Dairy

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Author.
Okay so my dear cupcakes. This is a very long chapter I have ever written in any of my book in Mangatoon
Author.
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If you are in Hurry. You will definitely not finish it. So do your every work and than sit for reading this WITH YOUR TISSUE PAPERS READY.
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⚠️Mentions of Underage ràpe, sucide, Ptsd, depression, eating disorder, self harm.
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This all is for chapters from now.
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Hoseok throwed himself on the bed with a book in his hand.
Yoongi's diary.
He struggled one week to gain Yoongi's trust fully and let Yoongi know that it's okay share things with him
He is not the one to Make any kind of fun or backstab Yoongi.
He promised Yoongi that he will tell no one about this and this will be between him and Hoseok.
Hoseok didn't understand why Yoongi have such deep trust issues but he didn't question it.
Because he knows not everyone life is easy.
Jung Hoseok
Jung Hoseok
Okay..let's see what's troubling "My Kitten."
Yep, he accepted his crush on Yoongi.
He squinted his eyes seeing only numbers on some pages.
Jung Hoseok
Jung Hoseok
What's these relate to?
Jung Hoseok
Jung Hoseok
16? 24? 15?
He turned to the first page and started reading it.
*Flashback.*
Yoongi
Yoongi
That's Nuna's lip gloss!
The nine year old alpha yelped as he entered his brother's room, tripping on to a toy that was fallen down
Yoonki
Yoonki
Please don't tell her.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Ouch!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Why are you applying that? Don't do it. Nuna will yell at you.
Yoonki
Yoonki
I just want to try it!
Yoongi
Yoongi
How old are you?
Yoonki
Yoonki
Eight..
Yoongi
Yoongi
So you are not allowed!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Eomma yesterday said you are too young for the make up.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Let me apply to you then!
Yoongi
Yoongi
What?! No! I am not an Omega! I am Alpha! Alpha's don't do that!
Yoonki
Yoonki
Who said?!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Eomma! Appa!
Yoonki
Yoonki
That's not true!
Yoonki
Yoonki
I saw an Alpha doing make up yesterday! He was looking so cool!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Really?
Yoonki
Yoonki
(nods)
Yoonki
Yoonki
Let me do it to you—
Yoongi
Yoongi
Only that pink powder and lip gloss.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Okay!
Yoonki giggled as he applied make on his brother's face.
Yoonki
Yoonki
See you look exactly like me!
Yoonki
Yoonki
No one will even know that you are you.
Yoonki
Yoonki
You can be me too.
Yoongi
Yoongi
(pouts) We don't look same!
Yoonki
Yoonki
Now we do!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Oh! Wait! I forget to tell you that before Eomma said me that Appa's friends will come here in(looks at watch) any time maybe!
Yoongi noticed sudden drop in Yoonki's expression.
Yoonki
Yoonki
W-why?
Yoongi
Yoongi
To take some file that they forget when they came last time.
Yoongi
Yoongi
She said that if they come before nuna did we should treat them like guest and if we did Eomma will give us ice-cream!
Yep, the brothers were alone at home.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Oh..then you do that. I will sleep.
Yoongi pulled his brother by his wrist.
Yoongi
Yoongi
What's wrong?
Yoonki
Yoonki
N-nothing.
He started to worry more watching tears fill in Yoonki's eyes.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Yoonki..We promise to share everything..
That's when Yoonki broke down into the tears as he hugged his brother tightly while crying making Yoongi shock and scared.
Yoongi
Yoongi
What happened?
After few seconds of crying both of them sat down on the ground.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Tell me.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Promise me you will tell no one.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I promise!
Yoonki
Yoonki
Specially Eomma and Appa.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Okay.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I promise I will not..please tell me what's going on?
Yoonki
Yoonki
L-last time when they came, the one called Shin he t-touched me dirtyly...
Yoonki
Yoonki
They said they wanted to look in our room and everybody was sitting in hall and I was doing our Homework.
