old man: miss!?
sarah: (I opened my eyes, and the lights are on now) oh my God.
old man: what are you doing here?
sarah: I..um...I got lost.
old man: oh dear...It's alright. Come on now....everyone is waiting for you down stairs.
sarah: ok (he takes me by my side, but...who was that?)
We both go down stairs, I see dad. he greets me with a warm smile, he was about to pull me into a hug but I bow him and go next to kookie. I smile at him and watch dad with end of my eye. he has a sad smile on him. I just didn't wanted to get close him, no matter how hard I try to forget those days, those nights, those screams....I just can't forget them and it was all becuz of him
dad: sooo...sarah how was your flight?
sarah: it was good (I dont show any emotions to him)
kookie: let's eat now, I'm hungry. (he dosent like this scean, I can tell by his face)
sarah: (we all start eating dinner. There's a very awkward silence between us, I
know it's cuz of me and I don't like it) so kookie what are you doing now days?
kookie: what do you mean? (he looks at me)
sarah: I mean are you studying oor are you doing job?
kookie: oh no. I'm studying computers
sarah: really thats gud.
dad: soo. what do you wanna do here?
sarah: I guess study arts.
dad: really?, thats good.
sarah: (I silently eat my food, I really don't want to talk to dad) um...im full, I
better get some sleep I'm really tired. (all eyes on me, I look at that lady,
behind dad could you show me my room...I don't want to get lost again. This
house is really big and I'm not yet familiar with it (she simply nods,she
seems like nice)
kookie: mom wait ill take her (he tells the lady)
sarah: (did he just call her mom?) mom?
that lady: oh no mam, it's just a misunderstanding he calls me like that cuz I treet him like one. (she looks awkwardly down)
sarah: but why?....why do you call the house mistress mom kookie?(I ask him. It really hurt me).
kookie: don't ever call her mistress ( I see him getting up and frustrated).
sarah: what do you mean by that? she's not uour mother kookie, your mom is in America. Do you have any idea how much she misses you? she waits everyday for your call, so she can at least hear your voice!!. (tears filling my eyes)
kookie: and you think i didn't?...I wanted to see her...feall her warm hugs, telling me everything will be alright...but all she did was CHEAT!
sarah: (don't know whts happing, but i slaps him hard, how could he say like that
about mom,I can't believe he really said tht, she misses him like hell and here he is talking shit) HOW DARE U SAY LIKE THAT ABOUT HER!.......she never did anything, he...He's the reason why she left because he kept seeing other woman. and when he used come back home late....he used to torture her!!!
kookie: (his head falls to another side, I can see his eyes getting teary) you don't know anything (he almost wipers)
sarah: (tears falling down my eyes)
dad: enough of this, it's not his fault sarah. I married Kim sung-ryung, because
Jungkook was alone. He needed a mother and she was the only one right for
him and you.
sarah: you did what!!? your married now?!! are you kidding me! she can never EVER replace mom (I look at her) no wonder she was being all nice...how could you do this to me, to us dad? and Jungkook how could you accept another woman
as your mom? (i look at him dosent answers, my mind might blow any minute
now) I hate you all!! (thats all I could say for now, i hear my dad screaming my
name but i just ignore him and run out from there, don't to want to see there faces).
I just keep on going then theres light coming from a door. I walk towards the door, open it I find tht it's a balcony I sit on the chair pull my leges to my face and cry it all out....I hate it. I hate being here, I hate them all, and moreover I hate myself being this miserable. so much for being in Korea hun?....can't believe he really did got married after we left, no wonder why they didn't wanted to talk to us anymore. but how could he do this? I look up, at the stars.....wish you were here mom. I really miss you though.Tears falling down my eyes.....and I pass out.
Morning
I open my eyes, my head hurts alot, rub my eyes adjusting the light then i notice that Im not at the balcony neither in my room...so where am I? suddenly I see a boy coming towards me....I get up as I see him, ok....omg this guy is soo handsome, tall heighted, seems sweet and...aah he smiles like sunshine.
??: hey...you ok?
sarah: hm....my head still hurts. (Who is this guy)
??: here drink this juice and take these pills. It'll make u better
sarah: (I look at him) but who are you?
??: Aah I forgot to tell you about me..im jung hoseok. I'm a medical student and
son of Kim sung-ryung.
sarah: (My eyes widen) you..you..your son of that mistress.
Hoseok: yeah...(he faking crying now)
sarah: (I smile looking at him like that, then I remember how I slapped kookie. I
look down at my hands)
hoseok: worried about Jungkook?
sarah: yea...I shouldn't have done that to him, I never shouldve left him alone, I
shouldve never-
Hoseok: woaw waow. Slow down girl. He's alright and very sorry, thats why he
went crazy when he couldn't find you, he was totally out of control...and when mom found you...Jungkook asked me to checkup on you.. I've never seen him soo worried about something oor someone, he brought you to my room just incase if something happens to you, and....becuz you...(he looks pissed) I had to sleep at the couch!
sarah: (I don't know why but I'm trying so hard not to laugh) Ummm..... sorry I guess.
Hoseok: anyways, now get up and change. I'll be waiting for you outside.
Sarah: (he just leaves like tht, ok...what just happened?) But I don't have my cloths here...(looking around the room I find cute cloths, I get refreshed and wear the them).
The weird thing here is that I'm listening to this guy, even though I never listen to anyone but still he seem like my older brother...not to mention but he's really handsome, I go out side and find him talking on phone. He takes me by my shoulder and takes me down stairs. I don't feel right to see them right now.
Sarah: Hoseok don't think I can face them
Hoseok: call me Hoseok oppa...and don't worry I'll b with you.
Sarah: (I stop walking, he turns to me) why are you helping me?
Hoseok: because I can't see dad, Jungkook and mom like that.
Sarah: (ok...ouch tht hurts, thats all?) Oh (I look down).
Hoseok: besides judging someone..that quickly is not me, and I wanted a sister
for a long time., so yea.
Sarah: (really?he didn't think bad about me?, I give him a sweet a smile) ok let's go now.
Hoseok: good girl (he messes my hair up).
Sarah: hey!...(I run to catch him then, but then I stop when my eyes travel to
dad, hes laughing with that woman and kookie hes laying his head on her lap my eyes getting teary, mom would die to get this time together with the whole family again. But its not possible and it's all becuz of him. Tears falling down. Missing you soo much mom...I look down and turn back but then Hoseok oppa is there he looks at my eyes and rubs my tears away).
Hoseok: Come with me (in his serious tune).
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Comments
Shamsa Younus
this is so sad
2020-07-01
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*:・゚✧(=✪ ᆺ ✪=)*:・゚✧
it's making me cry😢
2020-05-06
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