" why do you cheat me ? you say that you will be with me forever ..... and make me happy.... is that a lie ? Why would you break our promise ???....."
"😲 what ?!! is he talking about his girl friend "
I was cut by him again.... he start to yell even more louder .... " why you both leave me.....? why ?.... what did I Do?...... why appa ? Why Amma? WHY......? am I not a good boy ?.... didn't I listen to your words.....? Why would you do this to me ?...... what did I do to deserve this kind of punishment.......?... why you both hate me so much leaving me behind in this world alone.....?" he starts to cry again as hell ..... he is screaming louder than the bombs..... 'no I can't let my man to cry like this and decide the negative side of his life .... no I should go and help him' but I'm afraid to do it .... so I just stood there, useless .... at that moment I saw that tree was trying it's best to make him happy..... I saw those birds trying to make him calm...... I swear that day I really can't believe my eyes.....
finally he smiled but a half smile... and start to sleep in there ...... *aish..This boy 🤦♀️* I'm relived to see him sleeping peacefully. I was about to go to my home but suddenly something came into my mind . 'I have been admiring for more than 3 months but I have never seen him closer before so..... he is also asleep.... so maybe I have a chance right... I won't be discovered by him right.... yeah I won't be discovered, let me look at him just
a little close.... yeah just a glance won't
affect right ..... just a glance.... yeah... it's not wrong... just ..... a.... glance... just.... on-...one time.....' I made up my mind and start to take careful steps... so carefully so that he won't be awaken ..... I can hear my own heart beat so louder when I get closer and closer to him.... it seems like my heart is gonna jump out of my chest...
I get closer to him and kneel down in front of him 'wow he is sleeping like a koala bear🤗' I thought to myself......
suddenly I thought ' I want to hug him ...... I really.... want to.... hug... him.... ummm.. anyways he won't know that, because he is sleeping soundly and also he can't see or hear me I'm on a safe zone...... let's just.... hug.. him.... once... just once ...' I thought to myself and I start to stretch my arms... I lean forward to make him enter my embrace, fully.. as a conclusion I really.... hugged him.... 😶 gently.... I start to caress his back and start to open my mouth " ***don't cry my teddy bear . don't let those rare nacre pearls that is made up of by your kind and pure heart to go waste . because it's more valuable than you think .. there is not even a single person who can afford that .... they are special and only you have it .... don't let them go broken for the one who already gone..... I know I shouldn't say like this to you, it's too harsh to say it in this way but .... I want you to be happy .....
your parents leave you because they believe you......
they believe that you can survive in this cruel world and no one can do anything to you....
they leave you because they want you to be grown up soon....
they didnt leave you because they hate you , they leave you because they love you...
they love you so much ....
they want you to be happy....
I swear they don't want you to be in this state they really want you to be happy ..... actually I can feel your feelings because I'm an orphan too.... I lost my parents when I was 9 and now I live with my uncle and aunty..... they treat me like their own child but still
I miss my mother's love
I miss my father's care
I miss my mother's nagging
I miss my father's scolding
I miss my mother's cooking
I miss my father's jokes
I miss their laughter
moreover I miss THEM.......
But after seeing you, after letting you enter into my life ........ I doesn't feel like I miss THEM .......
I feel like they're closer to me....
I feel my mom's love......
my dad's care
I can even see their smile through you......
I can even feel them whenever I see you ....
so , don't worry about this matter because this is the last stage that you need to pass...
if you survive in this level then no one can do any harm to you.... and I know you will survive in this battle.....
you know something.......
you make a weak girl like me into a strong girl....
you make a orphan like me to feel her parents ...
you make a girl who only knows to live on dark to live on light.....
you make a lonely girl like me to feel the warmth of the love......
you make a stupid thing like me into a human...
my teddy bear you made me HUMAN....
you make me smile as well as your smile heals my soul....
you let me realise 'what is love', and also you made me fall for you....
so you idiot, you can do it
if you can make me smile then why can't you .....
I really believe in you ....
you should remember this that I'm always by your side no matter what ....
even if you can't see me , even if you can't hear me , even if you can't feel me , even if you don't know me ... I will be always there for you .....
My teddy bear .... don't you dare cry again..... 'I LOVE YOU ' and I really mean those 3 words ...... sleep well teddy bear ..... good night* ....." I say these in his ear , gently and softly while caressing his back so that he won't be awaken....
I felt something wet in my shoulder where I let his face rest but I don't mind those. I gently kissed his forehead and I start to head back to my home. after that I realised that it's already dark I ran as a bullet train to home... I arrived at home and made my self to my bed .... I fell on the mattress and said "sleep well my teddy bear** " and saying those I fell into my sleepy dream land .....😍💜✌👌
author :- yeah y/n parents died on a car accident when she was 9 . now she live with her mother's brother... so she don't have problem in family.....
next episode :-
"where is he ?"
"Where is he ?"
"I'm so sleepy "
"he won't come again....!"😲
or
" I won't come again ..?!"😲
Have a nice day readers 💜✌👌
thank you for your support readers ..............💜✌👌
- your lovable AUTHOR 💜✌👌
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