Yoongi
Yoongi
(nods)
Yoonki
Yoonki
Th-that time...first both of men sat on our bed and talked nicely when father announced he will be late for the work and Eomma was cooking with nuna, you were sleeping in Appa's room they came closer to see what's am I doing..
Yoonki
Yoonki
Th-then that Lee started to rub his hand on my thigh and Shin roamed his hand over m-my back than my ch-chest..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Why didn't you shout?
Yoonki
Yoonki
I was scared..
Yoongi
Yoongi
We need to tell this to Eomma and Appa—
Yoonki
Yoonki
No! Y-you said you won't tell anyone!
Yoongi
Yoongi
But remember what our teacher said? She said if someone did dirty to us we should tell the person we trust more and our parents—
Yoonki
Yoonki
I don't know if they were doing that on purpose or I'm feeling it.
Yoongi
Yoongi
You were feeling uncomfortable and it's the sign from your body that you don't like that touch whether it is on purpose or not.
Yoongi
Yoongi
We trust mom and dad—
Yoonki
Yoonki
I don't trust them.
Yoongi
Yoongi
W-what? why?
Yoonki
Yoonki
Didn't you see how close their friendship is?
Yoonki
Yoonki
What if Appa don't believe us and yell at Eomma again? There will be fight again because of me I-I don't want that to Happen.
Yoongi looked at the time and made Yoonki stand up.
Yoongi
Yoongi
You should go from here than!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Go to Jungkook's house for one or two hrs.
Yoongi
Yoongi
They will come here.
Yoonki
Yoonki
But Eomma said not to leave hous—
Yoongi
Yoongi
Don't worry! I will see that.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I don't want them to see you or touch you again.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Why don't you come too?
Yoongi
Yoongi
If Eomma calls on telephone I can lie her that we both are present and if she said she wants to talk to you I can say you are sleeping.
Yoonki
Yoonki
What if— What if they harm you?
Yoongi
Yoongi
They won't do anything to me. I am Alpha. And I am stronger! I can protect myself and I will protect you too!!! (punches in air)
Yoonki giggled and nodded.
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Now Yoongi was all alone in the house waiting for two men to come being nervous as hèll as he thinks again and again about what his brother had told him.
Yoongi
Yoongi
*I will secretly inform Eomma so no one gets in trouble! I know Eomma will trust us and take our side!*
The doorbell range making Yoongi flich.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Okay they are here..
He took a deep Breath before opening the door.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Hello Mr.Shin and Mr.Lee (bows)
Shin ruffles his hair and got inside so did Lee.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I-I will bring water for you.
He came back with two glasses of water on the tray and kept it on couch in between of them with some strawberries on another plate.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Are you alone?
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Where's you sister and brother?
Yoongi
Yoongi
Um..Nuna have still not got home from classes and Yoongi went to his friend's house to study.
Lee
Lee
Didn't he knew we were coming?
Yoongi
Yoongi
No, he didn't.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I will bring that files.
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Yoongi
Yoongi
*Oh my God where did the file go?!!! It was here just few seconds ago!*
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
The room is pretty clean
The voice made Yoongi immediately turn around.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Y-yes Nuna always made sure that room his clean. *Why do they have to come inside the room?!*
Lee
Lee
Where is the file Yoongi?
Yoongi
Yoongi
It was in cupboard— (sees the file on bed) (sighs in relief) it is here!
He handed Shin the file.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Why are you wearing makeup?
Yoongi
Yoongi
*It is none of your business!* Me and Yoonki were playing he did it to me.
Yoongi saw how Lee and Shin shared a look to each other before Lee spoke.
Lee
Lee
You look pretty.
Lee said biting his lips which made Yoongi understand their intentions.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Th-thank you. I think you both should go now because Appa said that you all have some important meeting related to it.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
No it's okay we have time.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
We can stay here for more fifteen minutes maybe till Yoonki comes? We wanted to meet him.
Lee
Lee
Is this Yoonki's bed?
Yoongi
Yoongi
(nods)
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Hmm..it smells like him (smirks)
Yoongi internal cringed a lot hearing the sentence as he walked outside of the bedroom.
