what am I doing???(Livia's POV)

what is going on

I already know that he will leave

but when he actually said that I felt really sad its like I don't want to accept it

but I already have Jake 'oh and how much dose he actually care about you??'a voice in my head spoke up' oh you shut up' but maybe that part of my brain was right I shook my head and went to cook in the kitchen

after being satisfied with the taste I went to Aaron's room with the plate

he looked like he was in deep thoughts

"lunch is ready" I go in and start to feed him

"your cooking is delicious" he complimenting

"thanks" I said with as much calm as i could

after sometime he decided to eat on his own so i went down and brought myself some spaghetti we had the meal in peace

afterwards I decided to show daisy around the neighborhood and also take Aaron out for some fresh air

Aaron also wanted to go out so I got Bella on a leash and held Aaron's hand it was nice for a change usually its just me in the house Aaron visit was more like a pleasant surprise than a shock we went a few rounds around the neighborhood and finally headed home exhausted after many years i felt like I was actually in a home not a house this was the feeling i have when i go to the orphanage Aaron was so tired by the time we got home that he fell asleep as soon as his head touched the pillow Bella also curled up besides the bed and slept

As I was looking at Aaron I realized that he has not changed out of the clothes which the doctor changed for him in the morning 'he will absolutely need my help changing his clothes in the evening' no don't think about it I will have to take things as they come I went to the study to work on my designs

After some hours I ordered pizza

after receiving it I went to wake up the sleepy bones as I enter the room I m amazed to see Aaron hugging Bella and sleeping' getting Bella was the right choice'

"wake up sleepy heads dinner time"

"5 minutes liv " he says

I didn't even notice when Aaron started to call me that but it felt nice

"wake up and change your clothes Aaron"

"OK"he says cutely

I take the clothes I brought for him and give it to him to change into

"can..ummm..can you change your clothes yourself??" I asked hoping he would say yes

"don't worry about it " he said and I released a sigh I went out of the room closing the door behind me

sometime later I knocked on the door

"come in"he said I entered

"I ordered us some pizza"I said

"well i have never eaten pizza" he said shyly