Guilt!

continuation of last episode..
Mikey
Mikey
you liked someone back then?
Y/n
Y/n
no..he was my friend...
Y/n
Y/n
only friend...
Y/n
Y/n
Renji...
Y/n
Y/n
*smile * he was kind and cheerful guy...but..
Y/n
Y/n
very sensitive...
flashback...
in public park...
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
*applying bandages on Y/n's bruises on hand*
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
your bruises never fades away...
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
my first aid box..will run out of bandages soon...
Y/n ( 8 years)
Y/n ( 8 years)
*smiling* can we start playing now!! *excited*
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
.......
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
don't they hurt you anymore?
Y/n ( 8 years)
Y/n ( 8 years)
*smiling brightly* I'll be fine! as long as you are there to heal me!!
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
*sigh , smiling abit*
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
I am starting to get worried for you...
Y/n ( 8 years)
Y/n ( 8 years)
let's play now!!*excited*
Y/n ( 8 years)
Y/n ( 8 years)
*pulling him towards swing*
Renji ( 9 years old)
Renji ( 9 years old)
ok... let's play!
end of flashback...
Y/n
Y/n
I used to be excited to see him in the end of the day...
Y/n
Y/n
I enjoyed his company...
Y/n
Y/n
I felt happy when he was around me..
Mikey
Mikey
.....
Mikey
Mikey
what happened to him then?
Y/n
Y/n
*sad eyes*
Y/n
Y/n
he....
Y/n
Y/n
died...
Mikey
Mikey
.........
Y/n
Y/n
I can't get over the guilt...
Mikey
Mikey
what?
Y/n
Y/n
I couldn't help him...when he needed me the most...
Y/n
Y/n
*sad eyes*
flashback...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*walking towards Renji's home*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* why did he call me all sudden? I hope everything is fine!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*see Renji standing outside his house*
NovelToon
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*notice his stressed eyes with dark circles*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
what's wrong with you? you have been staying quiet since 3 months now!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
what's the problem?!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
......
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*holds her hand*
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
come with me...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*confused*
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*leads her in his home*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
both walking towards a room...as they start hearing soft m*aning sounds...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* is this?!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
take a look in the room...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*hesitatingly looks in the room*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*eyes widen*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*see Renji's mom having s*x with a random guy*
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
that's not my dad...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
---------------------
both walking together...on a street...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
so you are saying... your mom as been cheating on your Dad...with random men?
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
.......is it that easy for you to say?
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
.....my Dad...also cheated on my mom so-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
it's not same for me!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
my parents loved me since I was kid!!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I am sorry...I had been stressed about this since last 3 months...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
your Dad know about it?
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
no.... I didn't tell him... because..
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*sad eyes*I don't want them to get separated...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
my mom...keeps having sex with random men you know.... whenever she fights with Dad...or have a bad day...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
.......
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*stressed eyes* I need it...
NovelToon
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
or else.... I'll lose my mind...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
....what?
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I need to forget this depression of mine Y/n!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
and only sex can help me!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
just the way it helps mom !!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
the feeling of sex...will make me get over my mom's cheating on my Dad..
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I need a remedy for my depression!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......it doesn't work like that Renji-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I don't care! just help me Y/n!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
....what are you even saying?
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
how do I help you-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
do it with me!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
......
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
we are still teenagers-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I don't care!!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
help me before I go insane!!
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*holding her hands*
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
only you can help me! I can't believe in anyone else other than you !
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
Renji.. it's-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
didn't I help you all this years!! wasn't I there for you!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
yes-
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
then why can't you help me!
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*getting uncomfortable* because I can't..
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
please understand....
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
....*letting go her hands *
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*not looking at her*
NovelToon
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
and here...I was... expecting you to help me...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
Renji...
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
it's fine Y/n...
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
*walking away*
NovelToon
Renji (15  years)
Renji (15 years)
I am sorry for bothering you though...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
.....
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*watches him walking away*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
.....Renji..
end of flashback...
NovelToon
Mikey
Mikey
......
Mikey
Mikey
I wasn't expecting something like that...
Y/n
Y/n
who would have...
Mikey
Mikey
...what did you do then?
Mikey
Mikey
did you agree?
Y/n
Y/n
.......
Y/n
Y/n
that night...I couldn't sleep...
Y/n
Y/n
it was first time...Renji had asked something from me...
Y/n
Y/n
and I denied him...
Y/n
Y/n
I felt ashamed...
Mikey
Mikey
......
Y/n
Y/n
I kept.. avoiding him for next 2 weeks...
Y/n
Y/n
I was really anxious all that time...
Y/n
Y/n
so I finally decided to agree on it...
Mikey
Mikey
.....so you did it with him?
Y/n
Y/n
I was about to...for his sake...but that day...
Y/n
Y/n
*sad eyes*
flashback
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*calling him*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* I don't think he is gonna pick up my phone...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* I already called for more than 50 times..
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* is he that angry with me?
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*notice a crowd near a road*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* did something happened there...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*walking towards the crowd, hearing them speak about someone's death in accident *
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*in mind* looks like someone is dead in accident here...
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*walking towards the spot*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*eyes widen and starts sweating anxiously...as she watches some people carrying Renji's dead body to ambulance*
Y/n ( 14 years)
Y/n ( 14 years)
*tears forming in her eyes* R-Renji..
end of flashback...
Mikey
Mikey
.......
Y/n
Y/n
he died...
Mikey
Mikey
....
Y/n
Y/n
since then...*sweating*
Y/n
Y/n
I can't get over this guilt...
Y/n
Y/n
guilt that I didn't help him...
Y/n
Y/n
I can't take out...his ghost...from my mind...
Y/n
Y/n
*holding her head* I feel as if...his ghost is still haunting me...
Y/n
Y/n
since that day...I didn't have a proper sleep..not even once...I can't shake off this feeling of guilt...
Mikey
Mikey
......
Mikey
Mikey
it's similar for me...
Y/n
Y/n
......
Mikey
Mikey
I lied to you...
NovelToon
Mikey
Mikey
Mei broke-up with me... because of the similar reason...
Mikey
Mikey
*sad eyes*
Y/n
Y/n
.....
to be continued..
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sumit sahani

sumit sahani

you are already going insaan dude

2024-06-22

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sumit sahani

sumit sahani

wtf are saying dude

2024-06-22

1

sumit sahani

sumit sahani

wtf bro

2024-06-22

1

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