Lee
Lee
Where are you going?
Yoongi
Yoongi
To call Eomma. She said to call after you both come.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Okay.
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Yoongi
Yoongi
☎️Yoonki don't come home till I call you back. They are not going and waiting for you. Stay with Jungkook. (Whispers)
Yoongi sighed and kept the call after hearing a faint okay from his brother.
Lee
Lee
Did I just hear correct?
His heart beat increased in fear hearing Lee from behind.
Not wasting any time Yoongi immediately picked up the phone and started to dial his mother's number but was stopped by Lee.
Lee
Lee
What are you trying to do Kid?
Yoongi
Yoongi
L-leave my hand!
He struggled to fight back but Lee had already picked him up and Shin kept his the phone in it's place.
Yoongi
Yoongi
Leave me!!!
He walked to the bedroom and throwed the crying boy on the bed.
Yoongi
Yoongi
GO FROM HERE!!!
Yoongi stopped crying when his cheek stinged beacuse of the slap he just met with.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Don't shout you little shìt and stop throwing a tantrum.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
No one here is going to deal with your small fists.
He crawled back on the bed in fear hiccuping and sniffling not wanting to be treated badly anymore.
Lee
Lee
Don't be so harsh on him. How will we get our answers?
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
So what that Omega say to you?
Yoongi
Yoongi
N-nothing.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Don't lie to us kid.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I am not..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Go from here. I am not telling you anything..
Lee
Lee
I am impressed that he still have audacity to answer after that slap most of them faints or just tremble.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Maybe because he is an Alpha?
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
We have never had an Alpha victim right?
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
What do you think?
Lee
Lee
He is pretty like his brother.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
If you don't tell us what he said.
Shin pulled Yoongi by his leg and covered his mouth stopping the scream.
Lee removed his belt and tied Yoongi's hand with it as Yoongi kept on struggling for his life but he was no compare to two adult Alpha males.
After all he was just nine year old boy.
Yoongi
Yoongi
NO!!! DON'T TOUCH ME!!!
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Shut up!
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
I don't like screaming kids.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Be obedient.
Yoongi kicked on Lee's crotch and with his full strength he forced him backwards, trying to make Shin fall backwards as his back was on Shin.
Shin even stumbled but didn't leave Yoongi.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Enough. Forget Yoonki now.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
I want him.
Lee
Lee
Yep he looks more tempting.
Shin handed Yoongi to Lee who further 'tore' his clothes as Shin remove his pants.
Yoongi cried and cried, begging them stop.
Begging to leave him.
Begging to not to touch him.
But did the men listen?
No.
The cruel bastařds forced the little boy on his fours and a dìck thursting his mouth.
Lee groaned feeling wet warmness around his cock, suddenly hissed when Yoongi's teeth brushed.
He removed it and pulled the boy's hair.
Lee
Lee
Didn't I say you not let your teeth touch?
Yoongi
Yoongi
S-sorry.
Till now Yoongi have learned that they did not like the silence. If he keeps quiet and do not give verbal answers they Lee would even make him choke on his cock or Shin would spank him on his bottom.
Lee
Lee
You like it, don't you?
Yoongi
Yoongi
(shooks his head)
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
But your body says another thing.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Look at your little cock.
Lee
Lee
It already cūmmed four times.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Your body is literally asking for it.
He choked on his own saliva feeling a hard spank on his butt.
Suddenly the bell rang continuously making them stop their work.
Lee
Lee
Tsk. Who is the egar bìtch?
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
(rolls his eyes)
Lee
Lee
Go wash yourself.
He pulled his hair once again to look him to his eyes before removing belt from his hands.
Lee
Lee
And If you Open your mouth.
Lee
Lee
We will do worse things with you.
Lee
Lee
You are not with your family every moment right?
Lee
Lee
Like when you are going for groceries, in school, in tuitions, coming back from tuition right?
Lee
Lee
So keep your mouth shut.
