you make me feel like home
Atsumu and Sakusa private chat
Miya Atsumu
Is something wrong…?
Sakusa Kiyoomi
We need to talk.
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Let’s do it on call
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I went to a party…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I met a girl
Atsumu knew that was coming
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I had a lot of drinks like I was wasted…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I didn’t know what I was doing…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I woke up in the next day…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I-in someone’s bed…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
With a girl laying next to me…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Did you hear me?
Miya Atsumu
Loud and clear
Atsumu voice was cracking
Hearing that made Sakusa heartbreak
Miya Atsumu
Germaphobe my ass…
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I’m sorry I’ll make it up to you I promise
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Atsumu please forgive me…
Sakusa was on the edge of crying
Miya Atsumu
I may forgive you
Miya Atsumu
But i won’t forget
He felt like he heard enough
When he was able to put the phone down his gears broke loose
The fact that Sakusa was a germaphobe and that he spent years making sure Sakusa is comfortable with him hit him like a train
Atsumu was trying his best to comfort himself
He keeps telling himself what his parents would always tell home before they passed
“Don’t cry Atsumu unless your in terrible physical pain”
He repeats that to himself trying to hold his tears back
Atsumu could hear a loud knock on the door
He went to open the door to see his brother
Miya Osamu
Why are you crying?
Atsumu could feel his world crumbling
He sat down and told his brother everything
Miya Osamu
Well that’s that
Miya Atsumu
What do you mean that’s that?
Miya Osamu
That’s your choice to make
Miya Osamu
If you want to forgive him and stay with him it’s your decision to make
Miya Atsumu
It’s not that easy Samu
Miya Osamu
I know it’s not
Miya Osamu
It’s better to move on than cry over someone’s cheating ***
Miya Osamu
You spent 2 hours rambling to me about how bad he hurt you
Miya Osamu
And I get it you feel betrayed and he cheated on you yadda yadda
Miya Osamu
But you yourself can’t even call him by his real name
Miya Osamu
You said “I love you” to him
Miya Osamu
And he said it back
Miya Osamu
The only difference is that he lied
Miya Osamu
Get your shit together
Osamu said before getting up and leaving Atsumu room
He picked his phone up and saw that he had 78 messages from Sakusa and 24 miss calls
Sakusa was texting Atsumu constantly hoping to get a reply
He spent 1-2 hours going through their old pictures and messages
He tried to text Osamu to see if Astu was ok
Miya Osamu
Better take a jacket. It’s cold outside
Atsumu got up to go look in his closet
His eyes were dry and sore from crying
He found Sakusa hoodie that he had stole from him
Osamu yelled from downstairs
Atsumu hesitate for a bit but finally decided that he was gonna wear Sakusa’s hoodie
The were arguing whole time
Miya Osamu
You never gonna move on are you?
Miya Atsumu
What would you do if someone spend years with cheated on you with some blond chicks?
Miya Osamu
Live my life to fullest
Miya Atsumu
You don’t get it do you
Miya Osamu
Stop wining like a little bitch already
Miya Osamu
He cheated and that’s that
Atsumu starts to tear up again
Miya Osamu
IT’S OVER ATSUMU
Miya Osamu
HE CHEATED IT WAS HIS CHOICE
Miya Osamu
IS THIS EVEN THE FIRST TIME?!
Miya Atsumu
HE SAID HE WASN’T IN THE RIGHT MIND
Miya Osamu
YOU’RE FUCKING DEPENDING HIM!
Miya Osamu
I’M NOT MUM WHO’S GONNA SIT HERE DEALING WITH YOUR BITCH ***
Miya Atsumu
YEAH YOU’RE NOT!
Miya Atsumu
YOU’RE JUST LIKE DAD
Miya Atsumu
YOU NEVER CARE
Miya Atsumu
THE SON OF A BITCH THAT GOT OUR MUM KILLED
Miya Atsumu
MINDING YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS
Miya Atsumu
GOD! I WISH YOU WERE NEVER MY BROTHER
Osamu went quiet for a while
Atsumu quickly realized what he just said
Him and Samu were still starring at each other
When they were young, his dad would always yell at Osamu telling him that he wished he was never born and that he wished Osamu was never his son
The brothers made a promise with each other that they would never be like their dad and that they would always stay together
Till dearth due them apart
Miya Osamu
You could never keep a promise can you?…
Atsumu felt like time stopped
He turned his head over to see a car coming towards them
He could see Kita and Suna arguing with Sakusa
Suna Rintarou
IT’S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT
Suna Rintarou
YOU CHEATING SON OF A BITCH
Sakusa Kiyoomi
I SAID I’M SORRY
It’s been a long time since he saw Kita cry
Suna Rintarou
I WHISHED THAT WAS YOU
Suna Rintarou
YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE IN THAT CAR
Suna Rintarou
YOU AND YOU ONLY
Suna Rintarou
IF YOU WERE LOYAL FOR ONCE THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPEND!!
Sakusa Kiyoomi
HOW WAS IT EVEN MY FAULT THAT HAD A CAR ACCIDENT!
Atsumu could feel someone squeezing his hand
Kita was holding his hand
He held Atsumu hand up and plant a soft kiss on it
Suna and Sakusa stopped and looked at Atsumu
Kita Shinsuke
Atsumu got up from his bed ignoring the pain
He could see Suna tears falling from his eyes
Miya Atsumu
Where my brother?!
Atsumu felt like he had just got stabbed in the chest
Miya Atsumu
This is some sick joke right?!
