My first crush

I have been having a major crush on this guy called Sam since past two years and who wouldn't because he is the Mr.Perfect of every girl.

Today is our annual sports meet and here I am the school nerd with short legs and to complete my image I have fats in good amount everywhere in my body due to which I prefer wearing loose and comfy dress sitting in the corner of the ground and drooling over Sam.

I don't get it why people take me as nerd, i score well and spectacles but I don't snout around and complain, guys and people think I am too naive which I ain't since I have very wild imagination of Sam in my dreams tho.

Which is one of the reason I am drooling on sweaty Sam running 1000m in the track.

I can't differentiate if it's reality or dream how can this guy be so perfect

He scored 10 CGPA in 10th grade, he got the best artist award, the disciplined student award, the alrounder award and as far as sports is conserned according to the chart score I can beforehand announce he is gonna get the best athlete award and sports alrounder as well.

He is the school pupil leader as well as school captain.

Thinking about all these only breaks my hope of being with him.

My thoughts get disturbed when my bestie Taanu hits my shoulders and questions me "Whom are you dreaming about?" and by seeing my line of sight she blushes wait she blushed "I have crush on Sam as well you know" What this is something new to digest. I stutter and ask "Whaat I mean how?" "We have been friends since diaper days you know since he is my neighbour, he is so perfect and how can't I ? If I don't maybe i would consider myself who hasn't been out of closet yet you know" My heart staggers.

"I have confessed to him as well, in the lift but he didn't reply and just walked out"

My heart is complete mess now.

I want to go, I can't let my tears out infront of her

"I want to go to washroom" I say and run quickly tears running down my cheeks and the speakers announce Sam as the winner of 1000m race.

I ran and squat behind the table tennis hall and let my tears stream down.

I know Sam is a cold hearted person towards all the girls who flirt and cling on to him. He hasn't been in a relationship as far as I know. He is friendly and easy going on his friends and as he doesn't like to hurt their feelings and if he accepts her because of this. I don't think I will be able to accept the fact that my bestie is in relationship with my crush thinking this more tears are wasted. I start to sniff as a handkerchief can be seen infront of my face I just take it and later remove my spectacle to wipe my tears and place the handkerchief on my face to wipe out later sniff my nose, wait who handed me the handkerchief is a thought that strikes my mind. My face turns red in embarrassment as it is the first time apart from my parents and sibling someone is seeing me crying. I hear a chuckle which is pleasing to my ears and turn darker shade of red. Then murmur a "Thank you" not daring to lift my head and slowly turn around to leave. But stop when I hear a familiar voice saying "Can I get your handkerchief in return to mine?" wait am I too much into Sam that I am daydreaming now because it's impossible for him to come here as he will be receiving the medal in the podium why would he be h.......... my thoughts get interrupted when I hear the announcement in speaker calling Sam to recieve the medal and immediately come to the podium. Wait this can't be right, that person can't be him, ewwh I sniffed on this handkerchief which I should have treasured and my face it would be in its worst with dried and fresh tears and red nose no no no it's not Sam it's not Sam saying so I turn around.

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