Change For U (BTS X Hoseok)
felling guilty
as I calm down I broke the hug & look at hobi hyungie
he was looking at me a smile on his face like he read my mind jin hyungie was still standing behind me ruffling my hair to calm me down hobi hyungie eyes was telling me that I should try to keep my attitude aside & talk to jin hyungie after all he kept his aside right
but still their was a guilt inside me that why the hell did I ingnor him??? why did I hurt him??? why did I distance myself from him??? why did I let my attitude take over me?? why??? why???
Jung hoseok
kookie do you want to say something to jin???
Jung hoseok
then say it kookie baby???
manager Sejin
*looking at them*
Jeon jungkook
I'm novurs hyungie 🥺😗🥺😗
Jung hoseok
don't be nurvous baby u can do it right baby
he told me that I can do it but I know I can't I can't just turn towards him & say ‘hyungie I'm sorry for doing all this' no never I can't do it I'm feeling shameless of myself I'm feeling angry on myself but what should I do I don't understand I was hurted that he left us he is not with us he is not their to make me understand so I got confused about my own feelings
but now that hobi hyungie made me understand just by looking in his eyes I understand that I did a very big mistake I took him granted that's why he left us but I didn't learn from it I took other members for granted also I can see that he is disappointed in his eyes for me
that's when I felt jin hyungie remove his hand from my head and what he said made me feel hurt more
Kim seokjin
I'm sorry for touching ur hair jungkook I will not do it again sorry
this word made me broke more ya I was the one who told him to not touch me I was the one who made my image like this in front of him I'm seriously going to broke now this is the same sentence he said that time but it didn't hurt it that time but it hurt now
he was going to walk away from me I know it hurt him more & that's how he walk out of the dance room living all of us alone
Jung hoseok
this is ur last chance kookie if you leave this chance u will never be able to forgive urself
Jung hoseok
go after him and tell him what you wanted to say
Jung hoseok
don't let this chance go kookie
this line of him is enough for me to run out of the room after jin hyungie to say sorry to him and ask for his forgiveness I'm ready to do anything to make him let me forgive
I was searching for him but I didn't find him I rome around the hole company but I didn't find him
I called him but he didn't pick it up after 30 to 40 call his call went switch off damn I was hurting him so much I took the mother personality for granted
I'm now scared what if I lose jin hyungie like him?? what if he left me like him?? what if I was not able to protect him???
every negative thoughts where roming in my mind after not finding him I went back to the dance room to see hobi hyungie he will give me some peace to search for jin hyungie again
Jeon jungkook
hobi hyungie I didn't find him anywhere
Jeon jungkook
I searched hole building but didn't find him I call him but he didn't pick up the call
Jeon jungkook
tell me what to do hobi hyungie please 🥺🥺🥺
Jeon jungkook
I don't know what to do???
Jeon jungkook
I'm going insane plzzz tell me what to do 😭😭😭😭
saying this I fall on my knees and started to cry again hiding my face in my hands right now I didn't care about anything I want my 2 hyungie by my side I don't care they're seeing my week side or not
Jung hoseok
kookie calm down look at me
Jung hoseok
kookie don't cry baby
Jung hoseok
I know it's hurting but if you broke down how will you talk with him
Jung hoseok
ur the strongest person I know
Jung hoseok
kookie baby be strong
Jung hoseok
we will find him ohk
Jung hoseok
come I will help you find him
I got up and see that no one care about jin hyungie is not hear & this made me shout at them
Jeon jungkook
NOW AGAIN ALL OF US ARE TAKING EACHOTHER AS GRANTED
Jeon jungkook
WE HAVE ALREADY LOST HIM NOW U WANT TO LOSE JIN HYUNGIE ALSO
Jeon jungkook
HOW CAN WE ALL BECOME THIS SELFISH
Jeon jungkook
I DIDN'T KNOW MY HYUNGIE'S WAS LIKE THIS
Jeon jungkook
WE LOSE HIM BUT STILL WE DIDN'T LEARN OUR LESSON
Jeon jungkook
JIN HYUNGIE TRIED EVERYTHING TO BRING US TOGETHER BUT BECAUSE OF OUR FUVKING ATTITUDE WE HURT HIM
Jeon jungkook
IM TELLING YOU WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE LEAVE UR ATTITUDE AND BE LIKE WE USE TO BE DON'T TAKE EACHOTHER GRANTED
Jung hoseok
kookie baby calm down
I was shock that no one more from their place or their expression didn't even change
Jeon jungkook
IF I LOSE JIN HYUNGIE LIKE HIM I WILL KILL YOU ALL & I WILL KILL MYSELF ALSO
Jeon jungkook
AND MARK MY WORDS I'M NOT JOKING
Jung hoseok
kookie baby don't waste your time come lets find jin
like this the both of us left the dance room and started searching for him again I was searching at the parking lot and hobi hyungie was searching the rooftop that's when someone call me
Jeon jungkook
📞 hello who??
Jung hoseok
📞 it's me hoseok he is on rooftop come fast
I literally run to the rooftop to meet jin hyungie as I reach their hobi hyungie was standing outside he let me in & I walked towards the figure that was sitting on the ground
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