Life Is A Blessing ..

Broken or being strong ..

I was walking along side the road ..it was midnight ...the whole road was dark ..with no sigh of even a small beam of light ..the only thing I could hear was dogs barking somewhere far from the place I was ....

why ..why is it happening to me ??? this was the only question I had for myself ....I never did wrong to anyone ...then why is everything being wrong to me ..I. was broken ..I can feel my tears slowly coming out from my eyes ..I can feel the droplets of it ..reaching my cheeks ..neck and then on my chest ..I was not able to think what's wrong n what's right ..

what should I do now ....??? should I jump off the bridge or should I just wait for a killer to come n kill me n take my life way ...but what about my mom who have only me left as her family or should I go back home ..?? but what am I going to say to mom..she is alone waiting for me to bring some food for her ..but how will I say I have no money to buy you anything ..

without a reason without a purpose ..what is the point of living ..I was not able to think anything ..I was hanging on a middle of life n death ..

I a poor women ..with no job no money ...how can I live....sonner or later me n my mom ..we both will die due to insufficient of food ...the house rent is still due how am I going to pay it ....things like this were repediately moving on my mind ...

I saw a car coming towards me ...it came closer n closer....

when I opened my eyes ..I was hospitalized ...there was my mom and a unknown lady alone with some doctors near me ...

mom : (with tears) are you fine ?are you feeling

good???

me. : (nod my head in a gesture for yes) mom what

did you eat ?? did you eat something ??

mom: (looking at the lady.trying to ignore the

question as she have eaten nothing )young girl

you have been waiting since yesterday ..u can

talk if u want I will go out and bring some

soup .

( she went out )