Namjoon's past
Author
hi guys... I'm back with a new episode....
Near the bonfire jin and yoonki were hugging each other.... they look so happy together...
Namjoon is so confused.... he can't believe his eyes.....
because some time ago they were not talking to each other and Jimin also told him that they are not on good terms with each other....
so why are they hugging and being so happy with eachother.,
Namjoon can't understand why he's feeling jealous by seeing them hugging...
Namjoon
* look around and can't find Jimin *
Namjoon
* feeling bad for Jimin *
Namjoon
* are they together or something.... if yes than what about Jimin *
Namjoon
* goes from there without taking his phone *
near bonfire where jin and yoonki hugging each other....
Jin
wahhh !! I'm so happy..... finally things are going on according to our plan....
Yoonki
yes.... I have prepared everything.... just waiting for your signal...
Yoonki
then you can finally free from this boring job, and focus on your life.....
Jin
yeah.... I'm also waiting for the right moment...
yoonki goes to cottage.... when he arrived Jimin is already lying on bed and about to sleep....
Yoonki
* join Jimin to bed, he hug Jimin close to him *
Jimin
hmmm bebe, you come back..... * wake up from sleep *
Yoonki
hmmm * hug Jimin more tightly *
Jimin
* chuckled 🤭* what happened ?
Yoonki
I don't like to leave you here... I want you to live with me....
Jimin
but babe... your business is not settle down yet.... it's has several ups and downs...
Jimin
so i have to be ready for your backup..... I want to equally support you, when the times need....
Yoonki
yeah I know, I have such a capable boyfriend... but you know, I'll never let you down....
Yoonki
I have got various export orders.... if it done well, I'll buy a new house for us... and you don't have to do work in future.....
Author
author note~ yes readers you guess it right, yoonki has import~export business...
Author
now back in the story....
Jimin
that would be great, but now sleep, don't take so much burden on shoulder, I'm always with you ok, good night...
they sleep cuddling each other....
On other side, Namjoon could not digest, what he just saw...
Namjoon
* goes to his room where tae was brushing his teeth... *
Taehyung
i put jk on bed..... and also give him his medicine.....
Taehyung
* put his brush back at his mouth.... arranging his clothes on bed *
Namjoon
* silently sits on bed, holding his head *
Taehyung
what happened ? do you have a headache ?
Namjoon
tae..... suddenly I felt so heart broken..... I'm remembering her again....
Namjoon has a past.... seeing jin hugging yoonki reminds him what happened in his past....
Taehyung
why ?.... did something happen again ?
Namjoon
no nothing I'm just tired, I'll sleep....
Namjoon
* turn around and try to sleep *
Taehyung
* sigh * ok then rest....
Taehyung
* a sudden tapping attracts his attention on door *
Taehyung
* open the door, jin was standing there *
Jin
Namjoon left his phone... I came to give him back....
Taehyung
what..... * but he's gone to take his phone back *
Jin
he sleeps this early.... * looking at namjoon *
Taehyung
yes he's tired....
Jin
okey then see you tomorrow, sleep well * goes from there *
Taehyung
yeah good night....
Namjoon sleeps but the past still haunts him, now he's dreaming of his past....
Namjoon has a girlfriend... he loved her so much... they have two years old relationship...
soon namjoon was going to propose her.... but he can't because of financial issues....
Namjoon was waiting for the good job even he studied Nursing through various difficulty....
his girlfriend also told him to take things slow and she's always with him in good and bad times
one day, namjoon is late for the date with his girlfriend....
the part time job need more workers so namjoon has to do overtime....
Namjoon massage his girlfriend that he can't come today because of overtime work.... he apologized for not meeting his girlfriend....
in response his girlfriend said... it's okey we can always meet another time so work hard and go home safely.....
Namjoon
* smile and do his work *
but the work finished soon and he don't have to do overtime....so he go to meet his girlfriend and surprise her...
when he's about to reach her home he shocked to see his girlfriend kissing another man ....
he got so angry 💢 and froze on his place...
after some time his girlfriend notice Namjoon is glaring at her .... she got scared and try to explain herself......
but namjoon had enough.... he started to walk away in anger....
his girlfriend follow him back but can't stop namjoon....
now namjoon cross the road angrily but his girlfriend Stop him in middle of the road .....
she's trying to explain herself that she's not interested on him anymore do she wants a break up but not in this way....
she wanted to move on and end their relationship in a good terms.......
but what Namjoon saw break his heart... 💔
so he started to cry infront of her.... his girlfriend felt so wrong seeing namjoon cry ...
she try to approach and console him but namjoon shake her off and started to walk away....
but because of bad luck the signal turns green and cars start to run....
in hurry one car try to overtake but unfortunately namjoon's girlfriend come infront of that car and because of speeding she hit and flow away....
Before Namjoon could do anything, the accident had happened. and he just froze on his spot staring at his unconscious girlfriend....
after some time the crowd surrounded the injured girl....
Namjoon manage to move and call ambulance.... he went to his girlfriend's close...
it breaks his heart in million pieces to see his girlfriend like that..... he checked her vitals...
her heart beating rate is going slow and slower.....
Namjoon
* shake her off and try to make his girlfriend concious by tapping her face .... *
Namjoon
no.... please.....no...... open your....eyes....
Namjoon
please... it's okey to break up.... I'm just want you to happy......
Namjoon
it's ok to move on..... I.....I'm not angry with you any more........
Namjoon
please open your eyes.... please.... we will...... always be good friends..... even after breakup....
his girlfriend got concious for some time....
Namjoon girlfriend
joon ...... I..... I'm..... sorry.... please...... forgive.....me.....
Namjoon girlfriend
* dead *
Namjoon
no-no-no please don't close your eyes....
Namjoon
please stay with me....
ambulance came but to late ...... Namjoon always felt guilty, as because of him, his girlfriend died....
he never moved on from his past.....
he always felt responsible and accused himself for her death....
Namjoon
* open his eyes with the sudden shake *
Taehyung
brother.... open your eyes.....
Taehyung
why are you crying in your sleep.... did you have a nightmare......
Namjoon
tae ? I'm okay..... it's just a nightmare * wiping his tears *
Taehyung
brother..... what did you dream of to have such a reaction.....
Taehyung
is it about your girlfriend ?
Namjoon
* sigh and hold his head *
Taehyung
brother, how many times I have to tell you that you are not responsible for her death.... it's a unfortunate accident....
Namjoon
and that accident happened because of me.......
Taehyung
brother!!!! stop feeling guilty.... and it's not your fault....
Taehyung
* almost shouts *
Taehyung
* sigh * it's late just go back to sleep and we'll talk tomorrow....
Taehyung
* goes to his bed and sleep *
Namjoon
* crying silently *
Namjoon
I'm so sorry.... I wish that you'll forgive me for not saving you in that accident....
Namjoon always asks forgiveness from his dead girlfriend..... he unable to move on....
maybe something happen in future, which helps namjoon to move on....
.........................
Author
so that's it for today guys, hope you enjoyed the chapter....
Author
see you soon, until then.....
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Namjoon-ssi that was not your fault.. 😕...
You don't have to blame yourself....
2021-11-25
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