reborn myself

During night , ended her sentence by-

"Love is a beautiful feeling as well as it is poisonous too. Being in love means you fall for trap" written in her diary by xi rose.

Introduction for xi rose -

A girl from average family, xi rose , she lives with her best friend and lead a normal life. she is a hardworking woman who works as a doctor. But not everyone life is as simple as we thought.

Same day during day-

'I should go and give him surprise with my presence' rose thought to surprise her boyfriend.

As she went there she saw something that made her burst into tears. she saw her boyfriend and his ex girlfriend together holding each other hand and kissing one another. without saying anything she went out of there, directly to her house and she cried for hours and hours until her eyes were swollen. She try to calm herself and she did it but still her heart was in pain. Whereas her boyfriend still does not have any idea about how she caught them cheating on her.

She called him and said ,' I can't come today, so shall we meet tomorrow afternoon?'

He replied,' why not? let's meet tomorrow babe.'

she brings her diary out and start writing about her first meeting with her boyfriend Yu Xuan.

she wrote,"My happiness start with you and end with you, I thought we were one soul two body but now you have prove me wrong. I never thought you would do things like that. Remember our first meeting and conversation? How we were so shy to talked to each other?,now when I think it carefully I felt that I was in love with a wrong guy. You just played with me and I thought it was your love for me .For you I was your playing thing but for me you was my secret of smile, and happiness. when you said ,' I love you ', I thought you loves me so I said,'I love you too'. But you know what? not always what we thought are true. For you I dally my whole days, but it really does not affect you. You just continued your game with me. For you my love was just a joke. When I saw you with your ex girlfriend I was totally insane. I gave you my everything, but you was unsatisfied from me. Now everyone will think, 'I am foolish'. but I think ,' I was mad' who loves you madly, my madness makes me to do everything for you. You was enjoying me , and I was loving you. I change my everything for you, to be able to stand beside you. You was so especial for me , when you needs me you always came to me for my suggestions and I always suggest you. But now when I think carefully I was really stupid to fell for your traps and to love you madly, while it was just game for you which you was playing with me. You broke your all promises which you have made to me. Do you remember you promised me that you will only have me as your woman for the rest of your life? You even promised to marry me but now you have broke me and my heart. Marrying you will be the worst thing I will do in this lifetime, I have only love you for my life long and I also promised myself to only have you but this promise will no longer be there. Today I will kill the old me and from tomorrow with a new sunrise I will reborn myself and this is a promise that I made to myself. I don't know the reason why you cheated on me but I have seen you cheating me and I have seen your real color.........."

Next day -

While she was on her bed she thought,' I should talked to him today and have to finished everything and makes things clear with him. '

She changed her clothes and went to met him, After she reached there, she saw Ye Wei and Yu Xuan together. She was determine to discuss about their break up but before she could say something just looking them together had her heavy pain in heart. However she pulled herself to talk about break up but suddenly before Xi Rose could say something Yu Xuan said, ' I know you loved me for many years but now I think it's time for us to break up with other. Now I don't have any feelings for you, my feelings are only for Weiwei so I hope you will understand me .'

After hearing those words from the person she loved for almost 4 years, she burst into tears and her heart was in pain too, however she clam herself down and gather herself to bring smile on her face. And then rose said,' I know you were changed, you were not as before and also your way of loving me was changed too, but I never expect that you would cheat on me and will bring a third wheel between us. My feelings were meant nothing to you. Now as you said these by your own then I will leave you. From today we will be unknown to each other .'

After she said those words she turned back and start walking as fast as she can, her face was red and she was in tears, barely she could see the path However she did not stop there, cause she knows she can't stop there. After covered a certain distance when she was confirmed that she came too far, now she was slow down and she sat on a bench nearby. It was raining heavily with no one to help her. In the rain she cried almost for an hour and later went to her apartment. Her best friend Xu Jei was shock by looking at rose. As she come forward to ask her something, rose suddenly faint. Jei called the ambulance and they take her to hospital.

Later in the hospital after rose health check up, one of her colleagues told Jei that ,' rose has a very high temperature and also her health is not good, si we have to admit her here. ' Jei without knowing anything, she called Yu Xuan and said ,' Xuan?, Rose is suffering from high fever and also she has been admitted to hospital. Aren't you coming to check on her? '

Yu Xuan said,' Didn't she tell you about what happened? ask her later when her health will be better. For now bye and yeah I will not come to hospital too.' here their conversation ended but however Jei did not understand any thing.

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