Let Me Take You (Bts Namjin)
JIN
"It's really hard being single till the age of 24 you know, especially if you are this handsome "
JIN said looking at the mirror while getting ready in the morning,, although he owns a flower shop and it is just in front of his house, still he takes good care of his appearance.
Maybe even at the age of 24 he still is waiting for his prince charming,, yes not princess because he knows he's gay,, how?
He was in high school when he felt the urge to kiss his friend and got kicked in the belly,, after that incident two things changed.......
1\-he knew he was gay.
2\-he lost all of his friends.
his parents never knew about it because they died in a plane crash when jin was 19,,till then he's living alone with enough money his parents left for him...
NAMJOON
"I WANNA DIE GOD" namjoon cried out in pain, frustration,, anger,,.
Another morning without anyone, totally alone, none to talk to,, none to even ask if I'm alive,, why?
His mother left him at the door of an orphanage house at the age of 1 when he was a baby just learning how to giggle, making various sounds,, how heartless his mother would have been...
Well yeah, she was a selfish woman who fed on others by having sex and receiving money,, she even blackmailed some of her boyfriends (so called) of getting pregnant..
There at the orphanage someone adopted him and raised him as their own but to his bad luck they died in an accident leaving namjoon alone in this universe ..
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EVERYDAY ROUTINE
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Namjoon loved flowers and to his luck their was a flower shop just opposite his house adjacent to a coffee shop,, he would go there and sat by the table outside the coffee shop so that he could see all those flowers including the florist..
"how can a man be this beautiful" he would say to himself from time to time,, he didn't care about his sexuality, he was busy being alone,, nobody really liked a clumsy man who would literally break everything he touched ...
He used to imagine himself being a florist, learning how to make a special bouquet from the beautiful florist, but never tried,, he didn't trust himself,,one thing he could do well was writing,,
He started writing a novel of two blind boys being each other's strength and fighting against the world... Everyday he would visit the flower shop, buy a flower the florist would suggest and sat on the table getting a cup of coffee,, and writting on his diary...
This was his everyday routine almost,, rest of the day he would be in his house,,, crying, fighting with loneliness,, trying to cook food breaking things,, crying, falling asleep,,
JIN \
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I was curious about the boy from the day I saw him for the first time,, what does he write on his diary everyday!, he never asks for a flower of his own likings,, he would gladly take the flower I suggest,, when I close the shop he would get up and go to his house,, I want to know his name, I want to know about him,, it seems he doesn't have anyone, just like me,, but he's too young to face this world by himself.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Calm down jin,, you ask him what his name is tomorrow OK? Now go to sleep..
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Comments
JUSTIN CARL
wow
2021-04-21
1
Jimin💜♎
I'm interested about how this will go
2021-02-05
1
Kookmin
dude the pic at the end just killed me. damn
2020-07-29
2