Chap 1

(Alicia the main character pov)

It was Sunday afternoon when I was laying on my bed thinking about myself.

'Wow...what kind of person am I?. What am I doing? Why am I so confused? Seriously I hate my over thinking self. It's a living hell.'

Lately I was having this kind of thoughts a lot. I am kind of pissed at my life. I mean I am an adolescent girl. I am going to be adult soon. Being an adult mean a lot of pressure. Like what I am gonna do in my future. Oh it's just difficult for me. Maybe for everyone. But the thought of my future is creeping hell out of me...OH! My bad by the way I am Alicia . I am 17 years old. I am in senior high school . I am not a really good student because of my grades. But I am not bad either well for now it will do. if i am being honest I really like my brain. And I am very very like very positive. Sometime my positivity shock me. Like once we had art project competition in school. one of my friend messed up my 15 page of eassy. She was so scared cause I put a lot of effort on making that. When she told me what she has done I didn't say single word I give her a friendly smile and politely told her "it's okay" . But trust me inside me I was very furious. Like I spend almost 1 week to complete that. It was very important. But thank God she didn't messed up with my drawing. I had only two hours left for my submission. I had to complete it in two hours. Like seriously. ARGHHHH I don't wanna remember that. I always had a great control on myself. I can control my emotions. I can smile even when I wanted to cry. I can cry when ever I want. I was kind of happy about that. It helps me a lot. I am emotional. But I can control i-

"Knock knock knock.." three loud knock in my door

"Alicia what are you doing? Are you sleeping again at afternoon. How many time I told you sleeping at this hour will make you fat. Wake up and get ready. you know we don't have much time." my mom said in a I-had-committed-a great-sin tone from the other side of the door.

Though I wasn't sleeping but I pretend and didn't give her any reply. I am lazy after all. After few minutes I got up from my bed. And went to the washroom. After few minutes I came back and get ready. For the last time I check my self in the mirrors before leaving my room.

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English is not my native language but I tried to do my best. hope you all will like it..please read this book and also support me..☺️☺️☺️☺️

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