Temporary apart

I thought my crush disappear for his personal but that’s may not true anymore, I guess. He walks into the school cafeteria with a girl. I haven’t seen her before, seems I’m still new to other classes. She isn’t from the same class for sure. I still hope for them to be just friend even their manners tell the other thing.

K turns back and look them cause I look so disappointed and sad. He asks me “Sora, so you fall for him,too”. What’s that meaning? Many girls fall for my crush? No wonder he seems so used to my gaze.

I ask K “Are they in relationship?”. K says “Of course, isn’t it obvious for you?”. My little hope runs away. K also added “They have been together for 2 years. You ask me why Choi Woo Seok didn’t come to class, right? Because Minyi falls sick and he cares her even skipping classes”. I now know the reason why he didn't appear either in cafe, even though he passes the interview.

Hold on, then, Is my Crush name Choi Woo Seok? I forget to ask his name earlier. What a fool side of me. I can see them clearly from where I sit. He really takes good care of her. Even though she isn’t me, his kind manners match with him perfectly.His attractiveness increases.

At that time, one scenario view flashes in my mind. The view of my mom and me when I was young, my mom patting her friend whom her husband left for other woman. The thief who stoles her husband is her close friend. She cries a lot and regretful of being friend with that snake. But nothing can heal her back then.

When my mom and me come back home after comforting her, mom ask one promise from me, "Don't steal other's man ever, sweetie! That will make you the worst of the worst!". I also think stealing from other is terrible so, I give the promise willingly. The next day, mom's friend suicides. The affect of betrayal kills her silently. We feel really sad for her but nothing can make her alive anymore.

Finally, the time to keep my promise arrrives to me. No matter how much I fall for Woo Seok, I need to withdraw. He has his own girlfriend now. Some may think they are just in boyfriend-girlfriend relationship.That's not so serious relation.

But, I always keep one saying, "if you can make small things, you can make big one too". It sound positive but mean negative for this case. More importantly, my family values loyalty the most in relationship. I can't break family good seal.

So, if he chooses me, I will end with dreaming of being betrayal again like I did. I don't wanna see the cheating side of my crush. I can only imagine of his pure and good era. Then, I make my mind to stay away from him.

Starting from that day, I keep distance away from him. I don't gaze at him or greet him anymore. I even change seat with other. At first, it's not so easy. Later, I become used to it and becoming less attched to him. I spent most of my time studying and helping mom.

However, the fortune is cruel for me.

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