The Strange Undertaking

Chapter 1

The downpour commenced with an abrupt strong wind. I was standing in the middle of a high wooden bridge, blissing the enchanting panorama. With the moving gleamy water reflecting the hues of the falling dusk, I felt like a huge pressure building inside of me. And there were some vague memories which I had to help regain all by myself. It all felt so strange how no one could even have the least idea about where I came from. I had no record of anything. No family. No friends. No accounts. Nothing. All they said was about a fire at the boathouse. They found me there struggling for my every last breath. And then all I remember, was opening my eyes, blurred and fizzy, finding myself in a bed nursed by doctors. The rain was over. But deep inside, I was surrounded by the dark thick clouds of storm and a strange desire which I knew I won't be able to put in for long. The wind blew, caressing my cheeks, drifting up my silky, brown hair. I was occupied with my thoughts when suddenly a nurse came shouting from behind.

"Mam! I was looking everywhere for you. You...you're all wet! Are you alright?!"

"Yes. Its just.. I wanted to breathe some fresh air." "You must change. If Doc John sees you this way, he will surely replace me!" "Don't worry. He won't."

I smiled at her and went to my room. I was kept in asylum which was used to treat people with serious mental conditions. I was found by a young handsome man, whom people called Doc John. He told me that he was just passing by the boat house when he saw a huge fire at some distance. He told me that there was no one there except me. All that came from me that day was a piece of paper which said:

" I don't want you to remember me. After what I did, I don't want me to be a part of your life. But Cassie you're everything I care for. I tried, as hard as you can imagine, but it was impossible for me to get you out of my heart. I can't leave you, after all.. I got a reason to live. I just figured out that if you don't want anything to be taken from you, you should be the one taking it. That's how the world works ."

Well at least one thing I found from this piece of shit..my name..it was Cassie. Doc John gave this to me. He told me to bring to his knowledge if I remember anything. I don't get it. Why is he so involved in my case. He works days and nights for it. He spends most of the time of his duty nursing me. Well maybe that's because my case gives him entertainment. I smiled at my thoughts. There was a slight knock at the door and then came Doc John for my inspection.

"Hi Cassie."

"Hello Doc".

My eyes shone as I greeted him, watching him through the blue of my eyes.

"You look quite well today. That's good for you. You're recovering fast. So did you recall anything today?"

"No, it's just... it's so hard for me to..."

'Hey, don't worry. It will be alright. Be patient. Everything will be okay. Have courage and believe in yourself. "

He softly caressed my hand. His soothing words were the only reason I wanted to fight for my life.. and my memories. I couldn't avoid the tickling sensation that left my hand burning after his touch. He was unknown to me but deep down I could feel it like I had known him for years. But that was impossible. If I knew him from my past life, he would have told me. Maybe it was just an attraction that I would feel for any other young man who was irresistibly attractive.

"Okay now, lift up your right hand."

I did as he directed. He was trying various exercises on me to help my brain regain the past I had lost. It continued for an hour till I felt my eyes dozing.

"You're tired already. I think it's enough for today. I'll leave some time to you."

I nodded. My eyes followed his movements as he made up the door and opened it.

"Goodbye Cassie. Sleep well."

I gave him a shy smile. I was warm outside but inside, it was as cold as snow, as a thought suddenly flashed up. I have heard this! These words have the same voice. It felt as if every passing moment had happened. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I placed my hand at the side of my pillow when I felt something hard. I opened my eyes and found Doc John car keys. I picked it up intending to return it before he comes seeking every room of the asylum for his lost key. I got up abruptly and ran to the door. It was the same time as he too opened the door and I slipped!

He, at once, grabbed my feeble back with his steadfast arms, saving me from falling.. I could feel his breath on my neck as he lifted me up to my feet. The burning sensation of his touch was so intense. I couldn't move my eyes from his deep black eyes. I was drawn in closer, and as for me, I was taking in every moment for my memory, knowing it is the medication I need to survive the next few days. My heart was thumping as fast as I had been caught in a beasts claws, and not wanting him to lose me.No matter the distance my attraction to him remained constant. He could be at the ends of the earth and still I would feel pulled toward him. Chills ran down my spine as he moved me close to him and said:

"You have to train your mind to be stronger than your emotions. Otherwise you'll lose yourself every time."

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