journey to hell
this chapter is gonna be jungkook's pov starting from his orphanage day
Jungkook
little flower orphanage...
Jungkook
this is the place I've been since I can remember...
Jungkook
I only have a glimpse of memory of my parents... I can't remember their face properly, nor I have any idea how I reach here...
Jungkook
I was only 4 year old at that time
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the people in the orphanage were sweet..
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I have seen many children get adopted
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but to my bad luck I didn't
Jungkook
maybe fate has another plan for me....
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we never got the chance to go to proper school.. we were homeschooled... but since there is so many children it still felt like school...
Jungkook
but they only gave less education for us.... us means all girls and some boys...
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the mean bulky boys were allowed to have higher education while boys like me, frail and weak, we have to stop our studies when we reached 15
Jungkook
but I found out that we were getting special treatment.. they gave us various skin care products... told us to take good care of our skin, not to have any scars on it... that's why the mean boys never came to fight with us
Jungkook
they were made to work outside in the sun.. while we had chores inside only...
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we were given pretty clothes too... but we had a strict diet and have to exercise as well
Jungkook
I don't know why we have to do this... but whenever I look into the mirror I would think to be a model after going out of the orphanage.... well everyone has to leave the orphanage after 18
Jungkook
i saw all those pretty noonas and hyungs going, or taken out of the orphange after they turned 18
Jungkook
I am waiting for the day to go out... to be a model and earn good salary.. buy a house... build my own family...
Jungkook
finally the day has come where I will start to stad on my own... I don't know what exactly is gonna happens... those noona's and hyungs never came back even if they told us they will visit us
Jungkook
it's the month end now... everyone turning 18 that month will leave on the month end... and same is happening now.. i packed my things into a bag... it's only a little dress and some other things which are precious to me.. I bid farewell to all my friends and other people in orphanage.... told them i will visit them soon.. the head of the orphanage told me they have already got me a small job and found me an apartment... that's the least they can do anyway
Jungkook
so now I'm sitting in the head room waiting for a person who will drop me in my new home... the head was repeatedly telling me to behave well and to do everything I'm asked to do... this part confused me... why should I behave.. infront of whom..and who will ask me to do something.
Jungkook
i was in my thoughts when someone came to the room i have seen this man one or two times... when the others where leaving...
???
so he is the one this time *looks jungkook head to toe with dirty gaze*
head
yeah. its him this time.. what do u think
???
he is gonna earn a handsome amount
head
i know... so.. is it the usual..
head
can u increase a bit... the kids are piling up..
???
if we get some other business, i will think about it...
head
ok. but please consider my request
???
shall we go *to jungkook *
Jungkook
I didn't understand what they said..
Jungkook
that mans stare made me uncomfortable.. and what did he mean by handsome amount... ohh.. does he think i can model.. maybe that's it..
Jungkook
but what's the usual and 30% ma'am said and what business... oh god this is confusing me... and something is fishy..
Jungkook
but i can't do anything other than listen to ma'am...
head
jungkook... this guy will show u ur new apartment and the job which u will be doing....
head
go with him and listen to him like a good boy, understand
head
good... now go ahead.... all the best
saying that i left with the man.... following him.. i took a glance at the place i grew up for the past 14 year.. this place have grown attached to me... how can i leave it... but i have to.. i cannot burden them anymore...
but i will surely visit them whenever i can...
i looked ahead, to the man standing near the car.... i don't know what the future holds for me.... but i hope it's better there
without knowing what's waiting ahead for, he started his journey...
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