I wish I was her

My brother and his friend came out from there music practice room.

As they are going to perform in Elliot weddding,

Elliot is a rich business man ,he is also hansome ,cold and nice and most important he is my crush.

I worked at his company as an employee whenever I see him in my mind I say handsome boss I have.

My brother refuse to perform as he know about my feeling.

But they are the most famous boy band in our country ,Elliot want them to perform so bad that he even beg me to ask my brother.

I want to refuse it but how can I refuge him .

I say Yes to him ,my brother was not shocked to hear it cause he know me well.

He say to me,"write a song for our band to performe on they wedding day ,so you can say what you want to say but wouldn't.

Half of me was excited half of me was feeling nothing.

On they wedding day I was staring at the girl ,how lucky she is .

After it finished on the outside my brother and his band was waiting .

To perform and the music star.

staring in the window with wedding suit, thinking how much lucky he is to marry the perfect car girl as he walk down the ailse the girl was waiting for him but behind the scene there was a girl who never get noticed by him but she loves him with all her heart but today she is will sing Elliot marry the luckiest girl.

I went to home ,up to my room , straight to the pillow crying so hard.

My brother see me with tears he put my head in his solder saying,"Don't cry.I'm sure you will find another. It just because he is not the right one god made for you.

But his motivation make me cry even harder I cry in his shoulder until I fell asleep.

I woke up in the mid night I thought what my brother say again and again .

I feel angery suddenly, feeling angry to the God saying in my heart you know I love him so much then why didn't you make him the right one for me.

I cry again.

I check my phone there was a message from my friend.

Saying~ hey how you doing today is the wedding day . Sorry I don't want to remind you I know it hurts but it will be alright because time can heals every thing and they can't steel the love you born to find I know you love him but it over now, so put your head up and let's forget today you will find another in you will just fine let him go it will be alright it gonna hurt for a bit of time but I know you will make it. I will be here for you always whenever you want to cry call me I am here bye.

I go near to the window ~

Dear God he also left me why do you let those come inside in my life who will not mine.

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