Escape : The Endless Loop Babe
EPISODE : 5
Lillian angrily picked few things up from her desk and strom out of police station
Then drove directly to her house, which was located in centre of city between tall buildings
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
: walks inside her room & start packing :
her mom was in the kitchen
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
: loudly : You're home lily then come and have food
Lillian was aggressively busy packing her luggages
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
: hear noises, walks to her :
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
Did you fight with your dad again lily? why don't you just ignore his words
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
he love you most out of all your siblings so-
Lillian stop packing things..
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
: kept staring wall of her rooms :
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
mom it isn't true he doesn't loves me
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
what bullsh*t are you talking just calm down and talk to him once he's back-
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
: turns to her mom, broken voice :
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
you people should've left me to live with grandma & grandpa itself
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
I was really happy their.. they both loved me without any conditions mom
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
: calmly : that was 14 years back thing when you was just 10 years old now you're already 24 years lily
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
when you were born your dad wasn't well off so we moved to city and left you with my mom & dad..
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
but you were our daughter so we got you here once we settled here.
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
even we love you lily.. what's wrong with words huh?
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
: shakey broken voice : mom..
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
when I was taken here by you both I literally don't remember anything
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
expect that incident when I was playing and dad dragged me inside house
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
and he said "lily you're soo unless soo failure and soo classless that you're not even equal to my shoe's dirt"
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
"your way of talking is soo like old villagers tonned that this high society will spit on you"
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
"and you still have guts to play out in sun and get yourself tanned?"
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
: lowered eyes : he's your dad and it's been years just forget it ok?
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
you're even worse mom..
Lillian eyes started to fill with water
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
what did I-
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
I was just 10 years old mom..just 10
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
and you just stood their watching me and dad from one corner of this house
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
I was helpless you know your dad's temper right
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
I can't do anything..
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
he kept threatening a 10 years old 11 years old 12 year old 13 years old Lillian until she became topper of class
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
until she became someone who was source of his pride and honor in school
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
but until now he never got satisfied enough to be proud of me..
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
Lillian calm down.. why are you being like this huh?
Rosyel Sebastian [Lily's mom]
you're good girl right? parents are all like this so stop behaving like kid ok
Lillian's eyes couldn't hold tears anymore and she shut her rooms door
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
: sat down, hug herself :
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
*what was I even hoping to get by telling her all this.. she never understood me*
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
*they'll never understand how many nights I've cried myself to bed*
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
*they'll never understand that death feels more happy place to me now or then*
Lillian Sebastian/Lily [FL]
*and how I've stopped my self from crossing this life boundaries for that little tears they may shed after I could've left*
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Comments
sunflower
girl I can understand your pain I am going through it
2023-04-16
2
ray
one of our neighbors son killed himself cause of his parents.....his parents forced him to be topper of class and study all day.he was not allowed to do anything except study so he did what he thought could free him..he committed suicide and wrote a long letter to his parents.he was 16 then and it was 3 years back...after 3 years his parents planned to conceive again and they had twin and the parent promised to never force their wishes on their child but they only understood qfter loose of their child.
2022-03-07
3
᪥𝕴'𝖒 𝖋𝖑𝖚𝖋𝖋𝖞᪥
it's okay, be strong okay? I know sooner or later you can meet someone who's satisfied of what you achieved ...you can get through all of it , your family is too greedy..it make me sad ,I really pity you
2021-12-07
2