This fake smile

I started year 8 now...and it’s spring now a lovely floral day and a wonderful breeze and a fake smile on the way to school I guess I’m considered to be a fake a girl even tho it’s not my intention but oh well it’s not that’s I can help it or anything heart break is a terrible feeling and that can’t be cured as well as what’s making me die is the scars in my arms that can’t be forgotten when ever I look at them there making me remember the pain and the tears I shed that made me scream in silence,I love listening to music at any time well that’s probably all I do,”hehe” I love heavy metal,it’s my favourite.i love music in general and I’d listen to any type as long as I like even slow music idc which ever but yes music is meant to be in my ear and head playing all day and all night!i went to class and it was French class but there was a girl named maya..she wasn’t the best in that class and she seemed more like a bully to me she was staring at me in a weird way,I didn’t like it one bit.I smiled and she laughed and called me out,”hey bitch”she yelled out across the room..I turned my face to the window and ignored her.well..I tried to,but it didn’t work,she got up and faced me to my table in class infront of everyone.then the teacher just yelled her name out”maya get back to your seat what do you think your doing in my class?!”she laughed and sat back.i wondered why me?..and oh well I guess I’ll just go back home straight away.i have no friends to hang out with and..pretty funny because I have no dad either.i only live with my mum who is ..ill at some point she has a heart problem right after that day..when my dad cheated on her and killed her brother and then left her when she was pregnant of me .thats all I know from what my cousin told me at the age of 10 and then my mum and I went to live in America to stay away from that horrible family and they might wreck my future was what my mum thought well it maybe true idk.so I went to the library after school and brought some manga comics as I love manga so badly!and the. From there to the shops for some food to make dinner and then I went home and there my mum was waiting for me.u entered the house and smiled at her “hello my dear mum”!she laughed and gave me a hug,”hows your day been magenta”?very well I said not that it actually was..but I want to keep her happy and not worry about me she’s had enough I’m sure about that..then I changed and made some dinner after my shower and I dressed up into some comfy shorts and a shirt,what else can I wear at him I said laughing.then when I was gonna sit and eat with my mum I heard a knock on the door.who might be there at this time?i ran of to open the door then I saw a girl from my class named Isla,yes I recognised her..she’s looks pretty nice to be honest.thats when I was surprised to see her at my house though and how did she know my address???

Hello?i said.she smiled and said I knew were you leave from the address written on this manga book of yours you forgot to take it with you when you were in maths class last period.so I bought for you.oh thank you!omg I’m sorry to bother you Isla!its very fine magenta do t be sorry.come In and join us for dinner!oh thanks but it’s very fine!no no!you have to come in!I insisted.sure then!she smiled and came in,I thought she was pretty nice and that maybe I have a chance to become friends with her..after that night she went back home and I went to sleep at 12 am late at night after taking my mum to sleep,I had to make sure she was ok.i smiled and kissed her forehead and covered her with the blanket and I went to sleep...maybe tomorrow will be a better day..

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