Episode 18

when I woke up I saw I was in Zack's room, Zack was sleeping beside me, I kissed him on his cheek and stroke his face gently

and said

"you are the only person who cares about

me, I know you were very desperate but I hung up on you but I really don't have that courage to show my swollen face to you, I am sorry for not listening to you, you are right, Louis is not capable enough for me, you warned me but I was so stupid that I thought you are wrong I am sorry please forgive me"

He suddenly woke up and pushed me, I tried to explain him but he woke up and went to take shower, he didn't even spoke a word

but his silence and anger was my answer, at that moment I really felt that I was wrong, I am not capable of being loved by anyone, I left his place but it was raining so hard outside and it was so cold outside but I cannot go back to him again so I decided to go to my father's place. This was my first time going out without my wallet, car and even without footwear. My father's place was 5 km

away and suddenly, someone grabbed my hand and hugged me tightly in that heavy

rain and it was Zack.

Tears dropped from my eyes, my body was shivering, I was feeling weak and cold in his hug, he gently stroke my hairs and just kissed me, I could feel his warm lips, his face was very close to mine, his eyes were closed but something was wrong with me, I was feeling dizzy and maybe I passed out.

I was burning, cold and unconscious. I could

hear that someone was constantly talking to me but I was completely blank. I could feel somebody's cold hands on my face. I had a very good rest and when I opened my eyes , I saw I was in a different place, I woke up and went near the window and I saw trees everywhere and then Zack came in with a bowl full of porridge

"finally you are awake"

"um.. where we are?"

"in my private Villa, you were sleeping

for last 2 days, Are you feeling fresh now ?"

"hmm, but I am hungry so.. (I pointed my figure towards that porridge and smiled)

"yes, you can"

I started calming my hungry stomach but Zack's behavior seemed a little weird to me

"what's wrong? why are you being so

indifferent today?"

"nothing, nothing's wrong"

"no! something is wrong, why are you

behaving so differently? you tell me what happened? "

"you tell me first, do you love me?"

I was speechless and said,

"sorry i can't answer your question"

"that's right! why would you answer? you

know what? I am the biggest loser, I know that you are married to someone, we are so called brother and sister but still I have the hope that you will love me, I know that I am a big flirt, playboy and always keep joking but my

feelings for you are not a joke, I am serious about you"

"Thank you for helping me and taking care

of me for 2 days, but now please do me a favor,can you send me back to my

home?"

He didn't reply and just sent me home through his driver. sometimes words are not really necessary to convey your feelings

but your silence makes them understand everything.

I entered my house and mom in law came running towards me and asked

"are you fine? I was really worried about

you, why didn't you receive our call?"

"Actually I was with Zack, I had a high

fever and he took care of me so I was unable to come, I am sorry mom I made you

worry"