Her birthday was great and she collected many emotional and happy memories...
Nadira pov:
After my birthday I was even more happy and feeling blessed to have such a big friend circle and my secret crush these all feelings are foreign to me but I still want all these feelings to never fed up..
February 5 my HSSC board exam was to start and we all started to concentrate more on studies..
It was my only work to study and thinking about karan..
I fantasize every possibility of us being together or even me confessing my feelings to him but all these thoughts end in only one point and that is " he refusing me" ..
Finally on the very day of exam early morning my phone rang and it was karan seeing his name I felt butterflies in my stomach. After taking a deep breath I received his call and he said all the best and my moral was already high with these simple words..
My all exams went very well and it was a relief to my brain cause because of exams I had to study all the time and wasn't able to think about my prince. But thank God finally I was free.
And as instructed by karan and other teachers annual day function was to held on 6 march and only 3 days left to make all arrangements for that.. Im too excited about annual function day.
Right now Im thinking if I can tell him my feelings about him...!!??
At night I was rolling on the bed sleepless and my sister was annoyed by me but when I hugged her lovingly she stroked back of my head and asked if I'm upset or something..
But then I told her about annual function and she slapped my head lightly saying "are you nuts or so, just an annual function should you be this restless??"
I said " I don't have anything good to wear"
Then she laughed " my stupid sister should know that her fairy god mother is here to change her in a perfect princess"
Me "he he he..!!! really???"
Then she narrowed her eyes on me "don't tell me there is some prince charming there and you want impress him...??"
I was afraid my secret was in danger.. It wasn't like I keep things from her..
it is just that I don't want my sister to worry about me and I won't tell her at least till I confess my feelings to karan..
so I said" no its not that it is just that it could be my last gathering with my friends so I want some good memories "
looking at her with teary eyes " cause you told me earlier that we are going to move to another city because of your new job "
She sit up and hold my hand gently " look my baby sister I also don't want to go from here we lived here for almost our life and our friends and everyone we know are here, our precious memories are here, I don't want to leave all that behind.. But we have to go its such a nice job and you can study in more reputed college, and we can stay away from that father of ours and he can't be able to harras us in any way, you already saw this many times in the past how he wants me to get married to some old man for money and if this happens what about you I can't break promise I made to grandma to take care of you at least till you are able to protect yourself ... "
I hugged her again and cried my ocean of tears in her arms..
I am reluctant to leave this place my friends are here, I'm familiar with the city and most importantly he is here I don't want to go away from him..
God knows what is written in my destiny.
It was first time I fell for someone and I can't tell him my feelings but now only good thing that watching him from afar and that is also snatched away..
Im not a cry baby but this time I cried.. Thinking that...
Why God why...???
Im not the one complaining to you for anything you snatched my mom away from me then my family broke then again you snatched my grandma...
We are living all by ourselves we don't have happy perfect family but you are not satisfied with this only now you want to make our life upside down..
I fell asleep crying.....
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