Tears
We have arrived at Ethan's place. He lives in a mansion. It's not really surprising for me since he acts mannerly and has expensive stuffs with him.
Sam
Wow your place is so big
Now that I remembered I am a pretty shy person. Actually I have social anxiety. I'm now worried on how I'll act in his house and with his parents.
Ethan
Why are you getting nervous?
Sam
How should I act in front of your parents?
Ethan
You sound like my girlfriend that would be meeting my parents for the first time.
I don't know If I should tell him.
Sam
Uh... I'm actually not very good with interacting with people
Sam
I am not very good at responding to people too I usually stay quiet and just smile
Ethan
Really? Well, I'm not that surprsise
Ethan
One time when we were out and there was so many people you where frozen and I couldn't even talk to you properly. You even looked like you were about to cry.
I was surprised and embarrassed about what he said about me.
Sam
Yeah... I'm actually scared of people. I was just enduring it when I'm with a lot of people.
Sam
Even now I'm still quiet shy when it comes to you
Ethan
Don't worry... Everything is gonna be fine. I'm here with you
Ethan
I'll help you get through with your social anxiety
My heart skipped. No one has ever said that they would help me out with this. They only criticize me for it. That breaks me. They don't know how hard it is for me. They don't know how much I'm trying.
Suddenly a tear started dripping from my eyes
Sam
What...? w-why...am...*sob*... I *sob*...crying *sobbing*
Ethan
W-why are you crying?
Ethan started panicking and looked for a tissue to give to me.
I don't want Ethan to see my crying face. My mom said I looked ugly crying and it's not good for me to cry. That's why I always smile. But the tears won't stop. I can't stop it from falling. Why! why am I crying?
Sam
*sob* *sob*... I...I c-can't...*sob*...s-stop...*hic*...c-crying...*sob*...
Sam
P-please...*sob**hic*...d-don't...*sob*...l-look...*sob*...
Stop crying Sam...Ethan is just in front of you...his just in front of me. I turned around so he won't see my ugly crying face.
I should stop this tears from falling. I've already mastered how to hold down my tears. But why can't I do it now? It's even in front of Ethan. Ethan might think I'm being really weird right now.
A sudden grip with both arms came on me.
I turned around and looked at Ethan. Ethan was so close to me. A back hug from Ethan? Why so sudden?
He buried his head on my shoulders. That froze me. My heart started beating fast.
Ethan
Everythings is fine... you can cry. Don't hold your tears... It's okay to cry in front of me. Don't turn your back on me...please.
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