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The Yoongi before Taehyung was constantly grumpy, his shy and reserved personality made him almost unapproachable, but the Yoongi after Taehyung is the opposite of all those things he used to be. He now is the clingy one, the sick romantic, the sensitive who sulks when Taehyung is not around for too long and the clown of the group. Yes, the younger broke him. He ruined him...but he ruined him for good because y/n is positive about how happy her friend is now. The happiest she’s ever been. 

The younger broke through all his walls and stole his heart with the slightest effort, almost as if Yoongi has been waiting all his life for him to do so. Any other person would have been the wrong one. Taehyung is the right one. Simple as that. Because he burst into his routine to never leave and become the love of his life,  and Jimin feels a little bit proud about it and finds it hard not to gloat it's all thanks to him at every gettogether.

y/n tries not to give to much thought to her constant feelings of envy and jealousy. She loves her friends to bits, don’t get her wrong, but you see, the y/n has never been in a relationship. The naughtiest thing she’s ever done was a mouthed and drunk kiss at the club when he was nineteen with a random dude whose face she doesn’t recall because soon after everything blacked out. The only thing she remembers clearly is that the guy reeked of vodka. Ugh. And the most recent one. What should she calls it. a one night stand with her CEO , a accident or a rush of desires of lust?

But even though y/n has been single since the dawn of time, she knows what love is. She knows how it feels, what things it makes you do, silly things, most of the time. She knows the power of loving someone so much and being willing to give anything and everything to see that person happy. She’s familiar with the butterfly sensation in the stomach when that person smiles at you and the sky looks like splitting in half. She knows how heartbeats become fast and erratic when that person holds your hand.

The thing is that y/n knows. She knows too many things. But sadly, not all of those things make her happy.

y/n also knows about heartbreaks. She knows about crying nonstop all night long because that person told you they had their first kiss with the girl they've liked for so long. She knows the sinking fear of losing that person to another one who promises them the whole world. She knows how it feels to never be looked at twice. She painfully knows how it feels to wear your favorite clothes just for them to not notice and not spare you one single glance. 

y/n knows how unrequited love feels like. after having those hidden is tough for her. since that night she couldn't shake her thoughts of that man who's her boss and couldn't even share it to anyone in office. He strictly forbidden that. Now they are in secrets relationship. when she truly falls for him but he doesn't know

Y/n shakes her thoughts and resumes working, getting to her cubicle with no copies whatsoever and the certainty of an upcoming scolding parade held by nothing more nothing less than Mr. fucking Choi.

y/n heavily sighs and goes back to work typing on his desk computer only to be interrupted by her phone buzzing. She ogles at the screen and automatically the day gets better and birds start chirping and the sun starts shining brightly outside and everything around her feels like a musical. Like all the bad things that had happened to her through the morning have vanished into thin air, almost feeling like rushing five floors down and kissing George right on the cheek, that is how serious Hoseok's effect is on her now. He has that power on her,

Jung fucking Hoseok

From Hoseok [10:32] 

hey y/n! how’s the day going so far?

hope those fuckers aren’t making it any

hard on you!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)ﻭ

y/n wants to squeal and spin all around the floor but she can’t. ****.

 Me [10:33] 

hey hoseokie! they are, but what choice do I have? I actually can't let them know that we're secretly seeing each other

anyways, your texts are the highlight of my day

keep them coming!  

From hoseok[10:33] 

what a bunch of bastards, they’re gonna catch

these hands one of these days, really.

y/n muffles her giggles with one hand while she types with the other.

Me [10:34]

oh hoseokie, no. they’re not worthy of your time

believe me 🙈  

From hoseok [10:34] 

okay y/n, but you know that i’m one call away,

right?

i hate seeing you suffer, and i know how much you are trying to obey my words

Me [10:34]

oh, my knight in shining armor! I know, and

i thank you for that.  

From hoseok[10:35]

I worry for you, you know that, right? 

“I wish you would love me like I do, hoseok”, mumbles the girl in a whisper. y/n knows that the hoseok means it but she also knows that he doesn’t mean it in the way she wants to.

Me [10:35]

i love you too, dummy. you have no idea  

“Guess you’ll never know”, thinks the girl.

From hoseok[10:35]

awww I love it when you get all sappy

bet your pouting right now😝

And y/n isn’t pouting, more like pulling a weak smile just not to cry.

Me [10:36]

you really know me, uh

From hoseok [10:36]

sure i do

anyway, there was a reason why i wanted to 

text you

Me [10:36]

*gasps* 

oh you hurt me,

i thought you didn’t need a reason to text me 

because you love me dearly and miss me 24/7

From hoseok [10:37]

don’t be like that , you know all that is true

i just wanted to tell you something really really

important and wanted to do it in person

sooo

Me [10:37]

sooo?

From hoseok [10:37]

dress prettily i’m taking you out

we’re going to this fancy restaurant my friend

recommended me so put your best clothes!!

Right at this instant, y/n feels like the air has been knocked out of her lungs. For a moment she forgot how to breathe. How was it? Inhale and exhale? The smaller blinks at the chat and looks at it over and over again trying to see if what she read is actually true. 

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