crying?!" I ran out of the room before Caicus could ask any more questions. He was happy with Lulu, I couldn't put my burdens on him
...
It's been three days and he still isn't back yet... I haven't left his room since seeing my mate. I think they may be looking for me but I could care less. All I wanted was Hope.
I wanted him to hold me like before. I wanted him to rock me back and forth till I calmed down. I wanted him to whisper comforting words in my ear. I wanted him to sing me a lullaby. I wanted him to tell me a story. But most importantly, I just wanted my brother back...
He used to do this all the time, till he took that stupid test!
...
I felt myself being lifted into the air, then warmness surrounded me. I snuggled in closer when I realised Hope's scent became stronger.
Hope carried me all the way to my room and was about to put me on my bed when I felt a strap touch my arm.
The only thing Hope had with a strap was a old backpack... Backpack?!
I then clung to him for dear life, he couldn't leave me too! The only person I had left in this world can't leave me! I wont let him!
"Take me with you... please," I had to make him take me with him! I would beg him till he finally said yes!
"I can't take you away from your mate, you know this Roxy," Hope said defeated, he wanted me to stay with my mate, he thought he would make me happy. That broke me
"He rejected me..." I became a sobbing mess, all the pain coming back.
"I'm going to kill him!" Hope said maliciously. I know he was in the right place but... I couldn't let my mate die.
"No... just take me with you... I can't stay here and see him hang out with other girls!" I just want to leave, get away from this horrid place! I don't care if I left my family, all I needed was Hope!
"Okay sweetie, pack your stuff, we're leaving tonight." I dashed to my closet and started packing a duffel bag, I am so happy that I saved up for a trip! I had over a thousand so me and Hope would be fine for a week or two.
...
"Ready? This is your last chance, after we leave, we may never come back..." He wanted to make sure I wanted to leave, I knew I never wanted to come back.
"Yeah... I never want to see that scumbag again. And... I can't live with myself if you left." As soon as I said this I grabbed his hand and we both jumped over the border at the same time.
...
We were a mile or so out from the pack when I see Hope fall to the floor. I didn't know what was wrong, I started to panick.
"What happened?! Are you okay?! Hope!! Answe me!" I kept trying to figure out was wrong when his eyes closed, he stopped replying after that...
"Hope! Hope wake up! You're all I have left... you can't leave me too!" I started banging on his chest to wake him up, he didn't wake up though!
I was so scared and my vision was so blurred from tears that I didn't even realise someone was behind be.
"Calm down honey. He will be okay!" Someone in a white and black dress came down to my level and checked Hope's heartbeat.
"Will he really?" I didn't want to say goodbye to Hope, he was now my reason to live. He was the only person who made me happy.
"Yes, he will be. But I need you to carry him to where i live so I can help him," the person in black and white said to me.
Now that I look at the person I figure out it's a she, and she happens to have pink hair, weird.
I pick up Hope and carry him in my arms, he's so light! What does he eat, it's as if he weighs less than a pillow!
How can he even pick me up! And he looks so small and vulnerable now! I wonder if I will be the one taking care of him now?
...
We finally stop at a huge mansion in the woods, I thought she said cabin?!
"Please hurry and come in, I want to make sure he is okay." The lady sounded worried, she just picked us up from the woods, we could be murderers after all.
Hold on... She could want to murder us! Oh my gosh, I'm a werewolf, I can easily over power her.
"Are you a doctor or something?" She seemed to know what she was doing but I still had to make sure.
"I can show you my degree if you would like. I like to keep a copy always on me if there is an emergency and I need to verify that I can treat someone." She then pulled a piece of paper, hed name was Merry.
She indeed was a doctor, it said it right there on the paper!
"Where can I put him? He's light but you said you want to make sure he's okay." I now had the clarification that my brother can be treated by her so I wanted to get it done as soon as possible!
"Follow me, we can put him in one of the rooms." Merry said as she walked up the stairs to what I presume to be an empty room.
...
It had know been a month and he still hasn't woken up! I got more and more worried as the days go by, but also more excited! When my brother woke up I couldn't wait to tell him the knews! But would he be disappointed?
I was walking up the stairs when I heard Merry yell from Hope's room.
"He's awake!" Merry was quite excited, she wanted to meet the brother I kept talking so highly about.
"Oh my gosh! Really?!" I bolted up the stairs, big mistake! As soon as I got to the room I threw up on the carpet, for fucks sake!
I then look at Merry apologetically and she just nods, we have become very close in the last month. I grab a tissue from the bedside table and wipe my nout before I jump on Hope.
"Uhh... You can jump on me when I'm prepared, not when I just wake up," Hope said painfully. But I didn't care, I was happy that he woke up and spoke to me. I hadn't heard his voice in so long!
"He just woke up! Get off of him Roxy!" Merry yelled at me. I could tell she was upset that I hurt him right after he woke up, she spent time in making him better.
I remember that day too well... She spent hours on this room making sure Hope was okay. The worst part was she wouldn't let me in, as if she didn't want me to sed something.
"So... where are we Roxy? And who is this? And why did you throw up all over the carpet?!" Hope spoke again, he sounded really concerned!
If he was just worried about her throwing up then what would happen when she told him the actual news...
{I would like to clarify some things that I didn't earlier. He put clothes on when he entered his room, he hasn't been ***** the whole time. I can't think of anything else right know but I'm sure it will come to me later, or if you're confused just ask me to explain it.}
《There happened to be 1814 words this chapter without the extra tidbits》
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