TAEHYUNG

"Yaa Jungkookah what's wro-", I couldn't finish my sentence as I felt him smash his lips against mine. My eyes widened in surprise and my whole body went rigid with shock.For the next two seconds the only sounds I could hear was my heart beating in my chest and Jungkook's breathing. I pushed him away as I came back to my senses. "Are you crazy? What was that ? ", I half yelled at him wiping my lips in disgust.

"Hyung I'm .. I'm so sorry. I.. I don't know what came over me.", the younger one stuttered. I looked at him angrily for his stupid actions. I had always liked Jungkook as a brother and a good friend. He was a really fun roommate too. But that doesn't give him the permission to go kissing me like that. Did he by any chance have feelings for me?!

"Yaa do you like me? ", I asked him praying he would deny it. I really didn't want anything to ruin our friendship.

"I.. I don't know hyung." Jungkook answered avoiding my eyes. "What do you mean you don't know? ",I asked him in shock. "Jungkook I think you're just stressed with the training and stuff. I think we should stay away from each other for a while. You're probably just tired. ", I continued trying to reason out his activities. I knew being an idol was stressful.We were all having a hard time physically and emotionally but Jungkook was generally good at hiding his stress. It definitely must be it. It's the only sane theory I can come up with.

Jungkook just stood there worried staring at his feet now. " We should go back inside." I said while turning to head back to the training room. I noticed he wasn't following me. I didn't wait for him either and made my way alone to the room. Namjoon hyung and Yoongi hyung were the only ones there which meant they must have finished practicing and the others must have already gone to their rooms.

"Oh Tae we already wrapped things up for tonight. Where were you and where's Jungkook? " Namjoon hyung asked as he saw me enter the room. "Jungkook will come later. Hyung can I change rooms with you for some time?" ,I asked him in a serious tone. "Did you guys fight? 'Cause if you did you two better reconcile soon. We are one team and I don't want fights within that team. Understand?" I nodded my head silently. "You can sleep with Suga hyung then and I'll go to your room.", Namjoon hyung suggested. "Thank you hyung", I said and I went upstairs to get my stuff before going to Suga hyung's room.

I really appreciated the fact that Namjoon hyung didn't question me about what happened between Jungkook and me. He knew that whatever it was the only way to solve it was by ourselves. I showered and changed into my pjs before lying down next to the already sleeping Yoongi hyung. I must have really been tired cause the last thing I remember was closing my eyes.

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I avoided Jungkook the next day.I knew Jungkook was now sorry for his actions and that he wanted to be close to me as we used to be.I mean earlier the two of us were like two magnets stuck together. Even if we were apart for a few minutes we would always end up right next to one another . But now I avoided his contact. I wasn't angry with him but I knew that we both needed some space for the time being. He even tried hitting on my shoulder to get my attention when we were at an award show that evening but he put his arms around Jimin when I ignored him.

The next few days were really weird. We didn't hang around with each other like we used to or talk as much as we did previously. The hyungs obviously could sense the awkwardness between us but nobody questioned us about anything. I hung around playing games with Jimin and hanging out with him. Jungkook also hung around Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung. Even during tv shows we stood away from each other. I didn't know for how long we were going to continue this behaviour but I wanted to end it soon. I missed having him around. I missed playing games with him. Not that Jimin wasn't fun but he just wasn't Jungkook.

Jungkook was now always hanging around with the others. We started talking again but our conversations were never more than five sentences. He didn't show any need for attention from me any longer and that irritated me. I don't know why but I was jealous of the fact that he had more fun being with the other hyungs and it kinda hurt to be unnoticed by the younger boy.

I tried getting his attention again and tried getting close to him but he didn't give me any. Maybe this was his revenge for how I treated him during the first few days. Well to be honest I did deserve this. But now I was sorry.

I really wanted to go back to us being inseparable. I was constantly reminded of our early memories together and I wanted to have him by my side again. I wanted to be that person who made him laugh. I wanted him to tickle me to tears like he used to. I missed my old roommate. Yoongi hyung wouldn't even allow me to play games on my phone in bed. It hurt to think that Jungkook didn't miss me the way I did.

While the others were still having dinner I excused myself from the room as I had already finished mine. I headed upstairs into my room and sat on the couch by the door . I took out my phone with the hope of finishing atleast one new level in the game before Yoongi hyung came to sleep.I was in the middle of the game when someone came through the door. It was Jungkook.

"Suga hyung asked me to bring his charger. Do you know where it is?", he asked seeing me in the room. "It's the black charger that's on the table over there.", I replied pointing my head towards the table. I watched as he walked across the room to pick the charger. The room was tensed with the unfamiliar behavior between us. He was about to walk out of the room when I called out to him.

"Jungkookah I'm really sorry. Can we go back to the way things were before what happened that night?"

"Hyung I don't know what you're talking about.", he answered avoiding my eyes. But the slight pink shade that his cheeks coloured up with told me otherwise. I didn't go to argue though.He turned away to head out but I pulled him by his hand before he could.I pulled him so hard that we both fell over the couch with him on top of me. We both froze by our sudden physical closeness. I couldn't help taking my view from his eyes to his lips that once kissed me. I felt hypnotized by the sight. I tilted my head up and our lips met each other once again. I didn't know what made me do it. But for a fact I didn't regret doing it .Not like our previous encounter this time it felt soft.

I automatically closed my eyes when I felt that I was being kissed back. He slowly broke our kiss and looked at me waiting for an explanation. I didn't have any so I just told him how I felt. "I missed you. I want to have you next to me. I don't like it to be ignored by you. Can you forgive me?"

"Of course I forgive you hyung. I really missed you too. But why did you kiss me?"

"I.. I don't know",I stuttered. The moment felt like déjà vour except this time it was me in Jungkook's place.

The younger boy slowly stood up and smiled at me. "Oh well I guess we're even now." I watched him leave with the charger.

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