hate myself
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Amias Anxo (MC)
*running fast without looking back.*
Amias Anxo (MC)
*stops in middle of main road*. 😶 *rain water is dripping from his face* (hmm thank you rain. for being by my side. i really want to cry now...but i couldn't.😶 it seems i lost all of my hope to live.)
its raining heavily. its raining cats and dogs. traffic free, roads are almost empty.
i can only see street lamps, sound of rain and thunders. when i look at this road it is full of darkness and the only source of light is Street lamps. then who or where is the source of light in my life?
im running aimlessly. i could see that my family didn't run after me. hah...what did i expect from them? they are cruel heartless only to me 😢.
im soo hurt. its always like this. swear at me for things i never did and things i cant change. its not like i was born willingly in this world, so is everyone. parents decide whether we should come to this world or not. so why are you guys like this to me now?
they said fate is decided by god and God decides everything. then im telling you god " don't hurt me more. if you don't want to do good to me. please atleast relieve me of this pain. grant me death."
death may look like punishment to others. but... isn't for me. im longing for death since my birth
Nyra Anxo (MC's Mom)
*running after amias* amias mom is sorry. please don't go 😭.
Sirius Anxo (MC's Twin bro)
please brother 😭 im sorry. we all are sorry. lets go back we can celebrate our birthday together from now on. 😢
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
amias i understand your pain 😢 but don't do this. we will be good to you from now on. please 🙏 come back with us
....and today is my birthday 😶
i froze in the middle of road. look back to only see my family worried and crying. they came to take me back to home? but it isn't a home for me. you guys tortured me, scolded me, abused me there. i hate it
Amias Anxo (MC)
*laughs coldly 🙂❄️❄️❄️*
i laughed coldly. it was a joke
i was looking forward to day they ask me to come home. but unfortunately its too late. I've already lost all of my hope to live.
my whole body hurts 🤕. my head was hurt being banged forcefully to ground, my cheek was stinging due to a hard slap. this slap was like a reminder from god saying "don't expect anything."
Harren Anxo(MC's dad)
im sorry 😞 amias. its my fault for beating and scolding you. but i promise i will never do that again 😢
Harren Anxo(MC's dad)
so please come with us 😭
Amias Anxo (MC)
can your sorry heal my injuries and all my bad memories? ❄️
Amias Anxo (MC)
I've always tried my best. so one day you can look at me, 😢 but i guess i wasn't even an option. you guys only need these two *point at sirius and amedeo*🙂
Amias Anxo (MC)
what sin did i commit that you guys *points at his family* push me this far? 😶❄️
Amias Anxo (MC)
*walks back to road*
Harren Anxo(MC's dad)
stop amias dont do that. we are sorry. please!! you can scold us, punish us. but don't do this to us 😢
Nyra Anxo (MC's Mom)
stop dear. its dangerous 😢 *walk towards amias*
Amias Anxo (MC)
STOP ❄️❄️❄️ don't come to me. i hate you.
Amias Anxo (MC)
I HATE YOU ALL 😢
Sirius Anxo (MC's Twin bro)
please brother. please im sorry. come back with us 😢😭
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
amais you have a good future. don't hurt yourself. its no good 😢
Amias Anxo (MC)
hah. i have a good future? how can i live when you all broke my heart 💔, my soul?🙂❄️
amias move back to road and is in middle of road. he wanted to die. doesn't matter how, but it has to be today cause this is the day he hates the most, the day he was born in this hateful world 😢💔
suddenly a truck was coming to him and it was out of control. it lost the breaks
Amias Anxo (MC)
*looks at the truck and smiles 😊* (looks like god helps me to end my life.)
Amias Anxo (MC)
remember....,
sometimes a sorry doesn't heal anything, all it takes is to die to forget everything. 😊 forget me. and live happily like you used to
Harren Anxo(MC's dad)
*shocked*
Nyra Anxo (MC's Mom)
*shocked*
Sirius Anxo (MC's Twin bro)
*shocked*
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
*shocked*
a truck came in full speed and amias was hit by it.
Nyra Anxo (MC's Mom)
AMAIS 💔
he fly all the way and fall on road. his head was hit hard by road and blood ozzes out from all his body.
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
*runs to amias* *pats amias's cheek* amias wake up 😢 look at me 😭 *checks his breath*
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
(god 😭 its soo weak. i need to take him to hospital asap)
Nyra Anxo (MC's Mom)
*ran to them* 😭😭😭
Amias Anxo (MC)
huff.. huff 😶 (my head is soo dizzy. so im finally going to die? thank you god. but why am i hearing some familiar people crying for me?💔🙂 it must be my imagination. how can anyone cry for me?)
Harren Anxo(MC's dad)
*runs to them* 💔
Sirius Anxo (MC's Twin bro)
*runs to them* 💔
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
LET'S TAKE HIM TO HOSPITAL FIRST. 💔😢
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
*carries amias in his hands* (why is he soo light?😢)
Amedeo Anxo (MC's Step big bro)
they took amias to hospital. they immediately send him to emergency ward. its been almost 6 hrs. it's 4 am now. they all are so scared.
all the things they did to amias came into thier mind.
Amias Anxo (MC)
(all of this started when i was born. 17 years ago💔)
well the beginning of this story is the beginning of misery. what made him come to the point of trying/taking his life 💔
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its the story about how taking their anger on innocent ones, destroy innocent lifes.
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Comments
rain
well it's really heart touching and the way it's written is so beautiful 😌 i appreciate it and i didn't get the story yet so I'm not gonna judge anything I'll wait for another chapters
2022-09-01
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Frog🐸🏳️🌈
Wow what a great beginning, ( Ĭ ^ Ĭ ) u already made me cry author ಢ‸ಢ Poor baby had to suffer so much. I cant wait for moree, great job!!~(˘▽˘~) (~˘▽˘)~
2022-09-01
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Frog🐸🏳️🌈
Poor baby😭😢😭
2022-09-01
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