You have to keep breaking your heart
until it's opens. (by Rumi)
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(Flashback)
Kerra was still laying in the bed with her eyes close anyone would think she is sleeping but she was in a daze, she could still remember how was her first day of studying with romano.she was dressed decently as her mother her wanted her to be .kerra wanted to find a place where she could hide but alas! the bell rang and she was sitting with, awkwardness and clueless about what to do.
Assalamuwalaikum, Is all that Kerra could say and she returned her gaze back at the book carefully not doing eye contact with romano.
"You have scored very poorly at midterm and your basic in math is really terrible!", romano stated awkwardly
"hmm", said Kerra meanwhile, thinking 100 ways to kill a man with a weird name in her mind.
he was about to take the biology book which Kerra has painted efficiently for giving clothes to the ***** women anatomy!
Kerra said, can we read this subject tomorrow while she was blushing hard.
But it was too late, as Romano has already seen the pages where Kerra has spend her creativity! Romano coughed awkwardly and said , okay.
Those 2 hours were the lengthiest time Kerra had ever spend in her lifetime! she hated Romano with all her heart, Little did she knew she would fall in love with him immensely!
Kerra closed the door after Romano left, and called her best friend saiky to share her how she loses her last few dignities.
(Months went by, but the awkwardness was still there he used to ask a few questions and she used to answer as much Little as possible, they speak nothing accept formal bookish words )
saiky said, let's bunk coaching classes and have some fun!
Kerra, couldn't say no to the offer as she hates math classes .kerra agreed to the proposal and said, okay but we have to come earlier as the king of arrogance is coming home today.
there's a hidden rule if you laugh too much you have to cry equally .kerra forget about Romanos test due to saiky's fun stuff.
Kerra scored zero at Romanos test, she was embarrassed and looking down at her test paper. Romano bursts out of anger and said, "Do you have brain or cow dunk? , even a fool can solve this after revising for 3 times!
kerra began to cry silently, because of anger.
Romano knew that he crossed the line, so he wanted to say sorry but he wasn't expressive enough! they used to sit at least with 3-meter distance but he came closer by removing the distance Kerra could feel his breathing and his warm stares as if he was saying sorry but Kerra kept looking down crying and making test paper wet with tears. for 6 months no matter how much she hated Romano she had always accompanied Romano until he leaves the door .but that day was exceptional she kept sitting and crying even after Romano left.
That high school student Kerra never knew why did she felt that bad now she knows unintentionally she has given Romano right to make her cry, she without realizing fall in love with someone she was never allowed to love.
(present time )
kerra , it's 9.30 getup you have already missed your radio show! getup or else you will be late for Computer class saiky, yelled.
Kerra gets ready as fast as possible she runs toward the bus station where Azhar was already waiting for her at the bus station.
Kerra smiled and ask Azhar," can I hold your hand?" Azhar was stunned but he happily holds her hand as if he has got everything he wanted in his lifetime.
(kerra thought in her mind Romano is past while Azhar is present and he can be her future also . it's for letgo her unrequited love and focus on That person who loved her immensely.)
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