Who am I?

"Hmmmm", she reach her phone to close her alarm and slowly stand up but freeze when she realize she was *****. She checked if there is something wrong happen to her but to her relief she feel okay, then suddenly everything comeback to her.

She was shock and confuse, "how come she feel there is two person inside her?and worst the other one is full of anger, rebellious and very flirty opposite of the other that is weak, always crying and wants to end everything.

She clearly remember what happen last night, how she enjoy touching her body,, she run in bathroom to vomit, shaking her head in disbelief,

"No! Im not the one who did that", she cried.

"I am you", the voice echoed in her mind"i am ur fears, ur anger, frustration and hidden desire, you lock me for a long time but u become weak and wanted to end your life, that awake me and drive me to come out, I want to live and enjoy the things u never tried in your whole life".

"No", she feel helpless and kneel down when the strong force of darkness covered her whole being.

"Jade its 6!!!!!",her boss shouted that awake her from sleep. She quickly put her cloth and ran in kitchen to prepare the things for the kids. Exactly 6:30 the kuds are ready for school.

"We will go now Jade" the little girl said and ran to open the door for her mom.

As soon as they leave her she feel uncomfortable again, too many things running in her mind. She browse Google to see if there are cases like what she's sufferring now..

Multiple disorder/DiD or split personality, those are the words she found out, as she continues to read she understand that maybe her depression losing her son triggered her mind.

"God help me," she whisper and close her phone.

She begin cleaning in her boss room, kids room and living room, after finishing all she go back to her room to take shower but feel wierd as soon as she enter the room. She close her eyes tightly for few seconds and slowly open again.

Her eyes stuck in the mirror when she saw the glitters of desire in her eyes but too occupied by the hotness shes feeling, "sleep now sweety" a soft voice pop again in her mind.

She slowly smile and her fingers slowly move, pressing and caressing every parts that she touches, then slowly put her fingers in her mouth, lick it and suck a little.

Her left hand touches her body going down with harshness untill it reaches the place where it fits, her fingers move eroticaly and she trembled, wanting to reach something she cannot explain. She bend in her bed as if something push her to do so and continues what her fingers love to do.Holding tight the pillow she arch her body and moan with pleasure, the intensity of her fingers makes her crazy, sweat untill she could hear her heart beat,her body trembled and become stiff as she reach there and something hot we exploded inside her.