Chapter One: The Agony Brought By The Past

Wiping her teared-brown eyes, she wrap her arms tightly around her pillow while she squeezed herself into the corner of her bed. Grasping her breath as she deeply sobs. Loneliness, emptiness and sadness. All these caught her up at this moment. That feeling of being physically alive but emotionally dead. Her tears keeps on shedding as the raindrops heavily poured at the roof. It was a lonely night. A very lonely night. She's all aware that she doesn't have to act like this. He left long time ago. She knew she needed to wake up from this daydream and accept the reality that he will never come back. She needs to move on and somehow live her life. This time alone. Alone without him.

It's been 5 years when Vince broke up with Trix. But why is it so hard for her to just move on from this tragic past? It feels like it happened yesterday. The scars and the pains seem not to heal. No matter what she do, it still hurts. The pain seems not to end. It's like someone is pinching a needle directly to her heart. It's unbearable that she just wanted to die. She doesn't get why he has to leave her. She wanted an explanation. She deserves an explanation for her to understand his reason why he has to live. She wanted to know what she needs to do to make things work. But was it too late? Did she really have done wrong? Did she have said anything wrong? She just doesn't get it.

"I'm sorry Trix, but I can no longer continue this relationship. Let's break up!"

This words of him are the most painful words she ever heard at her entire life. This words tored her world apart.

"But why Vince? Where did I go wrong? Please give me a chance to correct whatever I've done wrong. I need you. Please don't do this to me. You can't to this to me." though uttering she loudly speak these words.

Vince turned his broad back at her, leaving no answer. She wanted to run after him, hug him tight, and beg him to stay. But her legs trembled and weakened, that she doesn't have any strength to take even a single step. Her sight begun to blur and the last thing she remembered, his image that's like a smoke slowly fading away.

Being heart broken is one of the saddest thing that human can ever experience in this earthly life. It's like living half dead. Shedding unstoppable tears that's freely flowing from your eyes. Memories of that person that keeps flashing back. Faces you are seeing everywhere as if though he is still there. His presence haunting you even in dreams. It can make you go crazy. Losing appetite to eat even your favorite food. Losing focus on things that you love to do. Not wanting to live because you thought living is no advantage to you and being dead will all end the pain. Yes, it's never easy especially if you dearly love that person.

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