Sarah

FIRST EVENT

My name is Sarah, not the mother of Isaac or the wife of Abraham, but the mother of an abomination and the wife to fornication. It wasn't as though I derived pleasure in it, because just like some of you, I was bathed in religion and engraved with the teachings of truth or rather doctrines. I knew the ten commandments like the back of my palms, and I could quote the scriptures like the alphabet. I was taught to Fear God and to avoid the Do Not, so far I was the child they wanted.

I stayed true to teachings and rebuked the devil, because as far as I knew, my family had an issue with him. He was the one who held their finance, broke their health and spoilt their plans, so there was an ever raging war for us and the devil.

When I moved to progress in the field of knowledge, I got stucked with limitations, so I called God, but it seemed he had other things to attend to, probably He had Pst Sam's call to take or Pst. Jake's plea to listen to, so my call was always waiting and then it moved to diverted and then switched off. I said not to worry, He will call me back, but He never did. He didn't return my messages as every word written in his book became blurry and began to make no sense. There was no sweetness in his love songs but I had to maintain the relationship, You know I looked like a Love lorn.

So when Mr James came to the scene, he splashed my want with love and gave me all the attention I wanted. I saw the ring in his hand and I knew he belonged to another. I struggled to refrain from him but my problems pushed me towards him. I tried to remember the Do Not but all I heard was Why Not. So I was forced to do it, just once I said but I sank deep. I took his love from his woman and caused her pains at night. My mind wanted to say FORNICATION but all I could hear was have FUN NO SHAME.

Thus I became the other woman, I took him from the rightful one. She came to fight, but not with her God but with her strength, and each time she failed, I took him in closer until she lost him.

James finally became my toy, he became too available, my eyes got irritated. I was done with him but not done with this new game. I dusted him off my path, I needed a new catch. I moved on with a sack load of Curses and pain handed easily to me by his wife, but I was too engrossed to realize the weight of what I was carrying.

I needed a real man, but all that came forward were boys without experience, clothed with immaturity. I needed a man, strong enough to take a risk and he would be of no fun if he didn't belong to another woman. So i began my quest for men in Union. I became a heart ache to many woman, the name laid on so many altar, I sure had my sack full.

I did get a call back from God you know, at first I couldn't recognize his number because I had already deleted his number from my phone, so when I took the call, He said longest time. That familiar voice, my heart raced, (why the f**k was He calling me now). I struggled to fight of the guilt I was feeling. Wrong number I said, and I quickly dropped the call, I knew he would call back, so I wasn't surprised when my phone had 24 missed calls. He doesn't love you, I screamed to my heart, as I blacklisted His number. I was breaking through hot tears, why was He calling now, after years of Isolation He finally has my time.

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