**I FELL IN LOVE**...
Days passed by and we were at the end of the first year. Exams were near and for
me, she was the only one I kept thinking about. Exams went out like a storm for me
as I was not at all prepared for it. The classes passed by staring at her and I had
no idea what the lecturers were shouting in the classroom. The first semester ended and I hadn't spoken to her even for once and it was killing me from inside. We had a break for one week after exams which proved out to be disastrous for me because I started missing her. I often question myself that was it love or just attraction? This question kept me busy for the next few days and finally, the day came when our 2 years began.
I reached college before time (for the very first time in my life) just to see her but was unable to find her. I went to the class and sat where she used to sit during the first year. I waited and kept
waiting the whole day but, she didn't come to college that day. Rather she didn't come to college for the next day as well. I was getting into depression each day and wished to see her for once. I never realized when she became a drug for me. It was only "her" I needed at that moment.
The third day, I was out of control. I directly went to her friends and enquired about her. They do give me a weird look but I got my answer as well which was more important than those looks. as well. She had gone to Nainital for a vacation and was about to join college next week. I collected all the love songs and started imagining Tani with me. I somehow managed to pass those days. It was Monday and again I went to college before time. As I was entering college, someone shouted from the back.
"Ramchandra"
I looked back, it was Tani!! I was on the 9th cloud. The girl whom I always wanted to talk to have herself called my name.
"Yes " "Why were you enquiring about me?" I had goosebumps at that time and a feeling of fear aroused in me!!
"You weren't in the class for many days SO..." 1 am watching you from the day 1, what do you want or think about me, please stop thinking or doing whatever you are doing right now"
"But I didn't do anything" "If you haven't done anything its good for you, don't even come near me, you moron "
"Ok" was shocked and had no idea what happened in those 10-15 minutes.
The only thing I knew was she said that I was a moron! I went back home and collected as much as sad ghazals I could and shed some tears and made up my mind to forget her. I haven't been to college the next day as was very depressed and heartbroken since my love story ended even before getting started.
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