Chapter 4

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Life always gives you second chance no matter what, surely depend upon the situation.

I believe this was my second chance even though I can totally screw this but I know I'll never ever have regret for this moment in my entire life.

I was standing in front of my idol all alone it's me and him but all I can do is gulping and staring, god please save this soul from my starence.

"where is the security?" all he asked

what? I am not a crazy stalker dude I am an army, I love you I know I am not talking much but It doesn't mean that I am gonna eat you with my eyes, I mean I wanted to but now I'm not gonna show that. anyways why I'm talking to my self, you pig you talk to yourself entire day even your whole life you did this, you freak anyhow you got an opportunity to talk to your idol, bias, dream boy and all you are doing is giving no look and drinking your own saliva, great pig speak up talk to him, fighting.

"No ones out there." great you spoke but at least make it auditable.

he was surprised at the same time showing me that high-class look with that face, I hate that man, he got an attitude... I hate it I hate it but *a girl standing in front of her idol will never feel that attitude bitch what's wrong with me.

"Should I need to call the guards?" he said with a raised eyebrow and with that attitude face.

I swear to god if he is not Jeon Jungkook I'm gonna kick the door behind me and walk away with million dollar attitude bitch.

but all I did was "ani, ani, ani (no)... I am here for an autograph and a pic I am your fan, from like forever." I was loud man yeah I can do this.

"Ohh, I thought you gonna kill me, man you stare for like 2 crazy mins... anyways Hi!" he joked but with the polite tone

Yes, this is the Jeon Jungkook I know, who we all love.

"Mianhae (i am sorry), I was nerves... anyways Hello!" I smiled I'm confident now.

he gestures me to sit on the sofa in front of him and I did as asked.

"what's your name?" - jk

"Ji-ae, Kim Ji-ae." blushing

"nice to meet you Kim Ji-ae" - jk

I smiled, I felt like I'm giving an interview because all I can do is answering not talking, great.

but I have too... so I ask "hows your leg?"

"Oh, my ankle it's fine. I need rest that's what the doctor said, (pouted) but I have fan meetings and interviews to attend, I don't know how I'll manage." - jk (he was worried, damn this man loves ARMY like hell)

wait why I am smiling like a devil, shit he saw me, my smirk.

"Don't worry you will get well soon." I smiled what a quick smirk to smile, hmmm.

"Hope so, anyways where are you from?" he asked,

"I'm from Busan" I replied

"Oh, same home town" - jk

duh I know

"Are you the Doctor here?" he asked,

" No-- AA, I am an Architect here... from UN."

"OH, Architect... Suga Hyung also wants to become an architect, but he became world's best rapper instead, lol" he joked as if I don't know this fact hahaha! I laughed

Then we talked about how I became an army, how I met them the first time, how I got an opportunity in UN. how they helped me to become a good person, he told me about his school and early life as a trainee, then about his daebak (amazing, crazy) moments during tours and most likely his great experience in the military.

we talked for like an hour, I told you about the violins I heard them again so went to the window and saw them, there was a group of autistic children who were enjoying the peaceful sound of the instrument in the windy atmosphere "can you hear them?" I asked

"yeah, open the window." he said.

and when I open the window great my hairs *titanic song lalala types my hairs were blowing I hate this, and now I have to collect them so I was busy in that.

since I totally forgot that Jungkook was in the same room and looking at me.

finally, they are behind my ears.

I turned around and found Jungkook staring at me with his deep eyes and slightly opened mouth, holding his chair's handles tight. with the music in the background and blowing hairs damn it was a freaking k-drama.

I can feel the wave running through my entire body, that hyper situation in which you can't do anything just stare back and feel the intensity of the moment... somewhere I want this moment to stop forever or less so that I can explore his beautiful features for the last time because I saw the watch and I'm late shit, my lunch was over 30 mins ago and I am dead second day and late... great.

I will never feel this guilty in my entire romantic life moment that I have to break this stare competition and run back to my work.

I hype and panicked I bowed towards him and said "I have to go, I'm late my senior's gonna kill me... nice to meet you... (pause for a moment) thank you for the time... I love you"

with that, I ran out of the room and ran until my office came.

I came to my room, but I was okay because my seniors were busy in something... not again ever, don't want to get scowled at 36 and in office.

I sat to my chair and ping seo-ah

*msg "thank you, I love you... it was the best of all and I need a drink to calm down, tonight my place...