Breakup

"Why! Why me! Why did you betray me?? I loved you so much" I cried hard.I couldn't breath.I felt like everything was over. My heart was shattered into a million pieces. I felt like a dead person. My two-year old relationship came to an end just like that. I couldn't believe. Everything was perfect and now it's not.

The person whom I loved the most had betrayed me for some other girl. He never apologized for cheating. He just kept avoiding me, my texts and my calls. After calling and texting him for hundred times. I got a text from him and it said.."I am breaking up with you. Don't try to contact me" I was hurt. It was the most painful thing to read. My mind was full of negative thoughts. I couldn't focus on anything. All I could do was cry, cry and cry....

Next few days were the same. No sleep, no appetite, no energy to do anything. During the daytime I was a living dead and at night I cried to sleep. I was completely lost.

It's been two weeks now. I have lost my weight and I look like a corpse. After breakup, I avoided everyone including my parents. My friends tried to contact me but I just wanted to be left alone.

This breakup thing was really giving me a hard time. "I just want to be happy and start a normal life", I thought. I was trying to forget him but I can't deny the fact that I miss him. My heart won't stop thinking about him.

"Aaaaarrhhh!!! I can't go on like this forever. This has to end here.I have to be strong " I said to myself in frustration.

I stood in front of the mirror and said, "Ashley Jones you cannot live like this! That bastard betrayed you and he is enjoying his life with that bitch. You don't deserve his love. Don't waste your time thinking about him. Don't wait for his explanation.Take it as a lesson and move on. Don't lose focus due to breakup. Study hard and make mom dad proud"

I decided to move on and face the life. And the most important thing that I decided was to NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

Breakup really changed me. I was not fun anymore. My face always had serious expressions. I started to attend my classes regularly . Listening to some good music, reading books and eating my favourite food helped me to heal. I made myself busy. It was going to take time to be normal and I was ready to take it slow.

Days passed. My final exam was over. I scored very less but managed to pass. I was back to normal but sometimes I felt lonely.

"Everthing will be ok", I said to myslf.

(Breakups are the worst. They make you emotionless and they change you completely.

Don't you agree? )

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