Sick

Beam's P.O.V.

I was sitting in class waiting for the professor to get here. Today I wasn't feeling good. I think I'm getting sick but we have a quiz so I couldn't stay home. I was revising my notes for the last time when Kit and Pha arrived.

"Hey Beam, are you ready for the quiz?" Asked Pha

"Yeah, I was up until late last night studying. I think I'm prepared."

"Good" he said focusing his attention on the phone when it rang. His boyfriend was probably texting him. Same with Kit he was engrossed in his phone before sitting next to me.

"Ai Asshole you didn't even say hello to me. Now that you two have boyfriends you forget about me." I said then smacked Kit's head.

"You could have a boyfriend too but you are too afraid to make a move on Forth." he said while smirking at me.

"I don't like Forth, if I did I would've made a move by now!" I said trying to defend myself.

"Yeah right, you can fool anybody but me. I've seen the way you look at him. But if it's true then you won't mind me calling him and ask him to go drinking with you and get some girls right?" said Kit taking my phone quickly.

I wasn't about to back down. There's no way he will seriously do it. "Go ahead I don't mind," I didn't even try to take the phone from his hand. Then I saw him tap the password and started to scroll. He went to my contacts and found Forth's number. When he was about to press the button I snatched the phone from him and locked it. Kit raised his eyebrow and gave me a knowing look.

"I'm just not in the mood to get some girls today." I said not looking at Kit in the eyes.

"Yeah it's been a while since you're not in the mood. Don't even think that I didn't realize you stopped playing when we started hanging out with Forth's gang."

"It's true even I noticed it and I'm usually clueless." said Pha finally joining the conversation.

"You think he has noticed it? I think I should stop hanging out when we have plans with them."

"He doesn't know you like we do so he probably hasn't noticed. But why don't you make a move Beam? He swings both ways so you have a chance." said Kit and Pha nodded.

"It's just with girls they just throw themselves at me so I don't know how to flirt. Plus I've never had feelings for anyone like this and it scares me so much that he won't feel the same way. I don't want to be heartbroken." I replied honestly.

They were both looking at me with concern. I'm usually a player with no feelings so this side of me must be surprising to them.

"You don't have to worry about me guys. I'm sure these feelings will go away soon. I'm Beam Baramee after all I don't do relationships. It's just a crush nothing serious anyway." They both nodded unsure of what to say. Kit was about to say something else but the professor arrived.

After two hours we were done with the quiz and walking to the food court.

"Beam are you alright? You don't look too good." said Kit

"I've been feeling a bit sick all day." I said sitting down in a table at the food court.

"I'll go buy you some medicine in the nearby convenience store. Pha stay with him ok." said Kit while walking away and Pha sat down in front of me. I rest my head on the table. Suddenly Pha's phone started ringing and he answered.

"WHAT? ARE YOU OK? I WILL BE THERE AS SOON AS I CAN." Pha screamed into the phone startling me.

"What happened?" I asked when he hung up.

"Wayo fell down, I think he broke his leg. Ming will take him to the hospital. Don't worry I will wait till Kit gets back before going."

"What? No! You should go. He's your boyfriend, he should be your top priority. I'm fine, Kit is gonna be here soon." I urged him to go.

"You sure?" He asked and I saw he was battling himself over going or staying with me.

"Pha go now! I'll call Kit and tell him to hurry." I said getting out my phone.

"Ok, call me if anything happens and I'll come back in a second." he said standing up.

"Yeah yeah now hurry your wife needs you." I said ushering him to go.

When he left I rested my head on the table again. I was feeling kind of dizzy. I unlocked my phone and called Kit.

"Hello" hmm Kit's voice sounded different more manlier I think I must be hallucinating.

"Ai Kit, Pha had to leave to take care of Wayo. Please hurry up I'm feeling dizzy."

"Beam? Where are you?"

"In our table on the food court Kitty. Where you left me 10 minutes ago. I don't have the strength to move anymore I told you I'm really dizzy. Please come soon."

"Ok, I'm on my way." He said and hung up the phone.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head on the table. I should have stayed home today. I was almost asleep when I felt someone seat beside me.

"Beam, are you ok?" Said a deep husky voice. Wait I recognize that voice anywhere. Could it be him? I slowly opened my eyes and saw Forth looking at me concerned. I wanted to hug him so I put my arms around his waist and leaned my head on his shoulder. Hmm this is comfortable I thought.

"Forth, I'm sick." I said snuggling his shoulder. He started running his fingers through my hair.

"I'll take care of you, let's just wait for Kit to get back with the medicine ok?"

"Ok." I mumbled sleepily and closed my eyes. I felt Forth put his arms around my waist. I felt safe here so I drifted off to sleep.

Forth's P.O.V.

