Life was really hard.. too hard that he thought about ending it few times, but he was too much of a coward to actually do it . Honesty life is still hard maybe harder than before, but after he started taking drugs it became quite easier .
He stopped thinking, what the society thinks of him , what the world thinks of him .. what his parents think of him .. they are disappointed enough in him that they kicked their own son out .
He really doesn't care anymore....he stopped being a crybaby , he stopped thinking about others feeling ,he stopped trying to be perfect .
However, the drugs didn't make him feel less insecure, he is still self-conscious, he still hurts himself and he still cries himself to sleep .
3:56 am
Felix took the last bite of his chocolate bar before floping on the bed lazily in his jeans and a loose shirt .
He threw the rapper on the floor and turned off the light. Finally putting his phone on charging and going to sleep .
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oh noo....
2024-01-23
2
hmm... I feel like at some point everyone feels like that at least once in their lifetime right...?
2024-01-23
0
aww....
2024-01-23
1