Yoongi
Yoongi
(nods)
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Go to bathroom.
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Shin opened the door with a fake smile plastered his face.
Yoonji
Yoonji
Hello. I am sorry I am late my mother told me to—
Lee
Lee
It's okay sweetheart.
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
Yep we are just leaving.
Yoonji
Yoonji
Why?~ Just stay—
Shin-Yeong
Shin-Yeong
No we have to go, by the way we brought gifts for you three siblings see it okay?
Yoonji
Yoonji
Yes! Thank you!
Lee
Lee
No problem.
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Yoongi cried and cried as he washed the mess on the blanket "he created."
He felt like he will go mad.
The abuse, the Harassment was not leaving his mind.
The insecurities and fear started grow more and more every second.
When he finally washed the blanket and kept it for drying he called Yoonki.
Yoongi
Yoongi
☎️H-hello.
Yoonki
Yoonki
📞Hyung? Is everything okay? It's been two hrs. Should I come back?
Yoongi
Yoongi
☎️Yes. Please..and come safely.
Yoonki
Yoonki
📞Okay Hyung!
Yoonki
Yoonki
(declines)
Yoonji
Yoonji
I see you are working today what's the reason?
His sister teased him as she sat on couch with the remote in her hand of the television.
Yoonji
Yoonji
Yoongi?
Yoonji
Yoonji
Yoon— Oh my god!!! Yoongi!!!
She ran to her brother who was lying unconscious on the ground.
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Later when Yoongi woke up in hospital he refused to say anything making everyone hellà worried.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Yoongi..baby..please talk to Eomma.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Please Yoongi.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Tell Eomma what happened baby.
Mrs.Min felt like crying watching her son stare blankly at the wall.
She knows something bad happened looking at those red marked on his wrist, neck, cheek and on his butt.
She herself was a B.U.M.S doctor. But now she was nothing but a mother.
She can't treat a baby like a patient.
Her heart breaks everytime she sees Yoongi like this.
Yoonki sneakily walked in the ward even after hearing yelling from his Appa that he should not sneak in hospital because it's dangerous for kids but he couldn't careless.
He just wants his brother to be okay.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Yoongi Hyung pl-please say everything. Don't be like this.
Yoonki
Yoonki
Even those things I told you to hide.
Yoonki
Yoonki
I know Appa's friends did something to you.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Appa's friend?
Yoonki
Yoonki
(nods)
Yoongi suddenly caught Yoonki's wrist scaring him.
Yoongi
Yoongi
D-don't.
This is only word Yoongi had spoken from one week.
Yoonki
Yoonki
But—
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Yoonki if your brother don't want to then don't okay?
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
It's your sleeping time baby.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Doctors will come now.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Please co operate with them.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Yoongi.
Yoongi
Yoongi
(looks at his mother)
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Eomma loves you.
Yoonki
Yoonki
I love you too Hyung.
Mrs.Min smiled and took Yoonki from there.
Yoongi watched his brother and mother leaving him alone.
He don't want them to go.
He wanted them to stay and protect him.
But Yoongi's voice never came out of his mouth.
It stayed in his throat, like stuck.
His mind and heart wasn't in its place.
His body was not communicating with him.
The dirty memories haunts him 24/7
He just wanted to disappear.
He wanted to vanish himself.
He wanted his memory to be lost.
But ofcourse it can't happen.
The feeling of being tied with his own scary thoughts and hallucinating things he don't want to is eating him alive.
Yoongi
Yoongi
I-I want to be dead..
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Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Okay Yoonki.
Mrs.Min
Mrs.Min
Tell me each and everything that happened okay?
Yoonki
Yoonki
(nods)
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It took three month for Yoongi to tell everything to his mother and two more months in front of police.
And a half year to court to come into justice that both of men should be given Ten years of prison.
His mother was angry and even held fight with the court that it should be life time but Court only increased to ten more means twenty years.
Twenty years and these fūkers will be out.
What about destroying the mental health of a nine year old child that can lead to worse changes in his future.
*End of Flashback*
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