I was so worried when Beam called me and said that he was alone and sick. I quickly got up without finishing my food and asked Lam if I could borrow his car. They ended leaving with me and I drove to the medical faculty as fast as I could. When I got there Beam was resting his head on the table. I quickly went and sat down next to him. Suddenly he hugged me and leaned his head on my shoulder saying "Forth, I'm sick." I started brushing his hair with my fingers and pulled him closer. He turns into a big baby when he's sick, so adorable.

"I'll take care of you, let's just wait for Kit to get back with the medicine ok?" I responded and he said "Ok." then drifted off to sleep.

I looked at Lam and Park that were sitting across from me. "If I see that jerk Phana he better run for his life. How dare he leave a sick Beam alone!?" At that moment Kit arrived with the medicine.

"Pha left?! I don't understand he sat down with Beam when I went to buy the medicine. Also why are you three here?" He said looking at us with an eyebrow raised.

"He called me thinking it was you and I got worried"

He looked at me suspiciously. "Alright, well I'm here now. Do you mind helping me getting him to the car?"

I picked Beam up bridal style and started walking towards the parking lot.

"Not what I had in mind but it will do" said Kit letting out a laugh.

Park and Lam just chuckled seeing such a big man like Beam getting carried by Forth. They quickly reached the car and Kit opened the back door so Forth could put Beam in.

"Can I come with you? I want to make sure he's ok" I hesitated but still asked.

"Sure, you can carry him to his dorm too. You're making my life easier" said Kit getting into the car. I got up in the backseat and put Beam's head to rest in my lap. I was running my fingers through his hair and looking at him when Kit spoke up.

"You like him don't you?" He was looking at me through the mirror.

"What if I do?" I said and looked at him with a serious face.

"Don't get defensive I don't have a problem with you liking him. I want Beam to be happy and you seem like someone who will be able to take care of him." Kit quickly answered and I sighed looking at the sleeping man in me lap.

"I was actually trying to get over him. I've liked him for a long time now. That's why I haven't hung out at the bar with you guys for a while. I though I was succeeding but then he called me and I didn't even think twice before picking up. When he told me he was alone and sick I felt like my world was crumbling around and all I could think was that I should've been there for him. But I just don't know what to do, he isn't gay and if he was I doubt he'll want someone like me and I'm sorry I'm rambling I haven't talked about this with anyone" I said avoiding looking at Kit and focusing on the beautiful man sleeping on my lap who moved around a bit getting into a more comfortable position without waking up.

"This isn't the Forth I know! You always go after what you want! Even Ming has more balls than you. He kept on courting me no matter how much I pushed him away. Even Park who's always by Lam side and even though he doesn't need a anyone by his side hasn't give up." Kit replied exasperated and I thought about it for a second.

"You're right, it isn't like me to give up without even trying. I think I'm gonna court him. I care too much about him anyway I won't be able to forget him. Besides what if he somehow feels the same, I could be wasting my happiness just because I'm afraid. Thanks Kit! I never thought I would be receiving advice from you." I said smiling at him.

"I never thought I would be the first person to know that you love Beam either but you're welcome and good luck. He may seem tough but he's a bit softy and most importantly even though it could be hard Beam surely it's worth it."

"I know he is!" I said looking at him dearly.

We reached the dorm and again I carried him bridal style towards his room. He's a deep sleeper apparently. When we reached his dorm Kit opened the door. I put him on his bed and took his shoes off.

"I'm guessing you want to stay and take care of him right?"

I nodded. "I want to make sure he's alright"

"Ok, then I'll be next door in my dorm. Make him take the medicine and make sure his fever doesn't get worse. Call me if you need me."

"Ok" I replied and he nodded then left the place. I took the medicine and some water and walked towards the bed.

"Beam, wake up!" I said while gently pulling him into a sitting position.

"Forth?" He said opening his eyes and looking at me confused.

"Yeah it's me, come on take your medicine." I said handing the pills to him which he quickly took.

"What are you doing here?" He asked sitting on the bed then looking at me.

"You called me instead of Kit and I was worried. I helped Kit bring you here and now I'm taking care of you."

"Sorry to bother you and thanks for taking care of me." he said and started to get out of bed.

"You should rest, you're not feeling well" I said worried for him.

"I'm just going to the bathroom I want to change into more comfortable clothes. You can leave if you want I'm just going to sleep." he said getting some clothes.

"I'll stay here to take care of you. Kit already told me when to give you the medicine and told me to check if your fever gets worse." I'll replied not wanting to leave.

"Suit yourself" he said walking to the bathroom and closing the door. I got up to put the glass of water in the kitchen. Soon Beam came out of the bathroom walking slowly. I quickly went to help him.

"Still feeling dizzy?" I asked.

"Yeah, a little bit."

