chapter 4. unknown feeling

I didn't slept the whole night, I don't know why.....might be I'm too excited about morning tution .I got ready by 4:30am and made my way towards my tution which will start by 5 am. I was seated much far away from my teacher and mostly students with low marks sit near her. more than studying I stayed focused on the clock and the house gate. I don't know why I'm behaving out of control but I told myself I just want to have a close glance of the guy who is always center of attention in my class .I waited and waited and it's almost 6am, and I realised he's not gonna come todat, my curiosity is killed as I concentrated on my studies .At 8am I returned home and got ready for school. with sadness and discomfort I went to school .......time passed and I returned home, I don't know why but I feel like I lost something. I don't like this unknown and unpleasant feeling. I told myself this is definitely not me and the reason behind is definitely not him yeah I'm right it's because of exam. I concentrated in my studies and completed tomorrow's portion and went to bed .

next morning...

I went to Tution and started writing mathematics without giving a damn about whether that guy is coming or not.... I told myself .As I'm constantly having a battle in my mind I heard a noise and lifted my head to see it.To my surprise I saw him wearing a three forth pant with a T-shirt and standing near the door with his father. tution teacher went near him and asked "will you fight again ".Jaden replied, "no, I'll not "and his father also apologized on his behalf and went. He sat opposite to my tution teacher in a table. I felt like my whole world Stop spinning and my heart started beating rapidly .I thought to myself Is this is the legendary heart beat.... I felt like suffocating and about to die in heat. I'll have a glance at him some time but he didn't even liffted and turned his head towards me the whole time... sometimes when teacher is not there he'll have friendly chat with his friends...... I felt a sharp pain because of his ignorance. "Ahhh.... Sarah don't be bothered by a guy ....concentrate, concentrate on your studies, whether he see you or not it's not gonna affect you ".With that positivity in my mind I packed my stuffs and said goodbye to my mam and went home.

Soulmate :We all have different opinions about our soulmates... we wish he/she can be the way about how we describe them.. like we can perfectly picture them. IN the end we will fall in love with the person we least expect us to fall or some times the person we know.... it goes round and round without our knowledge. sometimes it can be surprise and sometimes we know it's definitely me and him.... but still it's a pact of holding each other till death.

so choose wisely ...let it take time, don't rush out and have patience , listen to your heart and feel the beat. Not for pleasure but for life support and true love.

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