I can't stop loving him

As if I have taken cold medicines

I am drifting in sleep yet I want to write about you... I want to let it go but I Can't Stop Loving You!

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Hello to everyone, good morning I am kerra sheikh and you are listening to radio FM 89.2.

those who are still in bed with the dream of their first love in eyes getup before they end up with someone else!.....

Diya from the south has asked, "mam if I should confess my crush that I love him or not ?"

Dear," fill free to ask if you love someone or else another person might do it before you there is nothing to lose if you confess, there is a chance that he might love you!"

From diya to whom she love lets hear song,

(thousand years by Christina Perri)

All the best to all who wished to be together with their first love... I am signing off now goodbye till tomorrow...

saiky asked,"Kerra, you are looking pretty , is something special happening today?"

oh nothing, I was just supposed to meet one of my senior from the university, said kerra.

I am glad you could move on from your first love, said saiky

(Kerra smiled and left from the radio station to the cafe where she was supposed to meet with her senior Azhar )

hey, I am really sorry for being late said, kerra...

It's okay I wasn't here for a long time said, Azhar.

So have you ordered something yet?

I did, I have ordered a cup of coffee for me and a cup of tea without sugar for you.

Thank you Azhar, no one knows me better than you.so why did you call me today?

first of all, calm down and listen to me carefully without being panicked.

just say it already Azhar, is there anything I can help you with?

kerra, I want to be with you.i love you!

I have somehow guessed you are going to say something like this . Azhar , I respect you but I..

I deserve a chance kerra, I know about your fear of love.. it's okay if you don't love me please don't say no!

it's just...okay I will give this a chance but don't expect anything which is not possible

I can never be in love with you...

(after having dinner Azhar and kerra took a bus for kerras hostel.. every day this is the routine they have been following for 4 years but something has changed as Azhar give a kiss on kerras forehead when he was saying goodbye which definitely prove how much he care about her but for kerra Azhar wasn't much more than a good friend)

how was your date? tell me in detail.. asked, over enthusiastic saiky.

Stop smirking like a fool saiky, we had some food and nothing happened!

but senior said he was going to propose you....!

So it was your idea, huh you know that I love someone else how could you do that!

For God sake kerra sheikh, it's been 7 years since that first love thing happened..and that man doesn't even know how much you love him!

(Kerra knows there's no way she could be with him ,during this past 7 years there was 30 boys who she had rejected cause she can't let go her first love...stupid isn't it? but you can't help it when you love someone...you can't forget your first love no matter how much you try to forget him..)

saiky, be calm and listen to me first I have said that I will give his love a chance!

Aww, kerra I am so glad you did give a chance to Azhar .may you have four children in the future!

Thank you, saiky ,I am tried I want to sleep now and you have classes tomorrow good night.

(kerra is laying in her bed admiring the moon and thinking how she end up loving someone she can't even have a dream to be with!)

one drop of tear left the corner of kerras eyes

and like every day she dreamt about her first love again...

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Note:hey guys, this is my first novel I am a poet not a novel writer yet I wanted share this story...forgive me if there was any mistake....

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