chapter 2

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Character bio :

Female protagonists :  Hazel Morris

Age : 25

Ex- boyfriend: (L) Andy Worrmam

Cause of death : car accident

Parents : Deceased also in a car accident

Grand parents : died peacefully

Sibling : none

{ Sorry for the lots of death😅😅)

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The week went by so slowly with the never ceasing continuity  of  my usual routine .

     It was the weekend today. I would be visiting Andy today like any other weekend since his death. It was the place where I can also be always assured he will be there forever, not like the other places where what remained are  only memories ...... I needed more than that . Call me greedy but that's how I feel.

           On the way I passed a park where I saw a lots of couple and families on dates and picnics, along with happy children running around because it was a weekend the day with no stress and worries which the work, schools created . It was a day of happiness , the day you enjoy with your love ones .

        I was also once happy like them with a smile that seems everlasting .

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As I enter the cemetery that hasn't change since last week .......

.....who am I kidding how can a cemetery change as much in a week time......well that is except for the new grave that was there on the other side of the cemetery.......

        I entered the cemetery,  after giving a small greeting to the Harry the sexton of this cemetery like the usual along with the  bouquet of the same  red tulips which was Andy favorite flower as it represent deep love. It was also from the same flower shop which was frequented by Andy.

        As I reached Andy's grave on the other side from the entrance. I laid down the flower . Reading the same words written on the headstone again and again as I did it every time.........

" Here lies Andy Worrmam

        (1989- 2018) 

        Beloved son, boyfriend and friend                                

         May he rest in peace"

  ........ It  bought tears to my eyes at the sight of another evidence that prove that he is gone and is resting peacefully . 

As I sit down," Hey Andy , how are you??" I ask him....." It has been hard but I got through another week without you. " I smiled knowing that he would be proud of me...

"I am trying hard to live a happy life for the both of us but it is hard. Maybe You would have been able to because you are strong but.............." I sobbed harder.

" I haven't stop thinking how I should have been on that car......and not you. And how I should not have let you go to work that day and convince you harder to rest maybe then your fever wouldn't have cause you to be in that accident........."

          Relieving that day always made me regret not stopping Andy from going to work on that day. That goofy smile that he had given before leaving for work telling me not to worry had been the last smile I would ever see.

If I had known I would have stop time to engrave him, even more in my memory and heart that nothing would ever take it away from me even though they have taken him from me.

         Whenever I talk to him I could feel more reassured and lighter. Yet the longing for his touch , smile and his presence never seem to go away easily .............

         Every week I wait for the weekend to come where I can talk to him again.......

          After the crying and talking by myself about all the tiniest bit of things that have happen that week......in the hope that he can hear me....... I started to getting ready to head back home as the sun had started to set. And as I  needed to go for shopping some necessities.

" Andy bye for now, but I would be back again so be well until then and  i will be too ,also don't  even think of saying that you are tired of me, because if you say that I would end up living here. "

    I smiled to reassure him like how I think he would like it, it was a smile that I used to smile with the real emotions and not a fake one......

" Bye"

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As I was leaving the cemetery I saw a man kneeling in front of an old grave which seemed to be 10-20 years old but I am not sure as I am bad at guessing such things......he was smiling and talking...... genuinely......

Which  would make us the polar opposite, while I cry refusing to accept the loss, he could smile accepting his loss. I admired his courage and found myself smiling at his direction as a form of congratulating  him  for his great courage.

           .......unbeknownst to the both of us fate was playing  with the strings of  our life . And has already linked us with the red string of fate......

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Unknown pov

As I read the writing on the headstone......" Mary Stells (1991- 97)

      Beloved daughter and sister.......

      May you rest in peace"

"Hello little sister" I smiled " It had been ages since I last visit , I know you would be angry so I bought you your favorite flower and chocolates...."

I laid down the red tulips and chocolate which were her favorite.

After conversing for a while I left.

As I left I check on   the woman  who was there before but she was gone, she look so helpless and sad that it actually made me want to care . She was in the same situation as I was in 21 years ago when Mary died and  I couldn't Accept her death.

      The thought of me wanting to care for her was a surprise to me as the only woman I care for in this world are my little sister Mary and mom. Seeing that she was no longer there, I left wondering why I care whether she left or not.

        Walking up to my car I left my humane persona which I only show my family and put on the facade of the ruthless billionaire which I show my employees and the world as  I made some call to my secretary......

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.............. And this is who i am , And this is my story where I fall in love with girl so broken that I became her light and pillar and mend her broken heart.......

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Ps :  Andy died in a car accident when his car hit a pole as he had fainted  due to a high fever....

This might have been a fiction but let us at best not try to drive or do anything any dangerous when we are ill and also prevent our close ones from doing such.

This might have been weird but forgive me for saying such if i have offended anyone.

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