the beginning of the beginning.

I knew everything about you I know that you're not the gentleman that everyone thinks but I couldn't help my self, I know how much you're selfish, manipulated, and cold person, I know that your smile was fake, I know that the hand how taped my head was ready to stap my heart, but was it my choice to love you , to admire you, every day I wonder how I can be free from this cage of my love to you, but I couldn't the only way for me to be free is to stay far away from you, but can I really do it , everything I've done until now was to make you recognise me , I trained so hard to become as strong as you but I couldn't, I read all kinds of books to become as wise as you but I couldn't in the end I end up falling in love with you .Since I entered this world, I was trying to find way to become stronger because I could only survive if I do so . When I entered this world I was a princess who was envied because she was the legetime daughter, because she was engaged to the most handsome and perfect man , because of that I have to deal with my step mother and steps sisters how are waiting to drag me down, they already succeed to poison the Princess, that's was one of the reasons why I entered her body , the second reason is that the fiance of the Princess cheat on her with her sister, that's why she decided to kill herself. when I woke up in her body, the only thing I try to do is to find a way to leave this hell, I set a plan of three month to run away from home, until this date I need to prepare for everything, from making my self strong, and being able to leave alone without any help.... I have also to stay away from my step mother and my half sisters , but it was hard to do , since they were trying find fault with me , I accept everything they done to me , because I didn't want them to find something strange going on , of course I make a payback plan before I leave. the three months passed with hardship , I decided to fake my death and disappeared after that, I decided to join the soul academy and become a shinigami , I hide me identity as Princess and also my identity as women, since I know everything about this world I need to become strong to be able to stop what will happen, I entered the academy with the name of " akai" and as resident in Siron area , it's neglected area where there's crimes, prostitution, poverty, all kinds of social dilemmas that you can imagine. the studies was hard but I managed to be in top, thing that I didn't plan for it , since I entered the academy I was trying to avoid being in the spotlight.....

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