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FOREVER IS A LIE [ JUNG HOSEOK/HOBI FF ] S1
EPISODE 3
date
Should we go? Actually, the music is getting on my nerves now
knowing fully well that it was the lamest excuse of letting a girl know that enough with the chit chat, it was now time for some action. He had already stripped aeri off in his mind. And if she was even half of what he had imagined her to be, it would be a night to remember.
she said softly, feeling her guts churn. If sitting and waiting for her datehad made her question her decision to meet him, she was now certain of having made a mistake. Picking up men for casual sex wasn’t her cup of tea. Her angst against seo-jun had inflated her darker side a little too much for her own comfort. There is a difference between thinking something and actually doing it. she had decided that she would turn into a girl who didn’t give a **** about who she slept with. But that idea now seemed far-fetched.
he got up.He was done paying the bill. She too stood up, feeling her legs shake mildly
Aeri
in mind *should I tell him directly that I don't want to prolong this discomfort of a date any more?May be that's why seo-jun had found it easier to avoid me.Or to get rid of me,as if I were some tumour.*
During the course of their relationship, she had never asked him any questions about anything. But when she did, he chose not to answer.
it was noisy outside as people queued up to go inside the pub. i tried to talk to him, but he was a few steps ahead of me. I walked faster but caught up with him only when he reached his car. we were in the parking lot, on the opposite side of the road, and he immediately climbed in to the driver’s seat, and waited for me to join him. When i didn’t, he rolled down the window and said, ‘The door is unlocked.
Unsure of what she was doing, she finally opened the door and sat inside.She was about to say something when she felt his hand on her leg and his lipsready to clamp on hers. She stopped him instinctively, with her palm pressed against his mouth.
she said, quickly getting out of the car.
Aeri
in mind*how to tell him that i dodn’t want to take this forward*
She nodded and walked back to the pub. She then booked a cab from her phone, which was two minutes from her location but luckily, it arrived within a minute. she waited at the exit. The moment she saw the cab, she quickly stepped out and got inside. The driver took a U-turn and she ducked to stay out of his sight as the cab drove past his car. Once the cab was on the main road, she deleted Tinder from her phone. She was happy to have not shared her number with her ‘match’. This night had been a mistake. Just like those days and nights with seo-jun .
Aeri
When the person you have been with turns out to be wrong then do the realizations the person made you stumble upon stand as wrong too?
Aeri
If the relationship was a farce then what about those elements which you discovered within the farce?
What do you do when the picture is fake but the colours in it are genuine?
she felt a lump in her throat. She didn’t want to cry but the tears fought their way through from deep within. The person leaves, the realizations don’t. Every second the realizations keep rooting themselves deeper and deeper until you crack open. And within that crack some disappear and some discover a new self. And survive.
The cabbie noticed her crying in the rear-view mirror and offered her some water. She refused politely and wiped her eyes. Soon the cab reached her apartment. she went up and opened the main door with her set of keys. It was then that she heard Cristy's moans.
She had heard women moaning this loudly before, while watching porn videos with seo-jun , but to hear it in reality made her feel a little awkward. She gently closed the door behind her. The way cristy was begging to be pleasured made Aeri uncomfortable; she could almost see her. Keeping the living room lights off, she plugged in her earphones and tapped on the music app. She then settled on a beanbag and played her favourite playlist. The music drowned out the moans but flooded her with memories of her emotional ruin.
It was only when the playlist had ended that she opened her eyes. She glanced at the clock on her phone: 1.44 a.m. She pulled the earphones out. The house was silent. There was only a sliver of streetlight streaming into the flat. As her eyes adjusted to the darkness, she noticed a figure standing near the living room door, leaning against the wall. She looked at the silhouette; the man seemed muscular; he was only in his briefs. He was smoking. she couldn’t see much of his face except for his jawline. She could make out that he was looking at her
Aeri
do you want to say something?
The kind that sounds important, slightly reserved, as if he didn’t talk much. She also guessed that he was perhaps not very young.
She held her gaze and shook her head.
Aeri
How do you . . . you don’t know me *spluttered*
unknown
I know those tears
she sighed. Running her fingers through her hair, she looked away from him. After a thoughtful pause, she said
Aeri
If you know the tears, would you know how to stop them?
There was silence. The man took a long puff of his cigarette
unknown
Just get this straight: Forever is a lie
And before she could ask him anything else, he went back inside the bedroom, closing the door softly behind him. In no time, he was back in the living room, this time dressed in jeans and a T-shirt. The cigarette wasn’t there either.
Aeri
listen I want to .....
she began only to be cut short by the thud of the main door closing in response. Half a minute later she heard a bike ride off in full speed.
Aeri
This man had to be the Mean Monster
Comments
보라 해 💜
it's hobi right??
2022-04-25
1
Kaira
author..was tht mean monster none other than hoesuk [i forgot his spelling...]
2021-11-24
2
Black 💜🖤
so that monster something was hobi??
2021-11-12
2