The Spiral

•Hope•

*Have you ever felt that your life is just going in a spiral? In my case, it's going in a downward spiral. A never ending one, to be more exact. You would think overtime that it might get better, but I never thought that. I wanted to face reality, not day dream about unrealistic things that will never happen. Because the more you dream, the more hope you will have. I don't want hope... never have, never will. It's funny how I was named the exact thing I didn't want, but it's just one of the many things that my parents thought would help me in life.

It's funny how they can hope for me for so long, but in the end wish I was never born. But I guess they have me to thank for two things. One, I made my parents able to conceive 10 more kids. It's normal for Alpha females to be able to give birth to that many, it's in their blood to be strong enough to do anything they set their mind to. Second, I take care of the packs dirty work for them. I clean, cook, and satisfy the men.

Now, you may be asking: Why did they not want me? Because I'm an Omega. You probably have more questions now too. But it will be explained in do time. I can't tell you my story all in the first chapter, where the suspense that needs to build up? That's how you make a story interesting-

~Reng~ ~Reng~ ~Reng*~

"Fuuuuck," a random Beta says. I then feel something hot fill me, he didn't pull out in time...

Fear fills me, my face turns pale as snow. Why didn't he wear a condom?! What if the contraceptives don't work?! What if I get pregnant?! A hundred more questions fill my head as I feel something dry enter mouth.

"Mrrphth," is all that comes out as I am forced to swallow the pill. I then feel my body lifted and dropped on something cold and hard. Then I hear water turn on, oh no.

Steaming hot water is then forced in my genitals, I think he's trying to wash out the sperm that just went in there. And that's when I realise that both me and him forgot that I can't get pregnant. I, an omega male, managed to be infertile. Another thing that fate gifted me with.

"Stop! I can't get pregnant!" I scream to try to stop him. But he then proceeds to make it hotter.

"You think you can yell at me?! You're just a worthless little slut!" He obviously didn't like the fact that I ordered him to do anything. Like he said, I'm worthless.

~Kchk~

I hear the door open and can just tell by how the air becomes more tense that he was the last Beta. The Alphas would now come in.

I take a big gulp, preparing myself for immense pain. The Alphas always hurt the most. I couldn't drift off into my own litte world when they were there. They didn't care if I screamed or cried, it just brought them more pleasure to see that happen.

I wonder how many there will be tonight, there are always more Alphas. I guess there were just more horny Alphas around the pack. The Betas were normally mad or just too horny to go find someone else. While the Omegas, my favriote part of the month is when they come. There always so shy and respectful, to bad they only come around a few times a month. There normally just want to see what it would be like to be the dominant one for once. But theres always one or two a year who are just curious about what goes on in here. It gives me 5 minutes to just talk to someone.

"Ahhhhh!" I scream out in pain as I feel something plunge into me, that's when I realised the Beta had left and I had to go though 30 minutes of pain with this Alpha.

...

After another long night I get to sleep for an hour, who else would make the pack breakfast? None of the other Omegas do because they know they will get in trouble if they do. My parents say this is my punishment for being so weak. You would think that two Alphas would make a Alpha child, right? Well, that is the case for everyone except my parents. They used to be the best parents in the world, and the best Luna and Alpha, until I was 10 years old.

You can sometimes determine what class someone is just by how they act. Apparently, my parents thought I just wasnt acting dominant enough or strong enough to be an Alpha. Which now we know is true, cause turns out I'm an Omega. So, getting back on track, they had me tested the day before I go to school to learn to be a good Alpha.

You normally get tested when you go though your first shift, just to confirm that theres nothing wrong with your wolf. Some are malnourished, so they think they are an omega by the size of their wolf. And getting to the actual point of this, they found out I was an Omega. Also, because I haven't shifted yet and I'm already two weeks away from my 18th birthday, they didn't retest me.I was young, your blood can change by then.

If only they knew what I truly was going to become, they would have killed or abandoned me by now. But were only a chapter in, and I like to build up suspense.

~If your confused of the schedule at night, here you go, I was too~

5 minutes \= Omega - 2 every 10 minutes / 2 a month \= 10 minutes

15 minutes \= Beta - 4 Beta an hour / 10 Beta a night \= 1 hour and 30 minutes

30 minutes \= Alpha - 2 Alpha an hour / 15 Alpha a night \= 7 hours and 30 minutes

9 hours out of the day

Start at 20:00

End at 5:00

Correct me if I'm wrong

VERY possible

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