Never Love Again (BL)
I was living in an alternate world where once marked, the iris would change to deep red and the first to fall in love was you. Unfortunately, I found myself in this unsightly predicament and on top of that, with no memory of who had marked me and the reason behind their act.
I was marked when drunk and the person that marked me remains unknown to date. My bet is they were probably living a life of promiscuity after all, who goes on marking another then does not take responsibility of their mark?
Moreover, being marked was just the tip of the iceberg since my marking was considered incomplete, having imprinted on a total stranger...
I wonder to date what they saw in my imprint.
Was it displeasing or perhaps too mysterious...? Maybe they had a view my boring life and didn't want to partake in being one with a pensive individual like myself... Or perhaps, I was just overthinking everything and all of this was an accident.
Honestly, I do not know how to feel or whom to direct my rage to. I find myself completely lost, as if someone has misdirected me to a very dark unfamiliar path filled with wild noise yet here I am, standing in false courage, ready to find out the reason behind my rescue and marking.
Will it revive my mood to it's former self, or simply just make it much worse? Was searching for the truth going to benefit me in any kind of way? Was it worth it? I wonder.
In truth, am just a college student that enjoyed living a life of minding my own business, an individual who would find fulfillment in solitude therefore, why did it have to be me? Who chose me for the attack and why? I never did anybody any harm in fact, I was very much aware of exactly how others perceived me as a person and the names they called me. More importantly, why in the world did I agree to partake in social events I promised myself never to be part of? Here I am now, I was facing the consequences of it all by myself.
As if that were not enough, the only person I ever liked and loved would never glance my way, not in this lifetime or the next especially after my new status. Who would want a marked lover who had no knowledge of whomever put them in such a predicament. Additionally, this long time crush of mine is dating my dear sister and we all share the same room.
I have learned my lesson before multiple times, starting a new relationship, living that dating experience then finally breaking up. All of these things always seem to end exactly in the same manner and those that practiced monogamy like myself often would end up getting hurt. This fact was proven well by my rescuer, the person I hated most in this world and they equally despised me just as much.
Never will I ever love again.
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