I walked him to the bed and helped him get under the covers. I was about to leave when he grabbed my hand. I looked back at him.

"Can you stay with me here? I don't like to be alone when I'm sick." He said looking at me with his best puppy dog eyes. Like I would refuse him I though but instead I just nodded and got in the bed next to him.

Beam's P.O.V.

Forth's taking care of me! That makes me so happy. He's so concerned that's so cute. I had to go into the bathroom to stop myself from jumping at him. I escaped to the bathroom and gave him an opportunity to leave but he decided to stay. Could this mean he likes me too? I decided to just go with the flow so I changed quickly and left the bathroom. He helped me get into my bed since I was still a bit dizzy. I was afraid he was going to go so I said the first thing that came to mind. He actually listened and climbed into bed with me. I decided to enjoy this moment to the fullest. Besides I'm sick so that could be my excuse. I got closer to him and he just stared at me. I wrapped my arms around his waist and put my head on his shoulder.

"You're warm, so comfortable" I said, before drifting off to sleep I felt him wrap his arms around me too and pulled me close. I wish we could always stay like this. With that in mind I drifted off to sleep again. I woke up a few hours later and Forth was still hugging me. I look at him sleeping. I wish I could wake up like this everyday. I stayed like that just enjoying the moment for a while until his alarm went off. He quickly got up and reached for his phone with one hand to turn it off.

"Sorry for waking you up, but it's time to have dinner so you can take your medicine again. Let me check your fever." he said raising his hand to touch my forehead. "You're still warm but it's not that bad, I think with some medicine you'll be ok tomorrow."

"Since when are you the doctor" I said jokingly.

"I can be anything you need." he said staring at me in the eyes. We were really close since I was still cuddling him. Suddenly he looked at my lips and we both started to lean slowly when Kit walked in.

"Hey For.... Shit I ruined the moment. Just wanted to drop off some dinner for you two. Continue your business I won't interrupt again." said Kit putting the bag on the kitchen then walking out. I burst into laughter and Forth did the same.

"Let's go eat." I said getting up from the bed. Forth followed me and we sat down to eat at the table. We were both silent during the whole meal. When we were done Forth gave me the medicine again. I sat down on the bed thinking if I should talk to him about our almost kiss or if I should pretend it never happened when he started talking.

"I should leave, goodnight Beam." he said starting to gather his stuff.

My heart couldn't take it anymore. I was fine loving him from afar but today he gave me so much hope. Why did he have to come? Why did he take care of me and seemed so worried? Why did he almost kiss me? This couldn't end like this.

"So that's it?" I said looking at him sadly.

He stopped and looked back.

"What else do you need?" He said looking at me concerned.

"Nothing! But I'll tell you one thing! Once you open that door and leave I'll make sure we never cross paths again." I was done pretending there was nothing between us.

"Beam, what do you mean?" He said stepping back from the door.

"See what you're doing! You are playing with me! You can't just give me hope then smash it in a couple of seconds that's just cruel." I said and I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. He went up to me quickly and wiped the tears that started to fall from my eyes. I pushed him away and he looked so sad.

"Just leave Forth! What are you still doing here?" I questioned him mad.

"Beam, I don't understand what it's happening. Just tell me what did I do wrong so I can fix it." He said looking at me desperately.

"You gave me hope! Tell me Forth why are you treating me like you like me huh? You could've called Kit instead of coming to me! You should have left after that, not come and take care of me! You shouldn't have cuddle me to sleep! You almost kissed me for fucks sake and now you just want to leave. You can't just do that to a person! I was fine when I was sure you didn't like me back but after today I was thinking hey maybe you should confess to him! Maybe you have an opportunity. But looks like I was wrong, just go please." I said not looking at him.

"Beam, listen to me." he said coming closer and hugging me. I started to sob in his arms. I felt so vulnerable right now. He waited for me to calm down a bit.

"I love you." he whispered.

I pushed him again and look him in the eyes. "Don't joke like that with me Forth."

"It's the truth, I was just scared you were gonna be mad about our almost kiss. That's why I wanted to leave. I've loved you for a long time but I didn't act because I thought you were straight." He said and he looked sincere.

"Forth you jerk! You made me suffer for a long time and it turns out you love me! We have lost so much time..." my rant was cut off by Forth kissing me. I melted into the kiss.

"What's important it's that we confessed our feelings. So Beam will you be mine?"

"What kind of question is that! Of course!" I said grabbing his collar and kissing him again.

"You're gonna get me sick." he said after we pulled back.

"You chose the wrong time to make me confess my feelings for you." I said giving him a peck on his lips again. He just laughed.

"Before I forget, I know I said I like you before but it was wrong. I don't like you, I love you"

"I love you too, Beam"

-the end

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