Atsumu forces a smile in his face while tears fall from his eyes
Kita Shinsuke
I wished it was…
Suna Rintarou
Look what you did…
Suna Rintarou
Get out of my face Kiyoomi
Sakusa left without saying anything
Miya Atsumu
It’s all my faults…
Suna Rintarou
It’s not Tsumu…
Miya Atsumu
If I hadn’t started a stupid argument it would have never happend!
Miya Atsumu
It’s all my fault…
Suna Rintarou
It’s not damn it!
Suna Rintarou
I never got to told him…
Suna quickly left the room
Atsumu could feel Kita pulling him into his embrace
Kita Shinsuke
It’s not your fault
Kita Shinsuke
Someone ran a red light you did nothing wrong…
Atsumu finally told Kita everything
Later on, he fell asleep on Kita lap
Atsumu woke up the next day to see that his captain was still next to him
Atsumu could hear a knock on the door
The door opened to reveal Sakusa
Miya Atsumu
Don’t call me that
Miya Atsumu
Go away… Sakusa
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Alright love you…
Atsumu could hear the crack in Sakusa voice
Suna was visiting Osamu again
Suna Rintarou
Atsumu haven’t been doing so well
Suna Rintarou
Kita is taking care of him
Suna Rintarou
I-I really miss you
Suna Rintarou
I’m still trying to get used to you to sending a good morning with fox emojis
Suna was on edge of crying
Suna Rintarou
I love you, Samu…
Suna Rintarou
I wished I got to told you before all this mess
Suna Rintarou
You’re everything to me…
Suna tears finally broke free
Suna Rintarou
Forget about it…
Suna Rintarou
I gotta now Samu
Suna Rintarou
I’ll visit you again maybe tonight or tomorrow…
Suna Rintarou
I’ll never love again…
Suna Rintarou
I’ll be yours forever even if you don’t want me
Suna Rintarou
Even if you not here
Suna Rintarou
Goodby love…
He doesn’t want to talk to anyone
Sakusa would always try to talk to him but it would always end with yelling or screaming
Atsumu wouldn’t even talk to his therapist
His therapist was VERY concerned he wanted someone to watch Atsumu 24/7 he was afraid Atsumu would take his own life
Kita would usually come into look after Atsumu
But this time he was bit late
When he arrived at Atsumu house
Kita called out Atsumu name to receive no response
He quickly ran up to Atsumu room
Kita started to pound ont he door
Kita Shinsuke
Opens the door!!!
Kita Shinsuke
Samu wouldn’t want this!!!
Kita Shinsuke
Open the door please—!!!
Kita ran downstairs to get the spare key
He was trembling trying to find the right key
When he finally opened the door
He could see Atsumu body hanging down
Kita used the scissors to cut the rope
Kita began to do chest compression
Kita Shinsuke
Don’t give up on me yet…!
He told Siri to call 911 for him
Atsumu was breathing again
The ambulance arrived about 1-2 minutes later
Kita visited Atsumu at the hospital
Atsumu wasn’t ready to face his captain yet
Kita Shinsuke
How are you?
He buried his face into Kita stomach
Miya Atsumu
I didn’t mean to…
Kita run his fingers through Atsumu hair
Kita Shinsuke
It’s okay Tsumu!
Kita Shinsuke
I’m just glad your ok
Atsumu world was falling apart
His grip around Kita’s waist got tighter
A couple of weeks later Atsumu finally visited his brother
Miya Atsumu
It’s been:.. a while
Miya Atsumu
I’m sorry for what I said
Miya Atsumu
I hope you forgive me…
Miya Atsumu
Suna stole half of your closet already
Miya Atsumu
He would always wear your hoodie and your shirt
Miya Atsumu
He said it reminded him of you
Miya Atsumu
Things would never be the due us apart
Miya Atsumu
I’m guessing this is it
Miya Atsumu
I’ll never forgive you for leaving me like this
Miya Atsumu
I’ll miss you Osamu
Miya Atsumu
Let fate bring us together again…
Atsumu said before saying goodbye
He would never get used to walking up and finding out Samu isn’t downstairs cooking his favorite food
He knew nothing would be the same
Suna suffered terrible depression and anxiety
And Atsumu still have nightmares about that day
They visit Samu at his grave every day
Atsumu would go there and rant to Samu about his day
Suna brought a ring for Samu even though he’s dead
Suna would always wear Samu jersey and clothes
He talks Sakusa from time to time but it’s usually really awkward and short
But he never getting back with him
Atsumu is dating Kita now
He makes him feel alive again
Kita Shinsuke
We see each other everyday
Miya Atsumu
I still miss you!
Kita Shinsuke
How was your day?
Miya Atsumu
I visited Samu again and rant to him about my problems as normal
Kita Shinsuke
I’m sure he loves listening to you
Kita Shinsuke
I found something that you might like
Kita handed Atsumu an album of him and his brother when they were young
Miya Atsumu
Where did you get this?
Kita Shinsuke
I was cleaning your room and I found it
Atsumu put the albumn down
He held Kita close to him his hand around his waist
Miya Atsumu
I love you Kita
Kita Shinsuke
I love you too, Tsumu
He pulled Kita into a kiss
He will never be like Sakusa
Atsumu would never forget Sakusa for what he did
He just hopes that Sakusa is happy
Atsumu finally pulled away
Miya Atsumu
I never wanna let you go
Kita Shinsuke
I kinda like the sound of that
Atsumu was happy with Kita
And Kita was happy with him
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