Peek A Boo!! No hide and Seek.

The scenario I have is numbing. I can still sense his skin and I'm still there standing like a pole stricken by a bolt of lightening. 'Stop it K.d!'banging my head with my fist.'Man, sure he's charming.' I sign in approval. I pick the chair and I rush inside to check on my mother. Just to make sure she's okay. The last thing I want is for her to take her own life! Oh!! Sure I will die too!Over the past few Weeks I could not sleep,Neither try or wish. My eyes sticks on her, checking her breathing each and every time just to be sure. Just to be safe from another painful blow.

I watch her as she has her tea, peaceful and calm. I place the chair at the living room and I join her for some.

'Kris came a while ago mother.'For a second my heart skips and a warm sensation runs across my body.'He came to check on you to see if you are doing okay.'

'Ooh!At what time?You could have showed him in and have tea with us!'

'He'll be here tomorrow.'I smile. For that, I can not wait.I think I shall make my move and Tell him how I feel. No hide and seek this time like how it used to be like shying off to hide my feeling. It's a free world right!21st century! No one dictates me on who to love!Perhaps my Mother but it will take time for her to realise. I sip my tea and get the bread from the carbinate and smoother it with butter. I continue to eat,filling my tum with tea just so you know, preparing a meal will be a whole hectic process.

I draw my cellphone from my pocket and drag my notification bar and Oh My God!I didn't know I'm so that popular! With A couple of condolences and Sorries just melts my heart. I can feel the tears in my eyes but one notify catches me.It's Kris Donavan,as used at his Facebook Profile. 'Amusing!' I whisper.

I quickly check his profile and click on his picture. He has this gray polo neck and a nice pair of jeans and has a posture as he stands which I think it's sexy. No! Not think but is sexy. I stare at it, at his face symmetry,chest area however,lacks detail from the Pullover he is wearing and the bulge,Aww!Overally,I completely lack the words to praise this saint of mine. I check the rest of his pictures,one by one saving them at my gallery. I keep on swiping pic after pic when I catch an eye on one. A towel is around his waist and I can see the abs,he's chest and the face he makes! He's charmed me now. I can feel myself on cloud nine giving it a stare.

'K.d,you are so into your phone dear. Finish up the tea so we can pay dad's respects at the alter we made.'

I startle and my phone slip from my hand but luckly did not hit the floor.

'Alright.'I say. I did a few Last minute views and Tap for a friend request just incase. 'I know he'll accept it.' I tell myself as I clear the table. I do it quick and soon,join her for prayers.

'I'm I doing the right thing?Is mother going to get furious after she realises I'm turning g...g....gay?Is Kris going to like me? Does he even like me?'I question myself feeling guilty. I can not help myself. I hope my dad doesn't feel ashamed of me. I can't afford the mockery or I'm I too paranoid? I think about Kris and his name only skips my heart and pounds like ready to rip the cage.

I totally understand how loving someone feels or I'm I obsessed?I can still hear mother pray but shortly I'm in a complete daze.I just want to see him,touch him and feel his body,he's abs and kiss him.

I can not actually wait for that.......

'Amen.In the name of the father,Son and the Holy Spirit.Amen.'She Chants.

I could not believe she's even done!

By The Grace.......'She continues and I join her reciting.

As soon as we are done,I head to my room and land in bed deep in thoughts. I draw my phone and open my gallery to check the pictures I downloaded one more time before I fall a sleep.I launch my Facebook to check if he accepted my request but there's no progress. I countinue to read he's info which utters a clue in my mind. "No hiding,No regrets." As from his Bio. It lightens me. I can feel his charisma and his love for life. 'This is all I need'I mumble. A shallow smile crosses my face as I continue to scroll down.

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