I'm Always The 2nd Option.

Episode 1

Episode 1.

hi I'm A female young lady. I'm 13 years old turning 14 this 2022. I been always the 2nd option since I was a kid I've always get treaten like the "Item" that is useful.

to be honest they only can notice you once you got what they need. but if you don't got what they need.

they wouldn't even know your there like your invisible.

that's how mostly people treat me. a 2nd option. A toy. An useful object. This Is about my life.

So I was born in 2008.

It was nice being innocent back then.

But things got out of hand when I started watching TV

knowing this world I didn't know things are like this.

So when I was a kid I loved barbies. I love princesses and I wanted to be a princess one day. I also love high 5.it was my favorite that I watch it several times when I was 3-4.

When I was 5 people were telling me that I should get a brother or a sister. I couldn't handle hearing it for some reason it makes me.. mad. I don't want to get replaced by a new person. so I kept saying no until this year. (2022).

I was such clumsy girl. I get bruises in my knee since I run a lot. when I was a kid.

I had a lot of friends and I send daily letters to my teacher to say how thankful I am everyday.

I am so happy to be her student.

I even got a crush

a new one-

I had my first crush when I was 4 so embarrassing that I cried that one time when he didn't became my partner in a show.

but we don't talk about that hahaha-

but when I turn 6.1st grade started. I started learning.

I didn't know. that moment people.. would be.. not innocent. or rather perverts. my first cheek kiss was stolen. by my classmate. I was so disgusted about the kiss so I was saying.

"EW YUCK TAKE IT OFF TAKE IF OFF EWWW"

yeah I'm probably one of those girls.

Hahahaha

oh welp I do love the memories. but it gets worse.

when I'm older. School is hard for me I said to myself I don't ever wanna go to 2nd grade it's too hard for me.

I'm now in 7th grade and I don't understand a thing about mathematics- hah-

hope I don't fail 👁👁...

anyways. I got to 2nd grade.... stuff...happened..

so- my teacher caught me cheating- 👁👁...and yeah drama was everywhere. I really had a worse experience when I was 7.but I did meet new friends. and learn more stuff. ig.

when I was 8... ehm....

I met a friend.

let's name him... S.

so S was the one who really.

destroyed my...

innocence..

so first of all I met him I said Hi. he had issues with his voice he had it when he was born.

S is a nice person. or that's what I thought.

I hated the fact when I'm getting Touched I'm most likely uncomfortable.

I would cry all night.

so S. told me something a page named. beeg.

a place with... it's like pxrnhxb. and...